drowning in music

sigh! what to do?
i was actually kinda happy this afternoon, when it started flooding.
then it got worse when it's night time.
life is so full of ups and downs.
so full of unexpected.
full disappointments.
life, huh?


hmm. okay, lemme think of some nice stuffs.
lab-wise..
is pretty good. though my experiments are failing at this point, but it wasn't because i did anything wrong during the process, but just that the failure is part of the research process. which makes me wonder if i can do this for life. it's not bad, really. it gets dull, but ultimately, u're a scientist, which beats not being one? :/ i can't remember being so actively working my brain until i was research. or maybe it's just the beginning. pretty stressed too cos' i'm still quite new to the research stuffs and my foundation is apparently lost together with my past... so, need to read up more..



hmmm.. oh yah, i was in the dean's list for last sem! mwahahaha! maybe cos' i've never had such kind of academic achievements since primary sch? but hmm.. isn't that big lah, i bet everyone i know can get in it if they study here.. so it's not really much of an achievement? :/


hmmm.. oh having a short break now. cos' of the flooding, sch's temporarily closed for a few days. flood's pretty bad, but hopefully my house will be fine. and so i can stay at home and watch my shows!


ohoh! i ish so happy watching the lastest episode of grey's anatomy! i dunno, i like this drama, lol. i find it so exciting and funny. heh heh. and himym.

hmm.. okay, those arnt even happy actually.maybe i'm having pms like he always say i am. i realize guys are not the same infront and behind us. they can do unexpected things without us knowing. but we never know, do we?

men.
really hate them when they act like assholes.
or maybe they just are.

fuck.
women may not be simple but at least, i dunno. maybe i'm just one of them and we are not like how the guys behave outside.

ugh.
okay, bad post, again!
wtf.

hate double-standards.

but life goes on...
and i can't help how i feel.
what to do?

if you stop seeing the world in terms of what you like and what you dislike, and saw things for what they truly are in themselves, you would find a great deal more peace in you life. 

new aim in life?
maybe..

Delusions..

Life has been.. hard. ever since i got here.
not used to the changes, but have to live with it.


"it's sad when people you know, become people you knew."
as quoted from my friend.

haven't you had this feeling before?

one day you realise you don't actually know that person you used to know so well anymore.


Lately I have this feeling that I am very delusional. That what i'm feeling is exaggerated. i am feeling only 10x less of what i think it is.

Feeling sad, miserable.
but again, maybe it's 10x less.

ugh-

nothing stays.

I just have this feeling that every thing will leave, has its own ending some day.. human, non-human. Nothing really stays with you forever.

Cry me a river that leads to your ocean, you'll never see me fall apart in the words of a broken heart, it's just emotions taking me over. caught up in sorrow lost in the song.

This has got to be the longest title I've ever had. But it's only almost there.

I thought yesterday was bad, but somehow today managed to win it's way up the top few worse days in Quest. It's bad and it's worse because it's one of those few days where I'm completely exhausted and I have absolutely no energy to even feel angry or say anything. One of those days where I'm silently tortured and I won't let myself say anything because whatever that comes out of my mouth will only make things worse. I don't wanna explain, it will also only make things worse. SO like what I said, silent torture. I can only hear, can only think (too much) can only say sorry.

I just wish that when I close my eyes, everything will go away.


When things go wrong, most of the time I know what went wrong.. someone did something, I did something. I know what I should do. I know what to do. But the past few months, lately, it just seems that sometimes, there can be absolutely no reason at all, if someone just decides to do something bad to you.  Maybe I've lost it. I've lost the 'thing' that lets me know what went wrong. Because, I really have no idea. And when I think about it, it ends up being always my fault. And I feel bad. I'm upset and then I get over it. But then it happens again.

I'm tired of trying to always make myself happy. Each day passes and you decide whether to let it be a happy or unhappy one. Every time I'm unhappy, I make myself get over it, find excuses, think long-term, shove all the unhappiness behind, get some distractions. And I'm tired. I'm tired of making myself happy when I'm obviously not. I'm tired of pretending that I've gotten over it.

the thing is, i never get over things.
it's just how much i let it get hidden, get forgotten.
but it's always there. it will always be there.
because you can't change what has happened.
i'm like this!


