my ugly past.

Have you ever had this moment in your life where everything was really so perfect, and then it suddenly changed and you wished you could go back to when I was still nice to you.

ha.ha.

dream on. I can only say, too bad, and you only have yourself to blame.

I wanted so much to empathize, and put myself in your shoes. But i can't. you're selfish, two-faced, biased, tactless, kpo and just too greedy for your own good.

Maybe our paths have met before, but now they've crossed each other, past tense.

i am actually happy it's long over and it's all just a bad past. Happy, glad, grateful, "over the air". I don't have much friends, but I still have my special group of friends who are true to me. Friends are precious people to me, and I won't keep people who have proven that they're not worth it. They don't deserve my attention at all.

So shoo!
go away.
wait, they're already gone.
(hahhaa. i know. i'm deliberating acting childish here.. )


I wish you good luck in finding friends in your 'method'.
"哼， 看你还能撑多久！"

until you've proven urself to be worthy again the next time we meet, which i hope we don't (i'm not a great fan of giving people chances), i hope you'll stop acting like we're bff.

i hate proud people.
Hmm. not hate, but i just can't stand them.
how they can they be so thick face to say that they are pretty, that "at least i look good in this this this. you want also cannot." kind of things.

proud and no manners.
ugh.

bad past. bad past.

at least my life is under reparation and fixing itself now.
at least i have successfully stopped them from re-entering my life.

so.
bye-bye.

Of leave, teeth and bliss

surprisingly, i woke up earlier than the usual days when i was working. haha.

bro came back home in the morning. long time since i last saw him! miss him so much.. so.. better wake up and see him. haha. bros went JB today loh! forgot their sister.. :(

but i also dun wanna go. haha. hard to get my leave loh..

packed my room a little..
finally started watching HouseMD. Woahh.. not bad not bad :)
then... went for my dental.. 
it was only 1hr, super fast! you can really see the diff between specialised and non-specialised. But I feel that it was more sloppy la.. But I guess it's okay to be sloppy cos' there will be a follow up in a few weeks time?

heh..
so anyway, ugh.. dental appt is always so embarrassing.... my teeth is so ugly.. and my cavities.. my root canals.. my gaps. Half my mouth was anesthetized this time, and then I kept drooling on my way out..

oh my tian.. very embarrassed cos' the clinic was full house!
so..
sigh. I was shopping while my mouth was half numbed. Tissue at hand to dab on the drool.
No image already.
I was sooo glad that it was far farrrr away frm my neighbourhood.

shopping was... hmm..
fun.
haha! but so hard to choooose... :(
there was a lot of time when I just stood there and stared at those selections, thinking which one to buy..i stared and stared like it was a difficult math question.

but it was all worth it.
this is what shopping is all about right?? :D

I'm secretly proud of myself for not succumbing to those temptations. Wahaha... but really felt sad when I walked away from those....pretties. But happy now. Haha.. happy for my wallet.

Oh! i realised.. i love buying hair accessories and stationery.
hehe. :P I love cute pretty pens and rulers and pencils! :)


anyway, halfway through the shopping, ah dear msged me that he will be on leave from tmr till tues!!!!!!!


that really made my day!
at least someone up there was trying to salvage my wrecked life lately.



best news of the day  ^.^

and then.
some people just enjoy putting others in misery.

but sorry~ not affected anymore.
lalala~


just hate it when my friend is being bullied.
but then, ai ya.. 不要跟他们一般见识！
hmmmf!


hope you're feeling better!
wednesday is indeed consoling.
cos' soon it will be weekend!
think about it. :)


again.... some people are just not worth it.
and some people are.

the little pressies that made me happy

I guess it happens all the time when i change my phone. i keep testing the camera and snapping all the stuffs. and for a while, all my entries would be filled with very random daily photos.

don't worry. it will go away in a while. and it will be back to normal paragraphs of plain letters, words and rants.


so yep! pressies from my beloved. i find it extremely nice when someone buys a souvenir for you when they go overseas. or when they saw smth nice that you'll like, they'll buy it for u as a gift. I'm tat kind of person! I love self made cards. I love the long sweet letter/messages inside those cards. love it when people actually keeps the cards tt i made or wrote. the gifts that i gave. i love it when people make the effort. love it when people puts sincerity in the those things to make you happy. and i am. it's not even materialistic because, hmm.. you'll feel it someone buys it for you with sincerity and heart. <3

^.^

and ya! don't like it when people 把良心当狗肺。
sickening people.
makes me realise people who are actually worth your effort and those who are just not.


