weekend entry

while, the weekend is almost over huh..
and then it's back to work. :(

didn't work on saturday..
spent almost the whole day sleeping. haha.
woke up around noon, lunched, slept till 6pm?
dinner, tv.. shows.. and the sleeep again. 
hahah.

quite shiok actually.
to sleep without worry ^.^
I still woke up late today! haha.
One day I must must must test how long I can sleep at one go. :P



Went dating with kiong today!
movies!
=)

Pretty good I think. Kinda sad too when I watched it. I like the female guitarist! she's so cool I think! :)) This guitar is studded with Swarovski crystals you know. specially for the concert. so blinngz. haha.


Watched The Proposal too. It was surprisingly funny. haha. but expected ending. but very funny! :)

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got work tomorrow... :/
work pretty sucks lately.
sigh, wrote an entire entry about my work, and I just couldn't publish it. :/ after posting it up for a few minutes.. thinking about it, finally deciding that, there's really nothing about work that I wanna share.

work..
will always be work.

Oooh. guess i havent been updating again huh.
Pretty sad lately I guess..
bf finally commissioned (ugh! double 'm' , double 's', single 'n'.) last saturday.
but then he is already over at the new place for a whole new training.
no breaks at all.
I only got to spend half a Sunday with him, a few hours + +

:(

He introduced me to a new pizza!
OMG it was sooo heavenly.
it really suits our taste buds.
I miss it. haha.
was dreaming of them last night.
the two of us finished two boxes of pizza!
lol. so delicious..
maybe shall order them again someday.
maybe.. today?
:P

anyway, it's not about what food is on the table,
it's about who's sitting with you at the table right?
:)

so yep.
hope he comes back soon!
so uncertain.
I hate the govt for this man.
steal all our boyfriends!
But.. I'm gonna tahaaaannnnn..
and wait for my prize after all the nonsense shit.
wahaha.
:)

Other than that...
I can't wait for my long break starting tomorrow!!!
I'm not going to think of how i'm going back to slog again after my break la.
haha.
so yep.
leave leave leave.
time-off time-off time-off!
:D



can someone actually deliberately do something without realising it was deliberate?
kind of oxymoron.
But that's what I see it.  



Alright, gotta head for work.
Boring!


hmmm.. wants to eat pizza....

:D

Kiong would be back.. in a few few fewww more hours!!!!
yippie!

past few days were soo sooo tiring. Slept at 7.30am in the morning. whahaaha, i'm still YOUNG. HMMMMFFfffF~~~

i'm just so happy now. hahaha.

lalala...


anyway i officially got my Customers' complain report (CCR) today. I think its' not my first also. Ah. i don't take counts for how many complains i get =P and some how, all the CCRs which i suspected i've got, is always from this particular lady in the business office. Wa lao eh, she spends 7.5 hours a day, 5.5 days a week hoping and praying and planning and writing CCRs for the technical staffs... She is super busy one I tell you!


that fat ass woman. I hope she get herpes!
or afb.
or h1n1.
argh!


but I'm actually.. not very angry that I got a CCR. haha. I just can't stand... evil scheming fat ass women!


lalallaa..... =)

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And so.. he's gone. Managed to send him off, reached home, chatted on the phone, got off the phone, and now I'm feeling alone more than ever.

Sigh. I wonder if i'll ever get used to this. seperation sickness. :(

The past two days were just spent with him. Was crying the whole night off and decided to take MC on friday, ugh, i looked terrible that morning, luckily dad didn't notice. And when I finally wash up, sit up, think through, it still seems like a bad day.

Anyway, we finally had a proper date after so many months.

We had lunch/dinner;
we shopped around;

went to the pasir ris farm to look at doggies,
saw our corgi and adorable french bulldogs,
played with the doggies for a long time;

walked around looking for cute yorkies,
found labradoodles and golden retrievers;
saw poor doberman and huskies being baked under the hot sun; :(

decided to add a french bulldog to our "things to get next time when we have our own home" list :) ;

saw an aquarium farm,
went prawning,
caught our first prawn, quite big!,
caught our second prawn,
caught our last/seventh prawn after an hour,
total catch at 306grams of prawns. hehe.

Cabbed home,
left my paper bag together with his head torch in the cab :(

Killed the prawns when we reached home,
cooked the prawns,
ate the prawns;
Yummy.

Watched Marley and me again,
watched dog whisperers,
Notorious,
Taken.


