Delusions..

Life has been.. hard. ever since i got here.
not used to the changes, but have to live with it.


"it's sad when people you know, become people you knew."
as quoted from my friend.

haven't you had this feeling before?

one day you realise you don't actually know that person you used to know so well anymore.


Lately I have this feeling that I am very delusional. That what i'm feeling is exaggerated. i am feeling only 10x less of what i think it is.

Feeling sad, miserable.
but again, maybe it's 10x less.

ugh-