And then not long later, I got myself a poker face. I've always thought my emotions are spread all over my face. If I'm pissed with you, I'll be pissed with you. I don't smile and have lunch/dinner with you.  But somehow, poker face. people think I can never be unhappy. nothing can ever hurt me. (and i can never get sick). I'm strong. and they don't have to spare a thought for my feelings. it's almost as if my feelings are non-existent.


And then, i have no one to blame because it's all me.
I brought this all upon myself.


And.. it's worse because sometimes, there's this special one that actually knows you. knows what you're going through, knows you're unhappy. and then... is the one who pushed the knife deeper into the wound. And the feeling... is overwhelming. speechless. suddenly i feel that i'm in hell because i'm being piled up with sins. I have doubts that I have any redeeming points at all. and it's all my fault.

Eyelash extensions are good because it gives me the power to stop myself from crying my eyes out.

The future scares me. The short-term future. I don't know what will happen tomorrow, later, 2-3 hours later, next week. what people will do again. what i will feel again. what i have to go through again. it's like short and long history repeating itself. sometimes the same thing happen every week, or every month, or every year. it repeats. and it scares the hell out of me because I will always think that "this will be different, i'll do it right this time. this ending will be different." and then, it still ends up the same. all gone.


what am i to you actually. what am i... 


and all these are beyond retail-therapy.
so, i'm so dead.

and I know, it's just emotions taking me over...

life is full of unexpected

I came home, wanting to blog about how I was finally able to run with heels, feeling really proud about it actually, ran to catch my bus. But apparently I'm still blogging about this but it isn't the main point anymore. So anyway, and then I reached home, and saw dot com dying listless at one corner of the cage. so soo dead.

I felt sad because, I never really paid much attention to it as much as my piggies. He was always hiding inside his favourite box, coming out only to eat, climb around.. And when he died, he actually came out, laid at one corner, and just died, for me to know, for me to see.

So sad right?

I can't figure out how he died. He's already almost 2 yrs old which is probably about time. And his crippled leg.. maybe there were more injuries to the leg and his life was shortened by that few months.. I don't know. But he was just so hammy like. Always wanting to climb out, chew things. And one day, he got himself a broken leg, and he can't do any of those anymore. Maybe it was better that he can go somewhere where he can run on the wheels again perhaps? He can eat better, he can stand on his hind legs again. Maybe it's a good thing?


But really, anyway, it's not my hammy, it's Thomas'. Mine died when I passed it to him, and now, his died when he passed it back to me. Howwwwww ironic.

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Oh, somehow it seems like so many people actually knew how many umbrellas i have!! haha. surprises everyday. And some how i think there are actually uninvited people reading my blog.


but i'll pretend i don't know.


So bye! on leave tomorrow. yaaaay~

-

And so.. he's gone. Managed to send him off, reached home, chatted on the phone, got off the phone, and now I'm feeling alone more than ever.

Sigh. I wonder if i'll ever get used to this. seperation sickness. :(

The past two days were just spent with him. Was crying the whole night off and decided to take MC on friday, ugh, i looked terrible that morning, luckily dad didn't notice. And when I finally wash up, sit up, think through, it still seems like a bad day.

Anyway, we finally had a proper date after so many months.

We had lunch/dinner;
we shopped around;

went to the pasir ris farm to look at doggies,
saw our corgi and adorable french bulldogs,
played with the doggies for a long time;

walked around looking for cute yorkies,
found labradoodles and golden retrievers;
saw poor doberman and huskies being baked under the hot sun; :(

decided to add a french bulldog to our "things to get next time when we have our own home" list :) ;

saw an aquarium farm,
went prawning,
caught our first prawn, quite big!,
caught our second prawn,
caught our last/seventh prawn after an hour,
total catch at 306grams of prawns. hehe.

Cabbed home,
left my paper bag together with his head torch in the cab :(

Killed the prawns when we reached home,
cooked the prawns,
ate the prawns;
Yummy.

Watched Marley and me again,
watched dog whisperers,
Notorious,
Taken.


