is a beautiful wedding. and christmas!

i have a friend who is getting married soon, and she is just one year older than me.

she was more of an acquaintance, we only worked for less than 3 months together, in different department some more. which means to say, she is really very outgoing/friendly!

i like.
cos you know, i don't take initiative to make friends anymore.
haha.

we kept in touch on and off, mostly off. haha. but i have absolutely nothing against her. which is rare for me. :P And since she was in my uni too, but graduated the year when i enter, she gave me all sorts of advice, told me who i could call if i need friends etc. such stuffs.

so i think she's a good friend. i mean, when she say 'let's meet', we really meet. she really mean what she says, and keeps her promises, even though they are small little stuffs. And i like it too! :)

Anyhow, i'm just really happy that she's getting married! i know that guy too, sort of. haha.  we all work together for that short period. and i don't know.. few people get married before 24, and  people who do must be because of some kind of reason right? but whatever the reasons are, i just feel happy for her, for them :) i think she deserves a happy marriage. i know they love each other and that's the best and most impt thing for a couple, right?

hehe.

okay. i'm kind of just happy to see happy people/couple get married. :D ok, mental note to myself to meet her up when i'm back in SG!

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honours research was pretty tough. i'm a little struggling. but i know i can do it if i put in more effort to read up and such. but ahem, at least i am proud of my lab skills. hehe. :D training in micro really paid off i think! though i am still not very aseptic cos' my broth got contaminated just the first week, haha!  but it's useless because i keep doing the wrong things, load the wrong antibiotics, streak the wrong colony, forgot to put in my bacteria etc.

ermms..

haha. ok, ya.
busy busy year ahead!

can you believe, 2010 ended just like that?

while.... a year ago, 2009, it was a really bad year for me. and i'm glad that 2010 turned out a bit kinder, but still.. maybe because 2009 was too dreadful. nothing can beat that, so i had very low expectations.

i'm going to miss cny, and so i wouldn't know if 2011 would  be a good year for me. i don't usually listen to them anyway. sure, i will notice in the first few months, but i don't hold on to that thought throughout the year, whether it's gonna be good or bad. hmm.. maybe only when things turn bad, i blame it if i remember. haha.

ok, how i digress!  tsk. tsk.


i was saying.. i was making my New Year's resolution last month (yeah i start early, haha!), but then i realize that i didn't expect much this year (because last year i didn't make any resolutions of my own). and i am quite happy with how things went.

even though i was angry/upset/disappointed about some stuffs in the beginning, first half of the year rather, i felt a teeny weeny lil' bit better because i didn't expect anything and just let things be.

what i mean to say is, it could have been worse, that's all.
i could have been all twisted and damaged again, turned evil..
but i didn't, or at least not a lot!

So, though i kind of have a list already, I'm just going to make it a guideline (haha!). no time-limit, and just do my best lor. so stressful! it always happens, at november when i realise i haven't met my resolutions and my quickly try to salvage my list. depressing, really, when the last day of the year looms and the list looks like it has never been touched.

so, free-year ahead!
sounds good to me. you?

heh heh. x'mas is here. *smells the air*
And lovin' it.

they have Christmas break here ok! not long, but at least it is 10 days! not 1. and i love Christmas season! (again, no expectations no expectations...)

ho ho ho. under the mistletoe.
(have you guys heard lady gaga's christmas tree? it was damn funny, and wrong. and then it became irritating.)

fala lalala lalala lah~~


can't wait to graduate!!!!!

Hates sick people who sabotage other people's friendship. sick sick sick.

X'mas eve turned out good anyway! :)
It was good, the mood was there already once I woke up.
then work sucked(as usual).

but ultimately when you get to spend it with your loved one,
Ben & Jerry's.. movies.. food..
and you sit and cuddle up together, your remember all the good things that happened to you, and all the awful things that happened during the day just melts away because you know how not worth it they all are.

So, this is to all the sick people who tried to ruin my christmas eve.
You did, but a little bit anyway. Everyone was good and you just had to ruin everything, EVERYTHING. I hope it makes you happier knowing that you ruined my perfect christmas eve. My little christmas gift to you. But just to let you know, these imperfections only made the day more real, and so much more cherish-able at the end for me.
 

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Hope everyone had a great christmas eve! 
I like how it sounds in chinese,
平安夜? :)

Still a few more hours to spend your christmas with your loved ones..
And as stupid/crazy as it sounds,
imperfections will only make everything more perfect.