It was such a happy date.
to think i was rather angry with him on friday when i was feeling down, and now i regret it so much that i was ever angry with him, what's wrong with me! :(


I hope the days will pass by faster till the day he comes back, hope he'll be safe there. hope he won't be injured or fall sick (ok, hmm.. he was already sick when he went). I thought it was bad enough the days when he was about to go in to army and surrender his IC. This was.. as bad. :(

And the worse thing, there still another one month thailand trip after this!!!


sobss...
:'(

And the weekend just zoomed past like that.

haha, oh Jermaine decided to read the twilight series, finally. And at the rate she's reading, I am pretty sure she loves it as well. Heheh.

she's really at the "can't-put-the-book-down" stage. LOL.
I have no idea why I am so happy to see her reading the books.
Satisfaction. Glad. haha.

oh, and i really really really do hope the midnight sun will be published, someday... just can't get enough of it huh... sigh.


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I just painted my finger nails blood-red, haha.
decided to put some decors on it.
And then yeah... will probably on last for a day.

I can never get them to last past a day with those irritating gloves.. Painting of nails require full concentration, no multi-tasking with movies or food. Oh, music will do but yeah, can't do much multi-tasking when we paint nails right??

Why oh why do I still love painting my nails I wonder! It makes me kinda... happy you know! weird. LOL.


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Time to get a new wardrobe (!!!), in addition to the one we already have!! haha.

our wardrobe is really small to begin with, so we need an "extension".
gonna put it over the bookshelves area, and shift the bookshelves upstairs to my top bed.

probably just put a mat or cushion to make it our reading area.
Shifting can be so fun!

now we just..
need a wardrobe to begin with, haha.

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Our boxes of clothes arrived today. Which was why we are quite determined on our new wardrobe.

I'm starting to be.. addicted to online shopping! it's like, you'll never know what you're gonna get until it arrives. haha.

and surprise surprise, you've got new clothes delivered.

Of course, I can't shop for my shoes online. I need some shopping outlet somedays.. :) i love shopping for shoes! so nice so nice.. :)

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Parents just came back from Cameron highlands.

they love travelling too, and it's their recent hobby I think. Expensive too. They're just starting from Asia, but i have a feeling they will be expanding their travel sites soon. haha.

I like it when they go travel.
partly because the house will be empty and the kids rule. heh heh.. :P
But most importantly, I think it's so.. honeymoon-ish right??
:):):) wah.. so sweet so sweet.

But I bet they are probably quarrelling half the time during the travel.
Ah.. what's new right? haha.

I wish I could go travelling at some point in my life. this period where I can travel wherever I want to, when ever. And every leave/time-off that I take, it would be for a new destination, at another part of the world.

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Oh, Kiong paid for a very cute pen for me. haha.
just a pen. ok, two pens.
i'm super happy still hahaha.
It's a funny feeling to be happy over a pen, :P

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Do you know it's true that most women would actually choose death over being fat? And that more people are afraid of getting fat than cockroaches. and that also, more people are afraid of cockroaches than death!

i was just thinking the other day, in the lab... if one day i got disfigured/acidified/burned or if one day i had to eat some medications that will make me obese or plump.. I don't know what I would do. Stay at home, hide in the room.. Or might as well just die right?

it's such a cruel world we're living in right?


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I know, it's parts and pieces of random stuffs which I can't link them up, so yeah.. it's everywhere, all over the place, don't mind me..

and finally.

:) Finally uploaded the photos. i'm such a procrastinator. =X

happy valentines day to all! my kiong and all my beloved friends out there. :D Had to work tmr, but prolly going out with pause and mistress to celebrate vday. haha. we're so... so much like classmates?? haha. except we're not in school. :D


so, one week ago! we finally had our Skydinner that we've always wanted to go. we like.. Sentosa-related things. or maybe just me? :P


going to mt faber from harbourfront tower 2. A very fat me. :X

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some random views from the cable car on the way..



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my hair is supposed to be BLACK. otherwise, very happy picture! hehe :D

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Jewel Box.
not jewel looking at all. it's just CABLE CAR.

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ah.. appetizer not so appetising at all, for me.
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and a very scenic view i thought! :):)

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all along we thought there was a real candle inside, and turns out it's a battery operated pseudo-candle. so smart! from ikea. =P

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night scene..


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i made him do the twiss. haha. he looks so forced. but so cute.

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sigh, i miss him so much these days! :( must be pms acting up soon. getting frustrated easily. happy valentines day dear~

to my valentine. :)

so sweet.

Avoiding Monday blues..

Just skip it entirely!
Ah... bliss.