It was such a happy date.
to think i was rather angry with him on friday when i was feeling down, and now i regret it so much that i was ever angry with him, what's wrong with me! :(


I hope the days will pass by faster till the day he comes back, hope he'll be safe there. hope he won't be injured or fall sick (ok, hmm.. he was already sick when he went). I thought it was bad enough the days when he was about to go in to army and surrender his IC. This was.. as bad. :(

And the worse thing, there still another one month thailand trip after this!!!


sobss...
:'(

sometimes i run sometimes i hide~

It's good to know that.... when you're having the ultimate pms and your boyfriend is not around, and among all the people who are trying to irritate you to death*, there's still someone who will listen to you and be able to make your day better.

*highly subjective due to pms. oh well...

Sigh..
my miserable days are starting soon...
will there really be a rainbow after a storm?
Is there really a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?:(


Oh i finished watching Perfect Cut 2 last night, I feel that.... this show is really good, better than part 1. Though the song is not as good as part 1, definitely. Maybe I should start watching Nip Tuck or grey's anatomy or smth, think i'll like them..

I think I'm becoming a couch potato!! i love sitting at home and do nothing and just sitting there... watch shows..flip the channels... :X


opps.

Ooohh.. :(

when i went for my astrology thing the day before, he mentioned that I'm actually a little bit psychic (I know, so drama!!) and that I should just follow my intuition sometimes in my life..

It's pretty freaky sometimes when I would go "Oh no, I think something bad is gonna happen today (我觉得今天好像有什么事会发生leh!)" to Pause and then, a few hours later in the middle of our work, our manager comes in with some stories which our department did wrongly and then big enough to hold another meeting..

And then, "I think I will receive positive blood bottle soon leh!". It's a troublesome thing to do for positive blood cultures, and it's like only a 5% chance that you'll tio positive blood bottle on any day. And then, poooff! a positive blood bottle appears.

So lucky.


My little psychic power apparently don't and wouldn't work for good things. Say.. " I think today samples will be very little~". But it didn't happen.

"I think today can go back early loh!" and then the closing was so terrible that I had to take a cab home in the end.

Like I thought this weekend would be great and fun, but then, Kiong has to stay back and do his duty for the weekend, I had to work earlier tmr, I have nothing to do after that, and I'm turning fatter and fatter and fatttteerrr...

Sigh sigh sigh.

And I'm tired of life.
and work.
and life.
:/


Falling in love with bus rides all over again.
My favourite spot in the bus,
listening to my favourites,
dozing off,
getting up,
alighting,
get my Ramly's burger when I'm hungry,
reaching home..

So... slow.
my life.



neways.. this song quite cute huh! :)


The 7 things I hate about you
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends, they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s
When we kiss I’m hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy

For my beloved, don't be upset..

i always believe that, if it's meant to be, it will be..
and i've always liked this song because, I know how true it can be. Though it's not pretty, but it's so true; sadly.

I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna use you just to have somebody by my side

I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
and i don't wanna be the one to cry.

wishing and hoping hard

好久没有看到彩虹了。。

And.. maybe no one will know how upset I was today actually. Just, something I wanted and I can't get it anymore. Plans which involved and revolved around it, and now I don't have to anymore.

For a moment I was just staring blanks and wondering what to do next.

For a moment I was so unhappy because I can't talk to him, or he can't talk to me, so very pissed. with. this FACT. that i wanted to cry badly. and not forgetting, it was a nice weather to cry in...


Dragged myself to work, some how felt happier working in the lab. I should just cherish whatever chance I can have with my beloved science before I switch. Sometimes it's so hard to let go of something you've been with for like your entire education, to let go. LET GO. 好烦啊~！

Love-hate feeling yet again...


And.. my gold fishes are infected with some white spots thingy, again?! they're so fat and so cute! i dun want them to die, :(

And all the fish thingy sets me thinking that how ever did my fyp fishes survived those awful food man.. We made it from scratch! hahaha. all the fun moments. adding all the specific vitamins and carbo and what not, into a mixer. It's like making cake except we're not baking. and the fishes, while.. minority, survived still eating that food. was it even edible i wonder...lol.

right, i'm so messed up, as usual. all over theplace.. all over the place..