***************

a very black star pendent from jermaine from her trip. itchy finger me went to cut the black string, now it's too short for me to make a nicey adjustable knot. :X






from my mistress huiling!
candle and ez-link pouch. the candle reminds me of the handcrafted flower soap that jac bought for us! still smells nice. =).

and i was wondering, they have like "porn" in everything in thailand is it?? tsk.


*********

earrings from pause! :) cos' i said i like lollipops. so nice right! must watch what i say next time. erm.. i like a big house with a big swimming pool haahha! =X she's very nice! oh i love female libras. hahaha.


********

and xmas came early this year! :)
i got a tamgotchi!!!
i never had a tamagotchi. when i was young, i play DIGIMON with ellis okay. not tamagotchi. and he would use the plastic cover from my course book to reset our digimonster. i always lose of course. then i'll return the digimon to him. =X

and so kiong got it for me.
to play. hang around.

now it's so cool! i can go to tamatown on the internet to play with my tamagotchi. haha.
i have 3 kids now lolx. Tororo-tchi, mouse-tchi, and bell-tchi.

it's very lame la.
i left them there for work, forgot to put in pause mode.
and when i came back, they're sleeping.
extremely hungry and extremely unhappy.
what to do! i cannot do anything if they're asleep. hai..
hope they don't die. =X








okay. nighty night!
圣诞气氛来了！ :) love is in the air! and all i could remember was the day i was tugging your shirt, while we squeezed our way through orchard, listening to music and counting down to christmas thatt year. so happy and romantic right!

Waiting 等待

jermaine's back!
oh man i didn' know she's back today. =X

can't wake up today..
clement kept barking whenever i pass by his door and now i can't step out of my room at night. otherwise everyone will be awake.

haha.
and i was waitin for my phone to arrive, thinking what taking them so long, and then it came. ha! reminds me of the movie ad bout the kids telling the stories and them all coming true. :)


House is abit lively recently. SO many pets. almost like a pet shop. Thomas's pet cage is on top of mine, donut is beside his, hamster cage on top of donuts. and then we have fish tank, all the fishes are still alive man! The last time I did something with fishes was for my FYP, those poor souls.. and then, clement.


If only they can all stay longer, it would be a nice animal farm. :)


I got a samsung soul! :) champagne gold. same as my psp. heee.

Gonna see kiong tmr. =)
gonna see my nini on sat. =)
gotta work on sun. =((((

at least monday is a public holiday, haha
seriously, when u start work, you'll notice all the little little public holidays that u nv used to notice.

Time to plan for my next years' calendar!~


time to clear up my desk too.

chrissttmasss is coming!!!! :)

Fall.

Today was one of those days where I feel so clumsy. And I don't even know how all of this can happen. I was just walking up the stairs, VERY normally. And I trip and fell? The position i fell was...
(*oppss. apparantly i forgot my hands!)

Haha. A little addicted to isketch these days. The urge to draw out everything.. So i now have an injured shin and a bruised knee. cannot bend! now when i squat down i can only bend one leg. Old woman already......

:(

But I still thought it was okay because I'm just heading for kbox. And I sang When You're Gone today. omg~ i almost died. And i totally died thereafter. =X But a good scream can cure so much angst. Aiii..forgot to sing 为了你而活 hahaha.


Sometimes.. everything is so predestined, don't you think so? Reached work early.. Wanted to do a short cut to our company and cut through another company but decided not to cuz we're scared of getting scolded by the security guard.. went round.. And saw that the perfume fair was so empty at that time!