To just wake up late... Meet up with my only long-time-no-see, about-to-fly-off next week good friend-cum-ex-colleague.. Reading New Moon for the 3rd time (surprisingly it's pretty interesting to me still!).... Slack in the library.. Dinner with nini.. Coming home before 8pm.. Watching snippets of hk drama frm channel 55.. online shopping..


If only every Monday could be like that. It's pretty irritating, i also wanna chao geng and skip work lor! Though I very much want to see my mistress today.. :X But I really don't want to work.


So there, number one sure way of skipping monday blues.


And then comes Tuesday.. and you wonder when the weekends will come again. My kiong..

3 years 3 hours

:) funny how my mood just lifted while i count down to midnight. think i'll just spend the day with no one else except him. So.. it's no one else, since he's not here haha. watching a jap show highly recommended by my mistress, called Nodame cantabile, a very funny and relaxing show. :) i guess i don't have that competitive edge in me now, being passionate on something. so...


:)
no feeling emo already. weird too. haha.

Black.

Sing me songs that echo in my head and in my heart
that's where you are...

And I don't know if you feel me here
I can tell you one thing is clear
I will feel you...

Forever



very emo and blue today.
technically speaking monday blues don't apply when i'm not working, but still, emo-overwhelmed.


should have met mistress for dinner, if not for my very fickle and biased mum who would rather fly my kite so that she can buy dinner for big sis. and then I'm eating maggie mee. i'm just complaining at no one in particular, just very pms-ed. you know?! eeew.


and then when u realise you just spent hundreds over over an ugly set of hair. But nothing looks nice on my head anyway, so I'm pretty sure it's my head that is the problem. everything is just weird blah blah blahhhh~


and then you just wanna sing at every rock song on your playlist so loud that you'll break into tears. and then all of a sudden it plays lovey dovey romantic songs that makes u go EEEEEEEEEEWWWW!!!


And i wish I can call my daughter Alice next time just because... I don't know! i can't get her hair. I like her. She's small. She super cool. the name is cool. Alice Ang sounds cool. And she's fictional!. wow.


Why can't people just be like what their AGE is suppose to be. Immaturity sucks big time for those around them, how long do you want to take before you finally GROW UP MENTALLY?! 50 years??? Can't you just act like your age? what's so great about being mentally retarded?!



Okay, that felt good over my side. I'm actually saying more than I should out loud. which is crazy.


I just miss kiong.
Bye!
it's our anniversary in another 27.5 hours! :)

Dreams...

Someone once told me (or somewhere in my memory) that I looked very blissful, in one of the first few photos I had with kiong.

Like it was all over my face.
Can a picture tell so much? Can you see so much from the face of a person? Appearance.

I began to understand recently, how obvious it is somehow, on the face, how you're feeling. Unless of course it's fake. Erm, i meant botox. haha.


And I wonder.. if i still looked that way with him. 幸福。haha.
i hope so. :)

Exciting. Simply fabulous.

my day is so full of ups and downs.. it started off.. quite bad, quarrel with dad. It always end up looking pretty bad whenever I have an argument with him. He's... such a bully sometimes. Obnoxious. My dad.

But he's my old man at home anyways. I'll love him still~


And then.. Kbox!

I dunno. I feel pretty bad cuz i lied to him today.. I must be bad at lying cuz he just knew it the moment I told him, over the phone. I dunno how to tell him I'm going out for kbox with my friends. Cuz somehow, i wish we could go kbox together again, and i know we can't, not that he won't but... I don't want him to feel that I'm enjoying outside while he's inside the camp. Doing his running and guns and whatever shit that I also dunno la.

i noe i'm blabbering. argh.


But yeah. He knows me well enough to know i'm lying.
Can't he just.... smile and pretend.

haha.


smile smile smile..
when was the last time i saw his smile?
:)



Feeling so blue lately. it's friday already!
Feel like buying mayday's album.
:)
on my payday~
wahoo~


i wanna go improve my singing! I sound so terrible beside pause... :(
i love ABC hawker.
except there's no macaroni and jap food and such. but hawker food rocks man~
local delicacies.
my favourite ban mian.
fish noodle..
hokkien mee! considering i don't eat hokkien mee at all, this one is really really nice.
charsiew rice..
siewmai..
prawn dumpling..

MMMMmmmmM!


Yes. I'm troubled everyday by what food to eat for dinner.

omg omg.

