Hmmmmm...

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again 

Or let you get away if we ever meet again.

I wonder why it sounds so sad to me instead.

cannonball.

when you know that you just don't know...

Keep holding on

Finished watching Eragon. I figured better to know the story first then read. heh heh. It's really not bad! But I feel that the movie was really not up to standard lah. Dragon was cool though :)


My days feel different lately.
Suddenly everything seems different.
The people, the roads, the atmosphere..
But somehow it also seems like it has always been like this.

Weird.

Keep holding on cos' you know we'll make it through

Just stay strong cos' you know I'm here for you...

Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

my life.

看日升日落 看月圆月缺 年復一年的经过 看谁把我变成现在的我
怕潮起潮落 怕患得患失错了有错的疼痛 终于我的生命只剩生存 活着只会呼吸吃饭喝水的生活

where is she, where is she.. where is the girl that I see.

你整齐洁白的床 是我倾诉的地方
抱你哭著到天亮
你等待幸福的厨房
那次情人节晚餐 却是我陪你尝
衣柜不算太宽 藏著你的天堂
依然欢迎我分享
我们的爱很像 都因男人而受伤
却又继续碰撞

当天空昏暗 当气温失常
你用巨大的坚强 总能抵挡
当尖锐眼光 当刺耳声响
你用彩虹的浪漫 温柔包装

看我丢掉他的西装 比我先红了眼眶
笑我傻 陪我慌
当我找到幸福去向 帮我快乐的化妆
陪我傻 笑我慌



sww-eet.

If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself, and then make a change

dream.

我永远会相信
我心里的阳光
不完美 的世界 也有完美的希望
梦不是为想象
而是更为了前往

Ooohh.. :(

when i went for my astrology thing the day before, he mentioned that I'm actually a little bit psychic (I know, so drama!!) and that I should just follow my intuition sometimes in my life..

It's pretty freaky sometimes when I would go "Oh no, I think something bad is gonna happen today (我觉得今天好像有什么事会发生leh!)" to Pause and then, a few hours later in the middle of our work, our manager comes in with some stories which our department did wrongly and then big enough to hold another meeting..

And then, "I think I will receive positive blood bottle soon leh!". It's a troublesome thing to do for positive blood cultures, and it's like only a 5% chance that you'll tio positive blood bottle on any day. And then, poooff! a positive blood bottle appears.

So lucky.


My little psychic power apparently don't and wouldn't work for good things. Say.. " I think today samples will be very little~". But it didn't happen.

"I think today can go back early loh!" and then the closing was so terrible that I had to take a cab home in the end.

Like I thought this weekend would be great and fun, but then, Kiong has to stay back and do his duty for the weekend, I had to work earlier tmr, I have nothing to do after that, and I'm turning fatter and fatter and fatttteerrr...

Sigh sigh sigh.

And I'm tired of life.
and work.
and life.
:/


Falling in love with bus rides all over again.
My favourite spot in the bus,
listening to my favourites,
dozing off,
getting up,
alighting,
get my Ramly's burger when I'm hungry,
reaching home..

So... slow.
my life.



neways.. this song quite cute huh! :)


The 7 things I hate about you
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends, they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s
When we kiss I’m hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy

永远在身边

照片里 你的微笑 我们甜蜜得打闹
好希望微风把思念 代替我亲吻你嘴角

wahaha.
:):)

such a sad song... :(

Take these roses off of me
Let me live, let me be
for a little while
Let my eyes
see everything and nothing in their time
I do not mind

Who'd have guessed I'd ever learn
To let the walls around me burn
and light up the hillside
My words
I ate them for so long
and nothing changed
it was just the same

And I don't know if you see me here
but I can tell you your face is clear
I will see you...

Chorus:
Forever
Forever
I will see you
Forever
Forever

Call me close once again
Call me teacher, call me friend
Just like the first time
Call my name
it echoes in the walls around this room
it's all you

And I don't know if you hear me there
when it's dark and no one cares
I will hear you...

Forever
Forever
I will hear you
Forever
Forever

And I wanted you to be
Everything to me
And now I've got to learn to carry on
And I know I cannot hide
this emptiness inside
Nothing is the same since you're gone

Send me letters from above
Send me strength, send me love
such sweet love
Sing me songs that echo in my head and in my heart
that's where you are...

And I don't know if you feel me here
I can tell you one thing is clear
I will feel you...

Forever
Forever
I will feel you
Forever
Forever
And I will hear you
Forever
Forever
And I will see you
Forever
Forever

Take these roses off of me
Let me live, let me be

The Jesus of Suburbia

I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of Suburbia
From the bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
At least the ones I gotten away with

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

Get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
The living room on my private womb
While the moms and brats are away
To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane
To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

At the center of the Earth
In the parking lot
Of the 7-11 where I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says home is where your heart is
But what a shame
Cause everyone's heart
Doesn't beat the same
It's beating out of time

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

I read the graffiti
In the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures of the shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much
But it only confirmed that
The center of the earth
Is the end of the world
And I could really care less

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to careeeeee


I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care

I don't careeeeeeeeee

Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples
Of the Jesus of suburbia
Land of make believe
And don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't believe
And I don't care!
I don't care! [x4]



Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse



To live and not to breathe
Is to die in tragedy
To run, to run away
To find what you believe
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
I lost my faith to this
This town that don't exist

So I run
I run away
To the light of masochist
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
And I walked this line
A million and one fucking times
But not this time

I don't feel any shame
I won't apologize

When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain
When you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home

You're leaving...
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
Ah you're leaving home...

