Only GF is forever dear!

就那么一句话，轻而易举的让我把一切在那一瞬间忘了。
就那一瞬间。

受不了无理取闹的人

happen to stumble upon this post from xiaxue:
Have you ever lost a friend through blogging?

"Friendship was of utmost importance to her, and she was grateful that she found Ian. She was that way. She fiercely protects all of her friends. If you are lucky enough to be considered one of them, she will stay loyal forever - sometimes to a silly extent.

In exchange she requests for a fierce loyalty from her friends too, and that they accept her as she is. If she traces any ounce of phoniness, bam! goes the friendship."

Perhaps i'm a little like that too. aiming for perfect friendship.


Maybe at the little corner of my heart, i wished we could go back to the happy days, laughing and goofing around life before. But I know it'll always happen again, history will repeat. why would I still want to go back then, and make myself miserable? If you've not proved yourself to be worthy, then you're not worth it.


The thought is not at the little corner of my heart anymore.. Surprised at how I don't miss those days actually. 因为现在回想起来，他们都好假。。。

你们到底有“真”过吗？

friend.

Today bee bee asked me, out of her string of questions as usual haha.
she asked how many 好朋友, good friends, i have now.


I said..
Two. Used to.
Now, no...


I understood what my teacher meant by a good/best friend now, thinking bout it. She used to tell us the meaning of a friend. That u cannot just 'brand' someone so easily as ur good/best/bestest-best friend. To have a good/best friend, it's not something that even fate can do. Imagine how big it is. It takes more than that. Much more. Isn't it?


I would say.. a good/best friend would be your husband of the same gender.
hahaha.
so.. if only i would find female version of kiong.
:) :)


She's so.. special. she made me realise how little I know about myself, and my life.. Maybe I should be more self centered and start paying more attention to myself instead of those who are not worth it.

Yeap.

eeelllo december!

TOPONE

Busy busy busy as a bee~

Work was so tiring. But yeah, it's work. Work is not supposed to be a very fun thing. Time really just went by so fast. Been working for 7 months already! Still felt so new over there..

Bro's big day coming up in just 6 days! But just felt that everything is still so messed up over in my room. And.. I know I won't be the at my best mood that day. (yeah.. i'm not the main focus that day anyway.. i know.)

i'm feeling so pms-ed =/


Sis would be going over to europe for 2 weeks and i'll have the room all for myself! heh heh. Not a bad thing, but not a very good thing either.. =/


soon my cousins's baby would be arriving.


soon it'll be christmas.


soon i'll be 2009.


soon we'll be celebrating our anniversary..

soon..
all so soon.


sometimes i wish for time to slow down. let me catch all the precious moments in life.

sometimes, i just can't wait to see what the future brings for us..


***********




Went to alter our dresses today.. and headed to meet friends at top one to satisfy our singing addiction. And surprise surprise! no bubble teas today at all. wwahaha.


I hope she can fulfil her amibition, do what she always wanted to do.
and we'll be your supporters!
yao jia you oh! :):)

I wonder how I wonder why. Yesterday yesterday..

I wonder where do all the missing things in life go to. All my lost items.. lost, things. Where do they go to, together with all my lost thoughts, lost money, lost opportunities, lost time, lost emotions..

Will I find them in another dimension?


It was a weird feeling today when Steph came back and had dinner with me today during my break. It's like when she was gone, I thought that's it. messages cound only go this far, and so was msn. It felt weird because it has been such a long time since.. some one surprised me. Or rather someone unexpected. Haha. that's why it's called a surprise right. But it's just a queer feeling I got today and my mood just lifted.


I have this feeling that I've lost something. something I used to have but now i don't. something important and now i'm without it. wht is it?!!?!!

a whirlwind of events

And where should I start.


work - somebody submitted immediate resignation letter today over something that is.... negotiable. And how old is she already to be doing something so irational like that. where's the profesionalism?

short of 3 person today and we all ended up going home at 12mn because of it (HER). And I didn't even take my break.



tongue- something is wrong right there. acting funny with all my buds jutting out. A little tasteless now and then, and I can't take the slightest spicy food now, otherwise my whole tongue will just burn up and i'll keep salivating. Disgusting and irritating. I can't eat my sambal kangkong, mc spicy, chocolates and all my chilli! And I have this fear that it might be tongue cancer, but of no where? And it's already the third day but it's still there, and I can't eat anything without chilli!!! :( scary. my chocolates.... chocolates.. wherefore art thou chocolates.