I'm broke for next month!
can you imagine it's not even OCTOBER yet!

this month's paycheck went to my new camera.
I know, it's so sudden.
I haven't planned to buy it at all, no research whatsoever.
At least not extensively for the past few weeks.

And to add to all surprises, I got myself a SONY camera.
To think I used to condemn sony camera/product
First I got my sony psp, now i got their camera.
I won't be surprised if i decide to buy sony ericsson instead of nokia phone for my new plan.

But I've tried the camera and it's really so much better than Nikon.
Way way waaaayyyy....better (i think nikon dig. cam is really out to cheat money)

But i'm really glad to see that it has got so much good reviews on this camera, so it all paid off la. at least i don't feel cheated that i bought it on impulse, cause i really did test the camera and all the functions before I decided to buy it!

and so, the hole in my bank account (no longer pocket/wallet) just got bigger.
I think I might have to eat bread for the whole of next month.
But i seriously don't mind at all.
haha.

And I'll get to see kiong tmr!!
yahooo~~~
:)

第一天

wahaha. i was shocked when i saw the present i gave shermin 7 years ago. i think it was because.. she like bears then. But I realised my handwriting was already CMI since a long time ago. I have to admit now. =X and... i miss lichang's handwriting, and signature! hahahaa. her small man always there with her signature one.

buahahhaa.
=I


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was damn paiseh today because in the middle of my train ride, I was tearing unstoppa-bly. It's like the tap was triggered and it just won't stop. All because..the feeling that he won't be sending me home from work anymore. He won't be replying all my msgs of my whereabouts. But it gets better through the hours. I stopped sending too many msgs to avoid the disappointment that I won't get a reply loh, I stopped looking at the places where he would always wait for me after work, (or just a little peek maybe), haha..

And I didn't cry when he called me. Haha. Maybe because I was still at work.. But it was quite funny actually, cause the first thing he said was "hai yo... no more hair leh! " (in a really flustered tone)

I guess he's doing well there.
And I'm glad.
And I felt so much better.
Or maybe he just want me to feel tht way.
:)

Hope it gets better through the days~~~~~~
everytime i look at rexy and donut and klk, they keep telling me they prefer kiong.
-.-

I also prefer him lor!


Okay, nvm... =/


Just 2 more weeks.... to pay day. to seeing kiong again. to my birthday leave, to my birthday! wahaha. I waant..... to play mahjong the whole day on my birthday! I told someone that.. hmm..

And I'm happy because, I think he'll be back in time. HEHE. can't wait.


Oh, and two more weeks to the debut of HEROES 3!!! :D

Tears.

are meant for people who are worth it.

I thought I will be okay with it, we will survive. But tears just rolled as we turned our backs, away from each other.

天阿！好不容易过了两年， 又来了两年。
开心的两年和伤心孤独的两年
相比起来真是天与地的感觉

可是...
我不会难过
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂


just alot of missing
and lonely walks
and probably no one to laugh at my nonsense anymore. hai..


nothing la.
2 weeks.
will see him then..
and then... i'll be so happy.
he'll be so happy :)
oh...well.
=/

At least we've spent 3 Mid Autumn together already.
And it has so much meaning to it then it appears.
But Hou Yi is like.. a bad guy. So... maybe guys won't understand.
To have someone you love beside you under the round moon.
Laughing with your family...
Lovely.
All so romantic.




And so we caught Mamma mia! on Sunday night.

funny loh! what a perfect movie to just laugh and crap at behind our 舍不得s. haha. But seriously, it's a pretty good show to catch. Unless you have like totally zero musical sense in you then.. it will still be a good show for you to laugh at their drama.


It has got so much meaning behind those songs and the story just fits into the songs so well, or the other way round. And I guess very much so, it's the first time for so many people to actually realise the lyrics and meaning behind those songs.


It's really not bad at all!
Not forgetting you'll get to see Pierce Brosnan in another light. :) I thought it was awkward though. Maybe it's better he go back to being james bond or go for more advertisements and commercials. Hmm..


Anyway...
our favourite song is....

hahaha.
nvm la. you'll geddit when you watch it. Right now i'm just having one of those dizzy moments and I'll just type so randomly.


I dunno what will happen tmr.
He's leaving tmr. And I'll just head back for work.
maybe have our last chat.
haha.
ok la.
I can't believe I have to go back to work already.
It became such a chore to work lately.


why am i making it sound like it's such a big deal.
it's not like anything will change.
just.. alot of missing. like i said. Hmm..
yea. we'll see how.

BLEAH!