3 days of leave left me even more lethargic i think. But it's good to be back at work, it's almost going to be too bored at home. Tho I kinda dread their constructive comments on my horrendous hair ya da ya da da da~ but turns out, it was quite.. manageable.

and today i went to trim my brows, i'm definitely not sick but.. that beautician's fingers are so damn smooth!~~ very.. subtle and perfect kind of fingers? those that don't do dishes.. perfect for gu zhen kind of fingers. or maybe my face is just so rough and all fingers will be uber soft in comparison. hmmmm.


I wanna have silky fingers too.
and that lady is so.. cute and pretty. telling me that she's scared of blood and needles and don't dare to see doctors haha. small things that made me laugh.



Just a few days recently, while i'm on leave-at home emoing-rolling in bed-feeling pmsed, I have this sudden realisation that forever means nothing, sometimes (like the trailer below, it's just a word), it's an entire different thing when it comes out from a different kind of people. Till a point when i felt so dejected that I think I'll never want to make anymore effort to make anymore new friends anymore.

Because people leave, people don't live up to your expectations, and maybe i didn't live up to their expectations as well.

all the hopes and dreams that we saw in the beginning, how strong our friendship will turn out, how we wanted to keep in touch even if she or she leaves, or when I leave. And then one small thing can just change and ruin everything. EVERYTHING. and whatever that once made us laugh till we cried, were forgotten. so easily. so so easily. and she probably doesn't even give a shit about it. we can't even have a proper conversation anymore.


so what's the point.
what's the whole point.
right?
sad.

and the whole point of me saying this whole thing is because, i'm still thinking if i should just give everything up and hide at one corner until the day i die. Or should I just take it in my stride, you gain some you lose more, life's like this, life will be like this, let go.

:(

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On a happier note...
OMG OMG SO EXCITED!!!!!!!
NOVEMBER 2009. =D



NEW MOON. not my favourite book, but the transition between my two fave haha. Ya I know, they all look like dogs to me too. And maybe Rosalie wasn't really that ugly like she appears to be I guess.




And I'm reading the series, again! still so fascinating. :) and I'm going to force myself to read book 3. and maybe I'll see some light in that book when i read it again.

head is spiiiningg~

I never made it to the news.
hahahahahaha.

The holiday weekend.. was nothing to be happy about. in fact, it was everything but happy.

But I will remember it still, remember that I once had such an unhappy...day. i closed my eyes and started seeing everything fall apart, for the first time. It felt like..the world crumbling down. or something of tt sort. I felt.. the thin air, oxygen getting sucked away, suffocation. like i would never be happy again (hahahaa. must be the dementors!!!)


So..drama.
or maybe it was all just a fiction of my imagination.
i dreamt everything out.
but it was all.. so... real...
short and painful.




someday we'll know if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know why the sky is blue
someday we'll go dancing on the moon
someday we'll know, why i was meant for you




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Pictures of the marathon! :):)
Please don't mind our messy hair.. =X














i was browsing thru the old photos again. deleting...
and i wondered..if i was ever truly entirely happy before?
can't remember.....



na~ a very chao ahlian photo of me, in my opinion.

Alrighty!

Managed to find one reasonably good layout. Actually it's more of like, I finally found the time to do it. I get sick of some things easily, *sigh* But I don't get sick of my boyfriend la. we're so FON sometimes that it's so silly when I think about all the stuffs we did.

Anyway....

I didn't swim today..You know, every time I'm feeling down, miraculously, swimming helps. But I guess I should find a new source of depressant. Swimming is, while.. what should I say.. quite a troublesome matter sometimes..

Oh, it's coming to the end of March already huh?
Wow...

life is never fair...

i don't think i will have the mood for anything for a very long long time.. I think it should be nothing less than an A.. which makes me think if i am going to be unlucky throughout my entire life. What's the point of working so hard for something and then... you'll just be unlucky at the end...


and now i wish i can be sitting infront of mrs hon's class.. telling us the same oold stuffs.
"Life's never fair..."


:'(
cry~

packing up

Some photos which I took but really don't know where to post up as.. they are quite totally random and I just forgot bout them.. So I was packing up my photos cause my old phone (550i) got really cranky a few months ago and mum just gave me her new phone to use (sweet), and I was just transferring stuffs all over to the phone.


And yea. Time to upload the photos before I delete them away I guess.