Shopping - I received my first online shopping parcel today. Other than my black skinnies which i have to go pay up and then collect separately up front (I thought it's called ONLINE SHOPPING). It's quite pretty. and I wonder when I'll get to wear it because all of a sudden my company decides to implement formal wear and formal wear sucks.

And I love sales!



Books -


Just finished reading this book that kiong bought for me, even though I said I don't want I don't want like upteen times. But after that, just so glad I own this thing now, haha.. I LOVE BOOKS!!! But good books are always darn expensive. :(

YEP, same author as you know what. Really sweet and lovely story, just that the ending was too abrupt I think. Hmmm.. And it's too big for a story book, inconvenient. But.. it's mine. it's mine it's mine.. wahahaha....





Changi-
A few days ago after my terrible day at work, we decided to go to the airport late in the night. It was the last train towards Changi fortunately, otherwise... we might just head back already. Such a long time since we went there, we used to love hanging out at the airport, looking at the planes, everyone leaving and eating burger king! It has been a long.... one and a half year? heh heh.



The air of the air port.. Clean.. full of emotions...





Friend - So fast, it's her last day at work tomorrow (or actually, past 12 already so it's today). I rmb her calling me the 'newbie' when i was just 4 days later than her. I gave her the email for another company and she got in. We had dinner together every time she's working the same shift as me, she gave me goodies (food) whenever she buys them, chat with me till crap, introduced me to satay beehoon, malay food, desserts.. and maybe tmr (ok later) will be the last time i'll be seeing her. and then she change her job, goes to australia... and then maybe we'd lose contact by then.


Too short to know her, too long to be hi-bye friends.
Will I miss her so much?


And she gave me this on Friday, farewell gift for me even tho she's the one leaving. My newest chocolate crave! yummmmiilioousss! Except of course my tongue is forbidding me to suck on these baby chocolates. Sigh....


Messed up -


aw my table is always in such a terrible mess! argh.





And lastly!
Thomas cute but really desperate dog.
Like I've said, he desperately needs his bitch.

valentines day is over and i haven't found my job

this is our 3rd valentine's day already :) i was specifically instructed not to say anything bout our valentines but, waiting until 4am for your work to end so we can spend valentines day together gives me the right to say something? hee hee. =D

I love you :)


This is for Nicole:
and thank you nicole for still remembering me during valentine's day.. :) it's fate that we sat together in the auditorium during our orientation day:) early birds get the sweeeeetest worm, err.. friend i mean. hee hee.

Yes i am going to miss you so much if you ever go overseas to study! (and if you're applying for local uni application ends on 21st hor rmb... and good luck for ur driving test! :D)


*********
Oh! check out my desk! I've decorated it a little when I cleared my desk for cny. :) it will be staying there for yearss (good thing!) since i'm such a lazy ass to decorate it differently every year. =P




***************


and my sweet valentine's day present.
I think it's so sweet when you told me bout this necklace.

Girl: so prettty!!!! very expensive?
Boy: you like? got two hearts. You don't wear your old one ok? only got one heart...
Girl: =D =D =D

okay! :)
i love you.
**********


and my best pals! i got them everywhere.. my books, my water bottle, my table. hehehe..
************

maybe we'll be going on our different paths
maybe we already have
maybe we'll drift apart one day
maybe we already have
maybe we'll have someone new in our hearts
maybe we already have
and maybe we'll forget each other one day
maybe we already have...
but what matters is the present,
not the past,
not the future,
isn't it? :)

so true huh?

ha ha. that would both be kiong! Every time trouble comes I hope we'll have each other's company to laugh it out and maybe just keep blaming each other. Your fault, your fault! Ha ha. And having such secrets that would be kept just between ourselves =D


It is already so hard to find a friend that will bail you out of jail. In reality people would just be "too busy" and can't spare that time for you, probably because it might be ugly to be seen going into a police station? Or maybe whatever happens to you is not really any of their business perhaps. People with such thinking don't usually have much friends too anyway huh? Serves them right.