AHHH... classic.

the ultimate "highness"!

把每天当成是末日来相爱
一分一秒都美到泪水掉下来


到绝路都要爱~~~~~~~~~
不天荒地老不痛快
不怕热爱变火海
爱到沸腾才精采 ~~~~~~~

會呼吸的痛

詞：姚若龍　曲：宇恒

在東京鐵塔　第一次眺望
看燈火模仿　墜落的星光
我終於到達　但卻更悲傷
一個人完成　我們的夢想

你總說　時間還很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以後

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛　連沈默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛　恨不懂你會痛　想見不能見最痛

沒看你臉上　張揚過哀傷
那是種多麼　寂寞的倔強
你拆了城牆　讓我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆綁

你沒說　你也會軟弱　需要倚賴我
我就裝不曉得　自由移動　自我地過

我發誓不再說謊了　多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了　靈魂像飄浮著　你在就好了

我發誓不讓你等候　陪你做想做的無論什麼
我越來越像貝殼　怕心被人觸碰　你回來那就好了

能重來那就好了


******************

I have a friend who introduced this song to me.
“你一定会很喜欢这首歌的!”, she said.

Yes, I really like this song....
你在就好了。。。

The problem with shuffles..

"情人节的礼物 老天爷送给大家那么大的雨
五月天要送给大家 我们最喜欢的歌

天天想你...."

天天想你 天天问自己
到什么时候才能告诉你
天天想你 天天守住一颗心
把我最好的爱~

都给你 都给你 都给你

情人节快乐！"


~~~

"不要再下雨了
今天真的是一个满特别的日子

(石头加油 加油 加油~)


情人节。。。
然后今天表演又下雨。。。


两年前我遇上了一个女孩
她一直给了我两年的幸福

现在。。。
我应该还给她一辈子的幸福。。。


你们愿意帮我一个忙吗
台下的每一位
你们帮我说一声我爱你
好不好?

1 2 3.

(~我爱你!~)

我爱你。


如果你愿意 让我们在两万个人面前
(嫁给他 嫁给他 嫁给他 嫁给他 ~)
家给我吧

你愿意点个头
(and she nods..)


=))))

两万个人一起参加这场婚礼真的很特别
谢谢你们大家
谢谢你们
陪我们两个人过渡了一个这么美的情人节
谢谢 "



****** ****** ******* ****** ******* ******* ******

I like listening right till the end
It never fails to touch me heart.
Awwww....


And the next song it plays..
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all...


What a drastic change in mood.

Random

Dad: Eh Linda come and see this photo!
Linda: Ah? what.....

Dad: Can see where are you or not?
Linda: -.-" There..... this one lor.. *points to linda*

Dad: *Brings the fake mandarin orange towards the photo and compares*
Eh! Look like your face hor!


**********




[Rihanna:]
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

[Ne-Yo:]
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
***********


Valentines' would be here soon ey?
:)

cheat my feelings....

Akon Sorry, Blame It On Me Lyrics

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

***********


I was just listening to this particular song, 3 times consec.
Now I know why he likes this song.. (but 13 times consecutively? =P)


My dad and mum.. promised that we would go mt faber yesterday to see those lanterns display and celebrate mooncake festival.

Jermaine took the camera out with her for her outing with her colleagues , so that means I would be going Mt.faber with no photos to take, which is pretty pointless to go la. But still, I stayed at home to go out with my parents!


And then they decided not to go.
cause dad doesn't want to go and he wants to stay at home.

And they only told me in the evening when I could have gone to vivo city or what to meet my baby. HMMfh...! =(


And this is not the first time they decide to plan things and put them off last minute.

The other time they said they wanted to go m'sia for a day, so I made myself free that day. And then dad don't want to go again and they only told me in the morning when we're supposed to leave already.

=(


So then I msged kiong and told him I am pretty angry with my parents cause they could have told me earlier right?! I could have done so many many things if I didn't have to wait for that thing. I have... little tolerance, very petty lah :( But then... grrr.



He msg me back after all my grumblings and rumblings and rantings:

dear dear don't angry, I bring you go next time I got my licence yea. Promise... :)

I think it is so sweet of him :)
But I only realise like a few hours later when I went through what he said again. and by then, he can't talk on the phone anymore :( I'm so stupid cause I just kept being angry with my parents and didn't really bother bout what he said and the conversation just ended with, once again, my grumblings.


When I realised, I'm like smiling under my pillow and trying to knock my head with it.


And I have only myself to blame for being so so slow and retarded. (and you can put the blame on me... you can put the blame on me.. )

lets go...

让双脚 去腾空 让我们 去感受
那无忧的真空 那月色纯真的感动

而我知道

而我知道那真愛不一定能白頭到老
而我知道有一天妳可能就這麼走掉
而我知道我知道這一切我全都知道
我就是受不了

而我知道我們曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放開手但不知道怎麼忘掉
而我知道妳走了以後的每一分一秒
卻還是這麼難熬

微笑　緊緊咬牙　給妳祝福　妳　自由飛吧
妳說　溫室沒有燦爛的花(妳總是很有想法)

就這樣吧　就這樣吧
我同意　可是我　淚如雨下

stand by me

If the sky that we look upon should tumble and fall, all the mountain should crumble to the sea. I won't cry, just as long as you stand by me.

I just realised how meaningful this song is.
Hmmm...