And so I went in and got my barbie perfume. and another perfume for lyn. :)

No crowd, no squeeze, no queue! and i get to see everything. haha. just 10 mins there? what a great bargain. can't wait for the next one... :)




and.. work was great too. finished everything by 7.30pm. went for looonngg break haha. and still went home early. =P And then here comes the next clumsy moment. I hit my hip!

Again, i don't even know how is it possible.
I just bend down to throw some rubbish into the bin under the table. and then i got up and i hit my hip!

I didn't hit my hand/elbow/head or what,
But I hit my hip.
Oouch.

and the whole table just moved by the hit. like earthquake!
(I'm exaggerating.)

Hai yer...
Trying to test my bone density...
tsk !
Painful, but it goes away after a while.
Maybe my bone is already shattered inside.
=X

*********

and nini just finished her exams! :):)
can start calling her out. haha.

and.. tmr is Saturday.

Kiong's gonna POP soon!

Gonna get my bonuss!

Christmas is just round the corner!
So great!! :):)

***************



I don't know what phone to get!!
E71? or not.
:(

Pause and mistress says it's terribly ugly.
I thought it's a gem.
Hmmmf.
I shall get it. Just to piss them off.
Haha.

=PpP~


until i see a better phone.

ah. so injured today.



************

mistress going off to phuket. can't see her for a week. =(
hope she have a safe trip. SERIOUSLY!

I wanna go to Phuket too!
Or Palawan!
Or somewhere with sun and beach other than sentosa.

***************


been working for 8 mths already.
oh man.
:(
thinking.. thinking..


*****************


Revival of the PSP era.
wahaha.
Playing LocoRoco2 now and it's still very frustratingly fun!
:P
so is DJmax.
and monster hunter.

woooo~

omg omg.

I'm broke for next month!
can you imagine it's not even OCTOBER yet!

this month's paycheck went to my new camera.
I know, it's so sudden.
I haven't planned to buy it at all, no research whatsoever.
At least not extensively for the past few weeks.

And to add to all surprises, I got myself a SONY camera.
To think I used to condemn sony camera/product
First I got my sony psp, now i got their camera.
I won't be surprised if i decide to buy sony ericsson instead of nokia phone for my new plan.

But I've tried the camera and it's really so much better than Nikon.
Way way waaaayyyy....better (i think nikon dig. cam is really out to cheat money)

But i'm really glad to see that it has got so much good reviews on this camera, so it all paid off la. at least i don't feel cheated that i bought it on impulse, cause i really did test the camera and all the functions before I decided to buy it!

and so, the hole in my bank account (no longer pocket/wallet) just got bigger.
I think I might have to eat bread for the whole of next month.
But i seriously don't mind at all.
haha.

And I'll get to see kiong tmr!!
yahooo~~~
:)

grandmama...

Let's start with Monday..
21st July 2008

While, it's another 21st. The day that marks our two-and-a-half years together. We kinda forgot the whole thing until past midnight and then it just occurred to me that OH MY it's the twenty first of the month already! This is like.. the number thirty times. And then it'll come to a time where we'll forget bout the whole thing altogether haha. Two years seems..long. sometimes. But it's so short a time as compared to a lifetime (unless of course if I die tmr then things will be different).

And introducing my new toy from kiong.....! (the day before)

Left is the old one that I got a few few fewwww months back. Right is the new 5x5 cube. of which you can see my hardest attempt to do up the first 3 rows. Which I stopped there and eventually went to check up the Internet to complete it .

You know I must really thank PeiQi for teaching me how to complete the 3x3 second row and thereafter inspiring me the interest in Rubik's. Truth is, I forgot the whole last row thing when I went home that day so I went up to Internet to search for the algorithms to the last row. And just kept playing with it even though I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR EXAMS. you know.. some... erhm... play time in between my studies haha.

Things went faster and faster. Me teaching kiong to solve it... and we can just play it for the whole day during those days. the whole day! and then both of us trying to complete it within 5 minutes.. 3 minutes.. 2.5mins.. and now his record is like 49 seconds! wa lao. my record is still about 2 mins, and even that was because of sheer luck since I didn't really have to do up the last row.