Nothing beats the disappointment from someone that you trust and care for. Maybe that's the harsh reality, believing in something, only to be crushed and realise that you're just being made use of. Friends are the family members you can choose isn't it?

Shouldn't talk more on this. Really hate class politics and it is hard to swallow or digest everything sometimes.. People always forget the importance of mutual respect. Friends help each other, not make use of each other FULL STOP.

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what's within
Some people search for a fountain that promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses and that's the only way to prove you love them

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing.....

Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be with no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me


Yep. that's roughly what I wanna say today. Sometimes people take things to seriously, to heavily . I like my light baggage, like to put things down as much as possible, like to be carefree~ not whisper lah! -.-

Alright, time to put things down and move on.. It's going to be over soon anyway. It's all going to be over quicker than I think.

rushing for time, to play-

Went KBox with lichang today at cine, really quite fun. :) probably cause' it has been such a long (long long long long) time since I went out with her. A long long time since I went KBox too, hah..

Cine in the morning is some what different. Really quiet, can hear the echos of your footsteps. And you know what? I got reprimanded by the security guard there today!


The whole incident was so ridiculous. All the shops were not opened yet at that time, it is in the morning at about 10AM or so. So when I passed by the Adidas shop (3rd floor? I can't remember), they had this really fantastic graffiti on their shop front gate thing. So I wanted to take a photo of it cause' it was really nice, no harm right since I still got some time.


Ya la ya la.. Maybe I got nothing better to do and I only take nonsense stuffs. Don't see my photos la!



So just when I was about to snap the photo, the security person just SUDDENLY APPEAR. Sudden meaning I was about to take the photo and he just appears in front of my face in a split second sudden.


In fact, the whole thing was kinda funny.


Security: What are you doing here?
Me: *huh? what is this man talking about. Since when is cine opened only for VIPs?*

And before I could answer anything..

Security: *in a really demanding tone, like wtf* Where are you from?!
Me: JURONG.

Security: You are not supposed to take any picture inside this building!
Me: fuck you la crazy man!


Alright. i didn't say that, i am so timid!
I just walked away, hah!

I think he just wants to piss me off cause I said JURONG.
what, is he expecting that I'm from India or what?

Yes, crazy man.



I can't help but feel a little racist today. Because of him, because of my fyp teacher. Maybe majority of them are like that, blame it on their genetics. Those traits must be dominant. Let's hope the recessive ones can make known themselves. Maybe then I won't have so many friends who are so racist. And I seriously hope I won't be. =/


alright, the rest of the day is pretty okay. fun fun. :) photos next time. Need to go sch tmr in the morning again. bleaahh..


ta ta.
take care everyone.

Tired.

The fishes are killing me. Have been going back to school everyday, and the worst thing is that I have to go back there two times a day! Haven't finish my report, haven't done this, haven't done that.. just so tired.


And surprise surprise... nothing and no one is helping a single bit.. Maybe I don't need help, but the last thing I need is more work.

=(


Or maybe, I'm just really tired, hah...


Anyway, I just saw this picture from pauling's multiply:

I think that day, I was really really happy. =)
Damn, I am short. I am not even asking if I'm short,
I am short. =/

See? I am carrying my log book some more.. Haii....


Tata.
take care everyone...

holiday weekends

I think meeting people makes me happy. To know that there are still nice people around me, and proving to me that there can be nice friends around, not just those superficial ones who talk behind your back and stuffs.



This weekend was really one of a kind, because I met up with secondary school mates and, (no hidden meaning whatsoever), it has been such a long time since I met them and chat with them, or even know what is happening in their lives. Sad to say, I think I am not exactly close with them, cause of so many reasons, but quite glad that they didn't really leave me out in their conversation haha. Or may be I was the one who keeps going on and on and on lah and they were all bearing with all my nonsense, I dunno. But chatting with them was a very good start to my weekend!





I had a really terrible morning and afternoon cause of the preparation of the fish food in the lab. Something is really wrong there, feeling nausea and having headache after staying in there for a few hours to prepare the fish food for next week. stinks like hell la.



So I went to watch The Bourne Ultimatum ( I decided to put all my reviews at Multiply) after my FYP and the theatre was really bad! You know at the aisle seats they have the light showing the range of seats for that row right? The light was extremely glaring, I think maybe they just changed the bulb or what, I swear the entire theatre was lit up by those irritating bulb. And throughout the whole show I had to cover my face with my book like I'm some terrorists or what.


bro's back, gotta go.

