bibu bibu~

Most of the times, towards the end of the month,
I keep thinking about where I've spent all my money on.

I don't buy expensive stuffs or what,
my wardrobe is all cheapo clothes lah.
I don't buy expensive phones/bags/facial products/watches.

the only thing that i buy the most often is shoes!
And I don't have a lot* anyways.

Can't understand why my money is depleting.
Like it's being sucked into a black hole or what.

Do you have that feeling too? =/
money money money, it's so funny!


HA-HA-HA.

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Eye bags are out lo!
have been sleeping late these days.
I'm like feeling so old because I'm not even 20 (yet. haha) and I get so tired easily! young people should work their ass out and have a life.

Not sleep and rest every chance they get.
Die ah die ah!

But it's really nice..
the feeling where u're so so so tired,
and you fall asleep immediately when u lie on the bed.

you don't think too much into your sleep..
you don't worry your entire heart out..

you just sleep.
and don't think.

very good I think.
:)

sleep when you're tired and not sleep when it's time to sleep.
or is it better to let it be the other way round actually? haha.
dunno?

I haven't started running/ swimming.
I thought I will after kiong enlisted and I'll have more time.
and now i have too much time
and I spent it mostly on sleeping.
haha.

I don't have my goggles to go swimming to begin with.
so.. maybe when i have my goggles.
haha.
smart.

and the tolerance i have towards tt idiotic AUNTIE at work is running thin. arghhh~!!!

And today I went to collect my dip.

what a total sense of satisfaction I got. Glad. Overwhelmed. And my mind just went blank for a sec the moment I saw our teeny weeny names on that teeny weeny book. It's just....


We've graduated, or names are inside the book baby...


even though we skip classes,
hated our teachers (or rather I hated the lecturers),
hated our boring lessons (like that stupid gococo or smth lesson).
we managed to graduate.
we have graduated.



Sigh.
I guess that's a sigh of relief. :)


I know I might be a bit late for this, especially when the grad ceremony was long over. I regret a little for not attending it and celebrating it with the classmates who have been through with me for these 3 years.

But then again. I know I will never forgive myself for the rental of the robe/ gown/ orwhateveryoucallit. The expense and inconvenience for a clothing! And I'm only wearing it for less than 3 hours. And I'm not that rich to BUY it cause sp is a sucker (for money and talents) and I'm not going to waste my hard earned money for all the nonsense that sp have up its sleeves.


So anyway, I have decided today that I will be going overseas and study. Two years from now. Together with kiong. Work hard in my job and save up for my tuition fees for uni, or half my tuition fees, or better yet, maybe if I work hard enough I'll get a scholarship from my company when it expands...CHHEEERS!! I'll study my science and oh my darling can study vet/marine biology/anything! And we'll live happily ever after in our perfect life. =))))) OKOKOK?


I have been having this dilemma of whether or not to get a degree, and what course, what kinda job I'll get next time, FOR THE PAST 6 MONTHS. and to be honest, I still can't point out the exact one. I'm so interested in Microbiology right now because of my job, and I hate to say this but I think a Microbiologist sounds very cool. So I like it.

And I know I'm never going to beg down on my knees and study (cry) my way up in local u and by the end of it I'll prolly have my hair all turned white, or worse, GONE.



Not for you maybe, buy yea, I totally bow down to the education syst here. And there's no microbiology degree over here, BOOOOOO~ oh, actually, let's count how many course i get to choose from! life science, biological science, that's TWO! while.. pharmacy isn't something i can just CHOOSE and go into here right.


Lets just say, i want a peaceful way of getting my cert. And it's not like overseas cert are easy to get anyway (you still need to study hard and adapt to your new environment and still sit for the exams), but I just hate hate hate hate hate the syst here and i need a change, before it gets stuck in my head that all lecturers (Indians) can't and shouldn't teach.



So anyway, it's just a few few few few (actually alot) more days to pay day! and i can finally spend all the vouchers Jermaine gave me, FINALLY. Nicole I'm going to call you out for shopping soon! ;)


So much for saving up money for 2 years later. =X


I know, totally NOT connected.



p/s: work is starting to get so tough. I'm so afraid of making mistakes, because a life, a person's happiness, or even an entire family's livelihood might be at stake. And I can afford to be the culprit of some one's disappointment. buck up. buck up. BREATHHEEEE....

钱钱钱钱不够用

There's still two more weeks to my pay day and I've pretty much spent all my money already. And when I have no money I get grumpy and I can't look at sprees and can't shop for clothes and eat whatever food that I want when I'm out. Sickening!


And yea, hate it when people talk about money, those calculative and petty money talks. It really is 是朋友就不要跟我讲钱, 讲钱就不是我的朋友。

I know, a small amount of money adds up to alot and goes a long way, it's good to do that to people you're not close with - better to be calculative abit. But not to your family and friends right?

Sometimes I wish I could just listen to their complains and gossips, and keep it that way. But I can't keep my mouth shut sometimes and everything I say just made myself even angrier. Why am I doing this to myself, sigh. shut up shut up shut up to myself..


Oh, and I suddenly thought of this joke of the day:

Guess one of the chinese female singer who stutters!
Answer: 范玮琪 (Fan wei qi) because " 大家好我是范-范-范-玮琪！"

Good day. hahahaha...

Money fly away

I just spent twelve bucks today for my cab to school.
Ouch.

What a weird day today.
Just suddenly feel so friendless..
So emo...
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