And so he decided to buy me the 5x5 cube to keep me occupied while I get pissed at him for doing the 3x3 so fast all the time so much so that i don't want to play anymore.

OK, that's only what I think in my opinion. HAHA. maybe... he just wants to buy the 5x5 for fun. And anyway! The 5x5 is really so difficult to solve if you dunno how to do it the proper way. Like which one to fix up first, which side. There's only like 2 new formulae one of which is pretty similar to the old one anyway. AH! nvm.. I re-read my whole 5 paragraphs and I sound so insane. And the whole point is... 5x5 is so fun! hehehe.

so next-

And in addition to it being our second-and-half anniversary, anothing (another thing) for celebration is the birth of our babies' babies (ie me is grandmama liao lor). I know I know, I mentioned that ETA was next month! exactly 4 weeks difference. I'm such a bad guesser. But I was correct bout it being a triplets. So, maybe not that bad afterall la.


So I was working on Monday, and then during my break I saw a missed call and then an sms that Jer left, telling me bout how she saw three "things" running around the cage when she got home from work. SO EXCITED I called her immediately which I never did so enthusiastically before. Then I called kiong, and we were all so excited to go back and see them. Like machiam our real babies lor! Everyone was so excited including mama and papa!


I was actually quite depressed during the second call to jer because she told me that the babies are not very cute and that Donut-Rexy are the cutest piggies ever.


And then I went home and I wondered "wwhhaaat happppeeennnedd?!?!!!"



If you still don't get what I mean after the picture, I SHALL explain. Mama pig (DONUT) is white. PAPA pig (REXY) is also white. Baby piggies are not white leh.

MAMA and PAPA piggy both have black patch at right ear. Baby piggies all have black patch at left ear!

Like, why huh?! Have been trying to figure out with Alvin and nic today until I reach my work place also dunno why. All the dominant/co-dominant/recessive/etc. whatever.. why??

I still think they're cute tho. I wanted to buy a black guinea pig (instead of Donut) initially, but Donut was so irresistible. Now the young ones are black (partially) it's quite... cute. that i got half of what i wanted initially. haha. I hope they have long fluffy furs like Mama Donut!


And introducing them (Got names already hor!)
(left to right): Mama Donut, baby Zigzag, baby KLK (pronounced as "CLICK" very fast) and baby Skippy!
KLK becausee..... make a guess! haha. (think black)



mama donut..




papa rexy..




Two days before delivery, we cleaned up her cage (fortunately). And I got to snap this fantastic picture. AWwwwwwww!


Many things happened on the 21st actually. I got my first AFB positive smear (Finally. like after sooo many smears I've done. not that it's a good thing actually), did my first slide mount, first time my samples hit over 200, got a popiah treat from chewbee(I wanted to write CB which I realised was so wrong haha! oppps.), got an Oreo ice blended treat (because she don't want me to pay her back leh) from another colleague.


I don't know, I just feel so happy that day after the news and everything at work became.. happy. DESPITE MY PMS LEH!

*****************


22nd July Tuesday

My day OFF. so shiok la! OT OT OT... finally got off. for a day. Wanted to go for walks and play with the babies but me and kiong just stayed in, watched our tv shows and movies (great shows all of a sudden), have our MacDonald's, Rubik's cubes.. haha. I think I just miss a day of slacking around. Don't have to think about all the other troublesome stuffs..just a day to rest.


23rd July Wednesday

Was out with Alvin and nic for breakfast at noon. irony. everyone was going for their lunch break. talked, laughed, joked around. precious 3hrs. To think my nini will be so near me in two weeks time hehe. =D


I got my confirmation letter from the company. Kinda inefficient because it's already 12 days past my 3mth probation. But still, I'm waiting for my hsbc card, waiting for my horrendous lab coats, and waiting for my beautiful paid leaves.


And...I've decided to run the 5km marathon. and then maybe the 10k for the stanchart one after tt. I think i got inspired after Jer ran the marathon last Sunday. But then again.. maybe not her.

Bless me. I hate running, why I agreed to it was because I was half asleep at that time. And I hate to break stuffs. future in-law leh. and i like her somemore.