Merry merry christmas everyone! :)

morning of christmas eve

后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些东西，一旦错过就不在
i wonder if it will ever be back...
maybe, years...?
and i wonder if it was even anybody's fault at all in the first place?


it was a great morning i thought, when i opened my eyes. nice cool weather.. to sleep in. haha.

and... i saw the mess on my table. no smses on my phone (very sad). thought of the things i have to do later. Realised i missed my time to train my Tamimi. Realised it's a wet weather today.. =(

Happy thoughts! happy thoughts!

And i realised after very long, it's christmas eve today!! and i sort of became happier. and also because i'll get to see kiong soon =X haha. i like christmas. the preparing and wrapping of presents made me tired. but happy, but a bit lame too. spending so much effort on a very simple gift.

And, I have this mixed feeling bout reading New moon. Cos i still havent got my Eclipse yet, and i'm afraid if i read too fast i will be very pissed off if I don't have eclipse on my hand yet! :( And.. i hope i'll get tt book later at Times.


Am I a freak to buy Frankenstein??? I bought that book, haven't read it though. I just thought, I should read this infamous novel in my lifetime. I'v read dracula before! oh man. hahaha. hello, i'm mad.


Merrry christmas everyone! But somehow, something is still.. not right yet. Hmm.... :/


p.s: this doesn't fit in anywhere, so... here. Relationship with colleagues improved lately! maybe becos of the holiday season, everyone's mood was up. except mine.. Feel like I can't speak sometimes, even when i'm speaking to someone. sometimes, i wonder if anyone would notice at all when i'm in trouble.

merry christmas! take care everyone.
shall not blog..anytime soon.
haha. bye!

eeelllo december!

i still don't feel sleepy.

ah... i called in sick today.. oh rather yesterday, 13Nov.
terrible throat since last week.
but yeah..main reason being i'm sick of work.
plus the sore throat is really frustrating and my temper goes up.
i think.


so anyway. the whole day was pretty filled up quickly even tho i'm suppose to rest. woke up at about 10am... coughed and cough. watched one episode of 命中注定我爱你, went to meet chewb at redhill to see some really ta ma ma de fierce doctor for my leave. and then..collected my dress.. went to far east to shop till 6plus before meeting my mistress for dinner.


hope everything was okay for her at work..~ yah. and that idiotic and selfish and lazy person i hope she went back late! I'm such an extremitist. =P


you know i don't think i've ever love bread as much as i do now! it's not the obsession/addiction i have with bubble tea.. but whenever there's bread at home.. i'm just so happy and delighted! especially chocolate waffles. which explains my sore throat probably. =X

cheese stick.. sugar bread, hotdog bun.. :):) loves!!!!


all becuz of the two friend at work la. hehehe.
=)


so after dinner with mistress, i went to ikea and shopped a while looking for my bedsheet cover and the bedding for rexy & donut. :) in the end i went back home at 10pm! sigh..


after which... helped a little with mum's table planning. it's so ma fan. now i really hate it when people DON'T CONFIRM. wishy-washy.. wanna come don't wanna come.. making everything so difficult for us. it's not like we're having buffet; one more/less doesn't matter. but it's by table so every seat counts. These are the people who cannot decide on the simplest thing such as whether or not to be available tt day or not and depending on their mood, they'll come if they're happy happy.

UGH. i hope i don't have such friends.
or maybe i won't even invite them in the first place.
if it's my big day.
crazy.
i don't have time to entertain such people.


But looking at the preparations of the wedding.. it's such a happy occasion when the day finally comes and everything sets into place... (:

and then everything is over and you heave a sigh of relief.
shed tears of joy.
:)

at least that's what I think will be like.
haha. :)


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christmas is just around the corner!
starting to feel the air of christmas already.
I love christmas.. :)
looking at orchard road, already starting the decor.
places selling christmas treess..
playing carols..

i love christmas.
it gives me a very.. warm and homely feeling.
like fizzy fuzzy kinda warmth.
it's a season to just give and see the smiles of ur loved ones.. your friends..
of course to people who appreciates, as i've learnt over the years.
not everyone has this feeling bout christmas..


i can't rmb a time where i wasn't happy when xmas was around the corner.. sad maybe, but not angry at all! i can be angry on any other days, cny.. holidays.. even birthday. but not on christmas! it's just a very special day, and you can feel the love in the air.

sweeeet!

i feel it in my fingers.. i feel it in my toes..
christmas is all around me..

and especially in such rainy weathers.. there's more...feeling.
haha.

:)

WAHAHA!

it is a very funny version right!
totally forgot my pain and swelling face.
but must faster go watch before they remove it I think, =P
you know why la..


3 butter chickens two noisy in-laws..(or is it nosy, hmm..)
I'm so in the mood for christmas already!
=DD

Haha. eleven syllable name =X
peesaravanmuthudoubledeckerbus.