So yea.. the new phone! slim and so stylo mylo..(exactly the same size as you see in the photo) SO metallic looking but it's all plastic! The numbers are super ultra hard to type as compared to my 550i.. and my thumbs were so sore after a few days using the phone :(

I am getting so used to this phone already, and then it was on the news that my area are having "unknown" problems with the network services after evening and many many many people were not able to make/receive calls. So.. maybe it wasn't my phone problem in the first place. haha.
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The other time when I learnt knitting :) I actually knit up a handphone pouch for kiong, but i forgot to knit the top to cover up. So the phone would just slip out, which defeats the purpose of a pouch then. :( so i threw the pouch away.
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The phone taken by the phone.
It's 2mp phone but photos are lousy as shit.
Sigh.
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We went to turn this pau-looking thing at Gek Poh. haha. love it cause it's damn funny looking. LOL. $1 leh...
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They say woman in mask is scarier than ghosts...
Quite true I guess, =P
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OH man, this is like taken before xmas'07 using my 550i phone. Jurong Point btw.. pretty huh? But 2006 decor was purple theme which was really really angelic I think... :)
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My KIONG-drawer, filled with all the impt stuffs.
Peacock feathers from kiong (Four of them!!)
my diaries from since young..
my seashells.
all the gifts..
I seldom open this drawer, haha.. cause' I don't need anything inside? and it's always so full I hate to open the drawer and everything falls over and I have to pack and pack. =X
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The other day I was walking home and I saw this pillar.
4E1..
four years.. it has been that long huh?
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Kiong's birthday presents! :)
there was actually this small mango cake.
And it was gone so fast I didn't even have the time to light the candle for him. :( Should put the candles up first before showing to him next time haha..
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Oh, and this.. It's all over Singapore! I thought it should be "stripes" instead of "strips". But I think since it's on the roads of Singapore, on GOVERNMENT roads, should be correct lah. =/

But I mean... strip.... ahaha.....
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yes. a few days before my FYP presentation (after sy's wedding) I got a really swollen swollen right eye. it subsided after one day, but then after that I got the allergy thing and bottom half of my face was swollen and itching all over.

YEA! and I went for my fyp presentation looking like an ugly piece of shit. :( (i dunno why I keep saying shit here and there either.)
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breakfast during ITP at NIE canteen.
My favourite Milo and chee chong fun breakfast.
don't think i would ever want to work there. =X
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The lizard we got from our hybridoma lab a few months back..
I felt so sorry for this lizard cause one of its leg was crushed and it couldn't move at all. And then this classmate of mine was like spinning this tube across the long table!

Hmm..... Until I found out from watching Heroes that Lizards can regenerate any part of its body (ie including the leg), and I was like very good already la. must have regenerated so many times.. die now also nvm.

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from my bus stop..
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my Christmas present from kiong. =)
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Finally! my pets section haha.

Kiong actually bought a new cage for Rexy =) a much much bigger one, and he also bought a mini-rexy for him as company!

So, this is Rexy in his new cage. We actually had to saw this thick plank of wood to put inside the cage so that he can jump around and sit on it. He loves high grounds.. like lion king. -.-"


And this is mini-rexy/small-rexy.
We decided to call her Donut.
I wanted to call her mean stuffs like Fungus and Staphylococcus. But I saw donuts on the newspaper that i was using to wrap the wooden plank. Haha. Turns out to be a pretty good name since donuts remind me of small round cute stuffs.



Donut in the cage! Donut and Rexy can actually get along pretty well! Maybe because she look 90% like Rexy when he was young, with dark patch at the right ear. but Donut is actually dark brown and white, whereas Rexy is black and white. But you can't tell the difference even if its just a short distance away :)


And the size difference between an adult guinea pig and one that is just ~2 weeks old.
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Yea. That's about it.
January is actually half gone soon you know.. cause my exams are just round the corner already, new year is coming. But actually one of the reason why I'm so looking forward to January is because I miss my Prison Break and Heroes! I hope they start showing soooooN!!!

Hehe.




Today wasn't a good day at all actually. It was horribly terrible. We've been through so much to be quarreling over stuffs like this. and yea i know.. men just don't get it. How I wish they do.