But... I haven't been exercising, haven't been going for my swims, haven't been going for my aerobics and yoga sessions. my back is starting to ache like a typical working adult. muscles are getting stiff. arms are listless day by day. I sound like I'm dying!!!


So... I NEED A RUN.

I love my boyfriend ->

I have a perfect boyfriend because he pampers me with my favourite chocolates, ice-creams and bubble teas all the time!


And all are unhealthy, sigh~

祝我生日快乐

今天真的好饱啊
食物好吃
但也要有好的陪伴
=)

生日(和世上)最重要的不是钱财或名牌
最美丽的不是巴黎铁塔也不是钻石珠宝
而是与好友，亲人度过的时光
才是最棒的。
不是吗？
=)


chinese no good.
trying my best.
haha.
:)


thanks everyone for the present!
and shermin. for going out with them for my present too. HEEE.
must be fun that day, while I slog in school for my fishes (T.T)

Yea, lichang reminded me that I didn't blow candles this year.
Hmm.. I don't like odd numbers. Haha.
And was so full today that the thought of cakes make me sick.
:(


once again, thanks everyone.
I'm tired, but happy.
Hope you guys are too.
=)

Night! -

love is in the air

I feel it in my fingers, I feel it in my toes...
Love is all around you, and so the feeling shows...



I don't know if it is me or is everyone around so blissfully happy lately? I didn't mean it in a bad way by the way.





It has been such a long time since I felt happy, and I know it. Like sometimes I'm happy but I just really don't know if I am really happy. Or sometimes when I should be happy, but I am not. Being happy, is really such a great feeling. Knowing that you're happy is even better. And knowing everyone else is happy too, is even even better. Isn't it? :)

You know sometimes life can suddenly be so heavenly at one moment, and shitty the next second. One of the seven sins - Envy (or rather, Jealousy)

Knowing others who are happier than you, richer than you, smarter than you, having more friends than you, having a better family than you. Sucks isn't it? sigh.

It is in one of the seven greatest sins for a reason. Jealousy destroys people's life, ey? But.. wouldn't it be nice to be the one people get jealous of? =/

aha. Even if I am the best in the world (I am not saying I am the best though I wish I am haha!), one can never be satisfied with what they have. Grass is always greener on the other side, always aim for the highest cause' height, is infinity.

*******

I don't know how I got to that, but thoughts just flowed through my mind at that moment. Anyway, I hope happy days will continue despite the exam stress. It's usually not the exams I hate, it is the stress and tension that comes with it which makes it loathsome.

Hm. alright, good day everyone:)
wish me luck for the lock-stealing case. I am going to be summoned for an interview by the disciplinary teachers soon. :S

excited.

i'm suddenly so excited!!
i'm going to watch spidey 3 later with kiong kiongg!


hee.
i love sitting inside the cinema with him.
woo!



:(
but he don't seem happy cuz i rebonded and dyed my hair.
but nvm.
tmr will be a happy day, i hope ;)





HAPPY BIRTHDAY sis !! =D
i don't wanna say how old she is what's her age.
so don't ask.
tee-hee..


gn!

commitment

Well, I'm not as meticulous as dada, so she got the number of days, maybe when I'm free and has nothing better to do la - lt

hahaz.

i think i really have nothing better to do and count the days. LOL. trying to be sweet to my bf and count the days. 365 + 28 + 21, easy mah. lol. i won't do it if it gets harder. =X like say... 1 yr 10 months? =/ damn.


--
i was just at the blog of my classmate who went for overseas ITP at Thailand.


and it really makes me wonder what it will be like to be 21 years old, working - studying.

Will I actually fly back to Singapore over the weekends from my ITP cuz I miss my family, friends and my darling baby!!

I would of course, very much, LOVE TO COME BACK EVERY WEEKENDS.