明天起....
人生又将会有了大大改变咯....

love you.

ok lor

This week was... not bad actually :) at least up till now :) work was not bad, relationship was not bad, diet was not bad, surprises were not bad, sleep was not bad too! hahaha.


It was a tad boring, as compared to school life.. But I don't feel like going back to school anytime soon, bad, bad experiences.. don't you think? And I kinda enjoy what I'm doing now, my work.. really, for now. and i don't hate my work, maybe not yet. :)


And it's during such times when it became obvious how loved (and pampered and spoilt) I am by kiong. hehheehheeh. :D simply because he tolerates all my nonsense. and i feel so bad. now i think about it. :(


And even though we're both working now, we still spend as much time together, watching our dog shows, Mythbusters (favourite!), movies and more movies with ice creams and cookies.


We watched 'I am Legend' and it feels a bit like..... Cast Away and Cloverfield combined? haha. I thought it was not a bad show actually. Lonely... Mr lonely.. And a very possible outcome of typical eagerness in science and LACK OF ANIMAL TESTING! >:(


You know I used to be a great great fan (now, not quite) of The Body Shop simply because it is against animal testing and you know.. cruelty. =X And then came our GMP module and I was so enlightened, all of a sudden. You know, the light.. I just saw it all of a sudden (LOL, ok overacting..).


Animal testing is the fundamentals of all products! If it's not even tested on a rat, how is it safe for me maybe 10 years down? :( Clinically proven is for test tubes. Animal testing is more for humans. Are you selling your products to test tubes or humans?!


Okay, never mind.


And we watched 21, already. heh heh.. nice show! Smart people shows are always so awesome,. And then, it will make me feel so stupid. haha. Math.. math.. math.. math and money goes together huh? :/



You know lately I'm quite obsessed with Mythbusters (secretly)!! It's so much entertaining than those typical educational shows. You should watch the episode where the myth on "bull in a china shop" is completely busted. It's amazing :)


who wants to watch sex and the city movie!! =D

I love my boyfriend ->

I have a perfect boyfriend because he pampers me with my favourite chocolates, ice-creams and bubble teas all the time!


And all are unhealthy, sigh~

valentines day is over and i haven't found my job

this is our 3rd valentine's day already :) i was specifically instructed not to say anything bout our valentines but, waiting until 4am for your work to end so we can spend valentines day together gives me the right to say something? hee hee. =D

I love you :)


This is for Nicole:
and thank you nicole for still remembering me during valentine's day.. :) it's fate that we sat together in the auditorium during our orientation day:) early birds get the sweeeeetest worm, err.. friend i mean. hee hee.

Yes i am going to miss you so much if you ever go overseas to study! (and if you're applying for local uni application ends on 21st hor rmb... and good luck for ur driving test! :D)


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Oh! check out my desk! I've decorated it a little when I cleared my desk for cny. :) it will be staying there for yearss (good thing!) since i'm such a lazy ass to decorate it differently every year. =P




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and my sweet valentine's day present.
I think it's so sweet when you told me bout this necklace.

Girl: so prettty!!!! very expensive?
Boy: you like? got two hearts. You don't wear your old one ok? only got one heart...
Girl: =D =D =D

okay! :)
i love you.
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and my best pals! i got them everywhere.. my books, my water bottle, my table. hehehe..
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maybe we'll be going on our different paths
maybe we already have
maybe we'll drift apart one day
maybe we already have
maybe we'll have someone new in our hearts
maybe we already have
and maybe we'll forget each other one day
maybe we already have...
but what matters is the present,
not the past,
not the future,
isn't it? :)

WAHOOOOO!

Had my second paper (aka LAST PAPER haha..) today. Simply fantabulous that I couldn't sleep the night before just thinking how happy I would be after the exams. hehe.. which means I didn't make full use of my time to study and went to plan for my class chalet which means I ended my paper today 40mins early which means I missed out so much marks.


But was a little anti climax after the exam somehow.
was anticipating a great great class outing, and then everyone just disappeared.

O.O???

haha.

class chalet's gonna be fun. :)

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went to paint Kiong's room today, first time painting an actual room. the previous time painting thomas' room was just playing. haha. Painting is so tiring, and aching! and we only did the first layer of the ceiling lor! :(

okie. so much more spring cleaning to do.
and was doing them so happily cause it feels as if I have all the time in the world to do them.

CNY is just next Thursday right? Hmmm..


okie. BYES!!!!
happy happy.

HAPPY 2nd Anniversary!

=D


nothing.
I hate exams

haha.

seriously. :(