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i am troubled. sometimes i find it easier to give other people advice than to heed my own advice.


i should start listening to myself.

contemplating whether or not to eat the cup noodles infront on my table.. I'm not hungry.. just feeling so empty! :( in quite a depressed mood lately, sigh. Was it just one week ago that i was on paradise island? And now i'm back to reality. :(

next month, few weeks, gonna be... horrible I guess. unexplainable. just sad. Beginning to like doing plating all over again. i seriously don't mind if there's no time constrain. It's makes my mind dizzy and my arm weak, writing and plating for 8 hrs straight. :( and my stomach empty! But.. today's the last day. Next few weeks gonna be disastrous sigh~

what's with work lately? Feeling so pissed off and sian and irritated. Is it really not possible to have work and fun together? hmm..



Anyway, today is the first of May, MAYDAY!! :):) It's lyn's birthday, and it's rexy's 3rd birthday! hehe. exactly 3 years ago we bought and brought him back you know, it has already been 3 years! :) Donut is already more than a year old. gosh~ my piggiess... ^.^

happy holidays everyone! exams over! audit's over too hehehehe :D

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What a drastic transition between Stephenie Meyer and Cecelia Ahern. One that is outright thrilling, while the other is so hard to read.

Heh heh.. and now I'm so glad to know I'm not the only one that has re-read the twilight saga over and over again. :) maybe i should re-read it one more time, and I hope I'm able to pay more attention to book 2 and 3. I so tempted to skip and read book 4, again. hahaha.


It's Friday already! SO SO SO weird. I don't know what I did the whole week so far, seriously :( I don't even know if I have been productive or have I just wasted another week of my life.


was looking at the list of course to study, and nothing interesting still :( Wanted to apply for specialist course but, it's evening course. :/ Maybe it's a sign for me to change job! haha. And yes, local degree is so tempting because it's so cheap. Of course my life and sanity will be at stake.. but sigh.. cheaper right? :/ Tho I very very very much wanna go abroad to study, just to get away from this sickening society for a bit.

I still have probably 1 year to make my decision right? One year more to endure snide remarks as well. Sigh sigh. But life seem so...almost perfect right now.