drowning in music

sigh! what to do?
i was actually kinda happy this afternoon, when it started flooding.
then it got worse when it's night time.
life is so full of ups and downs.
so full of unexpected.
full disappointments.
life, huh?


hmm. okay, lemme think of some nice stuffs.
lab-wise..
is pretty good. though my experiments are failing at this point, but it wasn't because i did anything wrong during the process, but just that the failure is part of the research process. which makes me wonder if i can do this for life. it's not bad, really. it gets dull, but ultimately, u're a scientist, which beats not being one? :/ i can't remember being so actively working my brain until i was research. or maybe it's just the beginning. pretty stressed too cos' i'm still quite new to the research stuffs and my foundation is apparently lost together with my past... so, need to read up more..



hmmm.. oh yah, i was in the dean's list for last sem! mwahahaha! maybe cos' i've never had such kind of academic achievements since primary sch? but hmm.. isn't that big lah, i bet everyone i know can get in it if they study here.. so it's not really much of an achievement? :/


hmmm.. oh having a short break now. cos' of the flooding, sch's temporarily closed for a few days. flood's pretty bad, but hopefully my house will be fine. and so i can stay at home and watch my shows!


ohoh! i ish so happy watching the lastest episode of grey's anatomy! i dunno, i like this drama, lol. i find it so exciting and funny. heh heh. and himym.

hmm.. okay, those arnt even happy actually.maybe i'm having pms like he always say i am. i realize guys are not the same infront and behind us. they can do unexpected things without us knowing. but we never know, do we?

men.
really hate them when they act like assholes.
or maybe they just are.

fuck.
women may not be simple but at least, i dunno. maybe i'm just one of them and we are not like how the guys behave outside.

ugh.
okay, bad post, again!
wtf.