7 weeks

i don't want to sound like an old record but, really, how time flies.

i seriously don't know what i've exactly done for my attachment. it felt more like a "mingle-with-society" kinda thing. How to get along with people etc.

and to be honest, i didn't really enjoy my life for the past 7 weeks there.

i feel like i'm being imprisoned or something. =/


they asked so what have you all learnt?
learnt how to organise and arrange labs;
make solutions lor..

it was more like a funny statement.


and when they realised it's our last day tmr, rosalind actually ordered sushi delivery for us tmr, and she paid them already! and the other two will be treating us to Oishi pizza tmr as well.

emily says we're very xing fu (幸福） and i really think so too.

which makes me so guilty thinking about how i used to hate them :( maybe they are really nice people? I don't know, cuz sushi and pizza can't really say much. =/

alright, i had a hard time getting a Thank You card for them.
I think it's definitely more hardwork than just using money to buy a farewell.


--

And ahems*
i've decided maybe it's time i just forgive my poly friends and just stop hating them. =X

but it's not like i'm going out often with them like with liting they all lah, but i figured i should just stop disliking them and hating them.

reason being.. it's our last year and i don't wanna leave hating anyone. especially when i used to be quite close with them and bcuz of some issues i blocked them off completely. =/

perhaps i've learnt from my attachment that there are more bad people than good ones in this world and you really can't possibly just hate them all. which of course i wouldn't very much like to befriend them though.. :(

what am i saying. ugh-
can someone please understand me.

:(
oh nvm..

.
seems like all my oitp classmates are back.
i'm about to embark on my FYP soon.
i'm pretty freaked out,
but.
just trying to be tough and you know,
just do it-



there we go again.

last day of work, HOORAY.

CUSTOMER SERVICE

spent like a hundred dollars at jp today.
and all because of this stupid bubble tea shop which made me so mad.
ARGH!!!

the incident-
me saw a very pretty orange bag, $23, at one of the push cart at the basement level.

since they don't accept NETs, me have to go ATM to withdraw cash lor, and the nearest one is outside NTUC.

walking there, I saw no queue at the bubble tea shop that usually have very long queue.

Me thought today is my lucky day since there is no queue! and i'm quite thirsty, so maybe i can buy a drink and queue up for ATM too.

as i lined up at the shop, one after another queued up behind me.
3 people in the shop, only 1 is working, the other two TALKING and CHATTING.

so me ordered passionfruit milk tea.

the person behind me ordered 2 milk teas.


who came first?
ME.

is it because i ordered only ONE milk tea and she ordered TWO that's why I am served AFTER HER?!


So, obviously i'm pissed off.

i hate unfairness.
UGH!


nevermind.
the lady went off with her two bubble teas and i was served.

wa lao eh.
that supid girl, COUGH AND COUGH AND SNEEZE into the bucket filled of zhen zhu ("pearls") and syrups.

and she scoop only 1/3 of that already pathetically small ladle into my cup.

if u wanna ask me how little is little?
ten pearls.
or less.

cannot even fill up the base of the cup lor!



i already knew i'm mad, FUMING MAD.


so i decided to complain, infront of the counter, infront of everyone who is queuing up.


why are there so little pearls?
i asked the person (in chinese, this china AUNTY)
still angry over the fact i was not served first.


so the two kay pohs behind came to the counter and decided to "join in the fun" and thought they are soooo smart and wanna help her out.

no brains then say,
ACT SMART.
stupid.

it's as if she is reading off some manual-
"reasons to give when handling difficult customers"


Reason #1 -

Her: oh, our boss ask us to give lesser pearls leh.. boss lah. boss..
Me : but why just now that lady got so much? (the one bought 2 cups of bubble tea)




obviously, as i've said, she was happily chatting behind with another person, and didn't know that unfair incident her collegue made. and of course, she didn't even know what the person infront of me ordered lor.

any how say.


thus, Reason #2 -
Her: Just now that person got add pearls mah...
(from this you can comprehend why i said she was stupid and trying to act smart)

Me: She didn't add pearls! You don't even know lor!


and trying to cover up for herself,
Her: same one lah.. everyone the same one....


fuming, i took my bubble tea and stomp off.
and went to queue up for ATM,
forgetting my one dollar change.
:(


i should have taken her boss' number and complain and ask if he really wanted to CUT COST on the pearls.

or i should have taken a photo of my drink .
put it on straits times forum
ask MOH check their stall
make their business burst!