找个心灵相通的人

sometimes don't you think that it is pretty easy to find a person who have the same thoughts as you? I mean not that easy, but through some random conversation you can find people who agree with you almost entirely right?

yeap.

可是和你心灵相通的人
真的有那么容易找吗？
世上真的会有真命天子
真的有白雪公主？

sounds so fantasy, so fictitious.
:(
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后.....

I'm feeling so sucky right now.

where am i when my friends need me.
watching Prison Break, sleeping.

i missed that call.
was charging my phone with com,
left 4%..
couldn't pick up any calls...

shouldn't have charged it,
it was probably the most important call for them
and I was un-available for them.

I know, it's probably none of my business cause' it's not my project anyway. but it's not like that with friends isn't it. I've always liked this phrase "that's what friends are for!", and I am freaking NOT AVAILABLE when it was so life-time crisis situation back there.


fyp is a big thing for us man..
dunno what to say.
I'm so sorry alvin. nicole. but maybe not aloysius actually. =/
should have came to school on friday to help u guys out.
i didn't know.
i was at home resting instead.
:(


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second thing.

I really want to go visit her.
She has always been so cheerful and apple in everyone's eye. Classmate in sec one, she was so friendly and nice to me. Bought me a teddy bear for birthday, went to her house, can still rmb her voice always calling me "da-da!", really with the exclaimation mark alright. =))


Maybe she didn't know I still remember her. Not that I miss her, (in fact i do actually. sec one days with her was nothing but fun.) but if anything happens to her, I will be concerned and worried. I wanted to go see her this week even though I was rushing my report. Never got the reply I was waiting from lichang and was so worried. Didn't know what was the blog address liting and siyi was talking about, didn't know what's she doing, how's her progress. and even though i never mentioned before, i'm really terrified of hospitals.


was relieved when i finally saw the blog. justforleekhim.blogspot.com
glad that she's fine. hope she pulls through everything.
so if anyone is going to visit her soon, i want to go too.. visit visit..
even if i am busy or i have to skip school.

sometimes.. it's now or never people
start treating people right.
I should too....





I promise I'll be like before, there for my friends as much as possible.
the end-

going up the surface to catch my breath

I'm having a bad sore throat! :( It's damn sickening. I can't believe I had 6 strepsil lozenges in just that one hour or so.. ewwwwwyy. I feel like throwing up my throat. It's not even phlegm or what, just pain, burning, and totally ear-blocking.

I feel awful.
:(

And I haven't been updating cause this week was horrendously busy with those nonsensical stuffs.

Ah. and I think I screwed up big time for my Molecular modelling quiz, which is suppose to be a damn easy quiz if not for that really careless and stupid MISTAKE I made which might have cost me 15 marks at least I think. =(


E-Learning is here.
i'm going to rest my throat for the rest of the day.
More internet haha!

One week of extermely busy break ahead, Boohoo.. come to think of it, today was really a very efficient day. Reached school at 8am, discussed and planned on our idiotic role-play, and then after that was the roleplay itself (I really hate that teacher too! she is very very very very naggy and really an old maid I tell ya')

And then, we finished washing the 16tanks within the break, had 1hr of lesson, went to grind up my fish (with motar and pestle not with grinder leh! omg right), and then after that we stayed back and finished doing the powerpoint slides for our presentation (for that old main again! she is really oblivious to our rants one. tsk tsk!)


Reached home, dead and tired :(

Everyone's so stressed up lately. And the things that happened today made me really think that things don't need to nice and lovely. cos' in an instant everything changed, just like that. Which makes me feel, nothing lasts forever.. I mean, how such a word exist. Forever? It is like Santa Clause, like a smart blonde, like a perfect man, like tooth fairy, like cinderella! They freaking don't exist and it's just for children, the innocent and everything-also-dunno people isn't it?


BleaAh.


I need some fresh air.
Agitated.
:(



I don't even know if it's dawn or dusk anymore.

喜事

my married cousin is having her wedding dinner :)
second december.


when someone get married,
wedding dinners..
married couples..

just make me feel that life is just so blissful.
for them..


yea, I'm happy for her.
should get start sourcing for clothes for the dinner.
and my fyp presentation soon.


can you believe, my report submission is just less than 3 weeks away...