But, would I spend the little money i have to fly back?

say i only have $300 left and if i come back i'll be left with $100 to spend for overseas attachment. okay, maybe i'll get more money from my parents or relatives if i come back too, but..

i just don't know.
so sweet to just fly back.
come to think of it,
I think I will too.
hehe =D



I'll be soo happy with life if you want peaceful moments, you get peaceful moments.

and when u just wanna hug and kiss ur beloved one cuz u miss them really so much, there they are for you..

wHEE- oH - WHEET!


:)



today was fun, catchin up with my loveable friends,
and i get to see my beloved kiong when i wake up.


:) good night everyone.

myday

MAYDAY.
i'm not going for their concert.

80% sold out already,
front seats all taken,
don't think got chance.

haha.

they rock.

--

today prof. koh told me that he wants to see our Log book soon. therefore I'll be giving him my Logbook on Friday so he can mark over the weekends.

(no C for ITP please.. )

he also told me that he wants back the two Lab Safety Booklets he gave us on our first day of work cause' that's the only two copies he has.

OMG. i couldn't find it anywhere.
:(


-

OH. Oh.

happy 445 days!

weird.
it should be Happy 14 months.

ahaha.

total defence!!

hehe. exactly 12.05pm.

went to my industrial attachment place today for a quick tour with ms yee.
kinda unexpected at what i'll be doing.

i've never liked DNA/RNA thingy
no bad feelings about them,
just no feelings for them.
hahaa

but too bad.
maybe i'll love them after this
:)

-----------------

valentine's day was sweet. =)
we decided to just rot at his house and watch movies, eat the forbidden new year goodies..
AND PLAY MONOPOLY!!!

wahhahaa.
we're tycoons already lor.
we actually won with 55 mil of properties and 30 mil cash.
wooo hooo.

no cheating.

it was damn fun to win.
even though it's fake money,
at least better than supermario (i suck at this game)

me is a happy girl,
again.

^.^

 _ _
( v )
 \ /
  V 

********
ok la. i know the heart very ugly lah.
thoughts that count.
BLEH~~
hehe.

just wanna say HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
especially to my dearest kiong kiong!!
the one who tolerated all my nonsense and rubbish and everything bad lah.
=X






AND of course to you people reading this!
if u don't read then it's not for u lah.


~=^~ _

anyway.
the above is not decoration hor.
u people must really appreciate this entry.
cuz this key board in thomas room is really terrible.
all the above keys also cannot type out.

therefore, hard to sign in to blogger cuz my email got underscore.
and then so u see.
everything i wrote requires effort.
heh heh.

i'm good ba.




anyone who knows me well will know that i'm just wasting my time trying to get away from all the spring cleaning.

hahaha.

happy valentines day!

though i this Mayday's album is really sub standard,
i love it still,
just because u bought it,
and u bought it simply cuz i said why not u buy me mayday's album for valentines lah.. i think i will like.

=X

love ya.
dada.

friendster.

i wanted to delete my friendster account.
cuz i think there's nothing much for me to do already and i don't like people to view my profile. =X

so i look through my pathetic number of testimonials, hahaa
i feel so happy looking through them
the feeling of those memories coming back
WAHAHA.
i love it man.

and most importantly!!
his first testimonial to me when we're in year one.


=D
i love this guy to BITS.
big big BITS.
XD



he is so adorable.
now he doesn't write testimonials to me already.
:(



he writes love letters to me.
=D

Glad

all the in-course assessments are done.

Attended the last session(test)
for GEMS yesterday,

And for once,
it didn't rain during GEMS!
you know it has been raining everytime during GEMS?

have been rushing for gems not because i was late,
but because it was going to rain soon.
haha


anyway,
i'd most probably pass this GEM lah.
PASS.
i don't think you can fail this module actually
=/


i got back most of the ICA papers too.
think i'll get many many many Cs and Ds.
so sad.
:(

But considering the fact that i was slacking half the time while studying for the quizzes, or i DIDN'T EVEN study for them,
I should laugh if i even pass right?
=P

so,
i shouldn't be sad
shouldn't be sad.

it'll be so stupid to cry because of bad results.
yup.