WAH I AM SO ANGRY LAH.

singapore's customer service is BAD.

ok, i'm genaralizing.
:(


-


so i bought my orange bag.
one OP shirt;
one bossini shirt;
one belt;

bought more food for REXY,
and thought i should be fair to furball,
so i bought a wheel for furball to run.
and gnaw sticks for both of them to chew chew...

expensive anger
sigh-


-

cny was more fun after the first day?
more relaxed and dun have to clean up already mah..

went to jasper's and sy's hse on saturday to play and spend time.
long time since i went siyi's house,
heh heh...

quite alot of changes in her room,
miss their companion,
especially lichang's one,
too bad she wasn't there then.

anyway,
very fun chatting with them, especially when my ITP starts tomorrow!!
ok, no link.

byee.

very old photos

i stopped by my old online photo album,
if you still remember Shutterfly is the second online album account i had,
after Sony Image Station.

omg that was such a long time ago.

some very funny, memorable pictures i found.
wahaha.
oh i miss having those times.
from racial harmony day to grad party,
to our KL trip.
so memorable.. (:


KL TRIP.
i am so fat then.
haha.
did i forget to say that we just finish tons of honey stars and junk food before taking this photo? haha.
we're trying to imitate the KAPPA logo, yeah?
we're so into lesbianism then. LOL. now she have her boyfriend and i have mine. WOO.

oh, I think i have really bad dress sense since young =X
-


GRADUATION DAY
while.. we didn't have a grad party, or grad night.
grad day is good enough though. :)
liting, as i remembered.
so cute!
haha.
oh, that scroll is for our form teacher lor :)



picture with lichang. my very very good friend then. :)
we're standing at the "balcony", beside our class. a wonderful view on the soccer field, and UHEM. ARMY guys for noreen to whistle at. haha. that place is SUPER windy lor. my fave:)


haha.
what should i say..
very loveable friend.
everyone dote on her.


RACIAL HARMONY
this is one funny picture!
what the hell were we thinking man!
it's so meaningless and,
ok, it's very very funny. LOL
hahahhaha.



The spider me!
memorable cuz everyone behind has to accomodate me and go really low to fit into my short body. =P and i wore green! :P



one of my favourite group photos,
it still is now. :)
very colourful right?
very pretty. :)

And this.
hmm.... i think i look VERY nerdy in this.
so i think not bad.
got the secondary school FEEL.
HEHE.




awwww.
(:

behind is my school's pavillion by the way.
favourite place in school too!
except that it's really a very hot place.
=P

wahaha.
environmental science finish already.
it's over!!
end of module.
(unless i fail today's test and have to repeat module; CHOY~)

and by the end of next week,
LabManagement, MetBio, and GEMS will end too!
But, it's after their QUIZ lah :(

liting got bf.
liting got bf!
she's shy?
haha.
=P

as long as she's happy,
yeah? :)

today is actually quite a happy one.

GEM, as i've always liked, is still quite a fun one and this is definitely the better GEM out of the three.

and with today's Env. SCi quiz over
the only bad thing is probably the weather!
sickening really.
i've never hated rain as much as today.

:(

It's like so wet every where i go.
stepping onto puddles of muddy water.
EW.

:(

wahaha.

what is wrong with my blog.
PLAIN?
i like it plain.
=I

i am going to watch TV now!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our beloved LITING!
stay happy always.
(:

and stop that zx from criticizing me leh.
what's his problem?!

heh heh.
yesterday was fun.

ok .
bye.

not happy, OK?!

seriously
i can't be bothered with her anymore!
dunno, and can't be bothered already!!

