I'm feeling so sucky right now.

where am i when my friends need me.
watching Prison Break, sleeping.

i missed that call.
was charging my phone with com,
left 4%..
couldn't pick up any calls...

shouldn't have charged it,
it was probably the most important call for them
and I was un-available for them.

I know, it's probably none of my business cause' it's not my project anyway. but it's not like that with friends isn't it. I've always liked this phrase "that's what friends are for!", and I am freaking NOT AVAILABLE when it was so life-time crisis situation back there.


fyp is a big thing for us man..
dunno what to say.
I'm so sorry alvin. nicole. but maybe not aloysius actually. =/
should have came to school on friday to help u guys out.
i didn't know.
i was at home resting instead.
:(


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second thing.

I really want to go visit her.
She has always been so cheerful and apple in everyone's eye. Classmate in sec one, she was so friendly and nice to me. Bought me a teddy bear for birthday, went to her house, can still rmb her voice always calling me "da-da!", really with the exclaimation mark alright. =))


Maybe she didn't know I still remember her. Not that I miss her, (in fact i do actually. sec one days with her was nothing but fun.) but if anything happens to her, I will be concerned and worried. I wanted to go see her this week even though I was rushing my report. Never got the reply I was waiting from lichang and was so worried. Didn't know what was the blog address liting and siyi was talking about, didn't know what's she doing, how's her progress. and even though i never mentioned before, i'm really terrified of hospitals.


was relieved when i finally saw the blog. justforleekhim.blogspot.com
glad that she's fine. hope she pulls through everything.
so if anyone is going to visit her soon, i want to go too.. visit visit..
even if i am busy or i have to skip school.

sometimes.. it's now or never people
start treating people right.
I should too....





I promise I'll be like before, there for my friends as much as possible.
the end-