FYP briefing yesterday.
while...
it was really awkward for our class i guess.
maybe it was a fortunated thing that the 3 of us had sat infront,
and not with the rest of our class.


dr xu was saying stuffs like how friends turn to foe,
how bad (or good) FYP is for the class,
and how you'll get to know each other better.
(more like know all their negative points actually)


And you see,
it all really happened,
even before we even know our FYProjects lah!

felt really weird when he started blabbering all the bad things bout FYP,
which has all already started.

i really hope for better days in class.
:(


so the 3 of us started ranking our choices together,
hope we can get Ms.yee's project.
i guess her's is a really hot project.
dammit.

but yeah,
we still have 4 others don't we?

:)

let's just get over the exams and start our FYP.
enjoyable FYP okay?!

all they think of is school, tests, inanimate stuffs;
and totally forgot their friends, who are warm-blooded, and have feelings.
:( such bad people!!
sometimes i think they really have nothing better to do other than studying.
sigh.

Oh oh,
more good news!
the doctor suspected mum has diabetes.
and it's tested negative!

what a load of our minds.
i was so worried.
glad that everyhting's fine now.
:)

i should worry more bout having diabetes myself actually. :(

and and,
one-anniversary with kiong kiong tmr!!
HEHE. =D

and happy 19th birthday to SHERmin tmr!
i'm going out tmr lah,
so cannot blog tmr.
=X

i miss the zoo actually.
and i wanna go science centre soon!

:)
after my exams.
hehe =D

the light side of life

i've got my christmas presents frm kiong alrdy! :)
so happy. HEHE happy. =D
i mean,
it's so thoughtful.
so well thought?
:)


what i love doing?
i love spending the whole weekend with kiong.
i promise i'm going to be his sweetest girlfriend, OK?!


What I am going to do later:
1) Do up my nails.
2) Finish up report.
3) SLACK SLACK SLACK! call my baby every 15mins to disturb him =X


.How wonderful life is while you're in the world.

on holiday!~

even though it's only 3 weeks
and everyone is saying that IT'S NOT EVEN A HOLIDAY MAN!
yes, i know :(
both are true.

postponed the submission of report to next week,
as well as the datasheet which lab partner has cleanly forgotten about.

and even though i don't know how much i got for Metbio quiz1,
i probably failed terribly anyway.

so my new year's resolution is really to study really REALLY REALLY hard for the next metbio quiz.
simply because i dont want to repeat this freaking module! i don't want to go crazy all over again, once is enough seriously :(

i've once again cleaned up my wardrobe,
and throwing away all the clothes i won't be wearing anymore.
how many times have i said i want to go shopping, and didn't?
probably a thousand times.


how many times have i said i want to save money for shopping, and didn't?
probably a thousand times too!
and worse of all, i actually over spent.
sigh sigh sigh...



this 3-weeks break is so going to be filled with dilemma and frustrations.
first up is the drawing of all the pathways for Metbio. kills brain cells and requires time.

and then there's all the 3 quizzes after the break i have to study for.
and then the exams after that too?!!

there's also ITP balloting which i am so worried for. GIVE ME LUCK, EVERYONE!!
and there's also the Final Year Proj to worry about? I'm deciding if I should group with them, or not. ya la ya la.. not wanted, no quality somemore, and then still so choosy right? :(

and lastly, my 11month celebration, Christmas and my darling's birthday celebration!
not planned.
maybe not everything must be so well planned right?
but i want it planned, in case there is no plan and i screw it up.

er. hahaha.. =X


Anyway, i'm just happy it's holiday lah
and i'm having the holiday mood ~~
so happy that i forgot what a bad day i had today.
=P

. MICKEY my pencil box (and monokuroboo sticker) .

.dreaming of a purple christmas.

P.S. planning the celebrations are not troublesome, i'm just out of ideas on the presents and how to spend the day.
I love celebrations!! (:

-

why is everything so confusing
maybe i'm just out of my mind...

swimming was fun.

BBQ was great
really great.
nice and fun, worth remembering.

and then kailin turned 18,
that one is really fun :)

and the dreadful thing came again
school isn't the one that is so dreadful,
really,
it's the people there that irks.
man...

when can life be ever fair.

=/