"i hope that the interviewer is those tiko tiko one.. then maybe i'll get the job.." - just joking.

come on lah, who jokes about such stuffs?
who will actually say these words man?!

okay nvm.
the point is,
i'm not close to you,
i'm don't even want to get to know u furthur anymore!
i seriously don't think your PRE/POST/PERMANENT mensturual syndrome is for me and would actully work on me.

nice try,
but too bad,
maybe the tiko guys will appreciate ur talent.

maybe i should just accept you for who u are,
but evil, i don't really like that idea. :)
why get jealous over something you DID NOT WANT in the past.
old shoe?
arghz.

but i'm angry not because of her.
REALLY lah.

i am angry not because i can't go to Thailand,
i've already said,
doesn't matter~

but i'm angry cuz i simply cannot talk to kiong :(
no more long chat cuz everyone is at home!

to be more exact,
sister 1 - living room
sister 2 - our room
brother 1 - his room
brother 2 - his room
mummy - kitchen/room
daddy - room/ outside
no place for me.

and to think they really cannot understand why i dislike going home so much.
:(

and i really need to talk to someone
pauling's went back to KL,
liting going holiday tmr,

so relient.
so dependent.
yeah that's me.

i need money!
lots of them.

hai..
if only i can use dead people's money.
hahas.
everyone would be so so rich.
i am so terrible sometimes..

what i go to school for

i remember myself having so so so much fun during secondary school times. Even with the stress carried all around the school, i had so much fun. so much fun with my friends and classmates and teachers.

now, it's really hard to stay happy and go really crazily mad with the people already. Used to laugh at the stupidest joke for hours and years. Laugh none stop. and when we finally stop, we laugh again. Now, i can't. seem impossible.

Used to have Yusheng every year. Though kind of lame come to think of it, but it was fun. So, not exactly that lame lah. Used to hangout at MacDonalds (this is damn super long ago) and KFC, check out latest gossips from friends. really HANGOUT. you know, teenage hangout place.

now, i don't even want to talk to them.

Used to laugh and get angry and where my world revolves ll around my friends (and O'levels). Now, it's just angry. and getting pissed off.

Used to have Lichang beside me everytime we're in school. and then she'll know everything i do. you know, those kind of "you see lichang, you'll see linda around too."

used to hear LiTing's laughter every time i'm in school. and sometimes even on weekends at study room! play with her. go running. talk talk talk. drink bubble tea. eat homemade noodles. eat M&Ms. walk walk. roller blade. everything else except go free-fall and parachute with her. hahas.

siyi. i remember going her house stay. roller blade. run. swimming at JE. haha. and then swimming again. i used to hear so many fashion stuffs and shopping from her and huiyi. hahaz. oh. i rmb she always cut hair too. hahaa.. i mean, when u see people cut hair, you'll sometimes feel tempted to cut too lahz.

i rmb i first know siyi cuz she was pulling my hand towards the school gate during 2.4km run. That time i really wanna ask her let go cuz i'm super tired. but that time dunno her ma, so i shy. shy shy shy. dun dare to talk to her. so i continue running. hahas. nv stop leh, her credits. haha. see? you never know how far you can go. =P

Okay. so random. haha.

kailin. as usual. super hardworking. used to have her as motivation to study harder and score better. hahas. you know what is efficiency? efficiency=Kailin.


anyway, even if i'm so not exactly happy with life in poly, i'm still glad that in the years to come, i will still have them around. :)

but then, poly life isn't really that bad. i met kiong kiong here, didn't I? :)

I think I'll still forgive her... Is this how friends work? We forgive and forget, and then, we'll reach a limit, and then what? NO LONGER MY FRIEND. what?! I dunno. -LiTing

selfish people!

why in the world did GOD create such selfish people!!!

wtf lah

i do report do so early

give u easy easy portions also

ask you do something machiam want ur life

machiam want ur entire lifetime like that.


thursday due report

tuesday also havent finish ur part

still say wanna help me do my abstract.

cannot finish i ownself do lah

even if i'm stupid at least i finished my part ON SUNDAY!

fffff.



just because ur two friends go extend time

den u also want.

I DON'T want!

i finished my report early so i can pass up ON TIME.

ON TIME; ON TIME; ON TIME.


you want to study,

I DON'T NEED????!!

you no time, i have izzit?!

i got 28 hours a day is it?

i different class from you issit issit issit?




siao eh.

extend la extend la.

first and last time i'll be doing report with this SO WEIRd.

argh!


i dunno why i'm complaining so much
but, I SHOULD right?

or is it just a small matter
no big deal
i'm making a big fuss over NOTHING.