Ten things I want to do for the first time.

 Furano, Hokkaido.

I remember it was something like this.
We had an English/CME assignment, and we were asked to list 10 things that we would want to do for the first time in our lives. It's just a want, and it doesn't really have to be realistic, but can't be too far-fetched as well (like "i want to become the X-men."

Anyways, one of the thing I wrote was that I want to have a lavender field next time, at the front/back of my house. Hmmm. it's just a dream. Maybe a small pot of it will do, haha.

When I saw the photo, the lavender back/front yard just popped into my mind. It was so many years ago, and it suddenly just reappeared again.

I think I just might want to visit Hokkaido for this, and the seafood of course. ONE DAY! :) Must be a magnificent view. :)

And, next to this photo, was actually this :

Boracay Island, Philippines 

I always always get the name wrong, it's actually pronounced as Bora-kai.

I only got to know this beautiful place a few years ago, from my ex-colleagues. I don't know if those are the real pictures, I just googled them. There were really really many good reviews about this place, everyone who have been there said it's a must-go, and so I've wanted to visit Philippines since then. It's like Redang Island, except bigger and better? And the dive site must be awesome! :)

Oh, there's this Palawan Beach in Phils too, the real one. But it's pretty far from Boracay.  Actually, Palawan Beach was my initial plan, and then my ex-colleagues told me Boracay is equally good, and there's lesser people there as well.




Ah. SOMEDAY SOMEDAY!
:)

can't wait.

I'm going to jurong bird park tomorrow!! :D but to help out with project not for leisure :X but still, i'm excited! i hope I'll get to see some interesting stuffs still, or maybe I'll just be too busy and then no time to go see see already :X *prays hard*

and we've finalised our redang trip, finally~~ maybe diving (and driving) lessons will be soon i hope? :) don't wanna bring my expectations too high for the trip, i'm so scared i will be disappointed or what. But anyways, I just need that week to fully unwind, relax, and let the wind blow all the troubles away, even if just for that week. I must fully enjoy that week! :) :)

it seems so so near, and yet so far.

before i can get to my fantasy island, there's this idiotic auditing going on in my lab. there's a serious big problem in my lab i think, I hope the auditors can really help. we keep having missing samples here and there, though i can say there's a high chance it didn't go missing at our part, but then, what? we've resort to just thinking that there's some ghost or something residing in our beloved corner in our department, stealing our stools, our swabs, our everything.

So yeap, i got a bad feeling that they are going to probe on our missing specimens, but I just hope I'm not the one they're asking, or any other questions. you know la, these high-oh-mighty people just like to ask questions and bombard me with big terms like SERVICE REPORTS, CALIBRATION ERROR, etc.. like i know wtf are those, and where they are for that matter.

that's for the auditing, one week.

and then there's the holiday-cum-cleaning period. bosstress won't be around but we're expected to do "house-keeping" and get ready for the audit the following week, while she spends one week at Hokkaido and then just coming back to appear for the audit. Fabulous.

and before that, Alvin's bday party! Kinda excited, except, i gotta work that day and it's at Yio Chu Kang. confirm plus chop late, but then again, i'm always late.. probably gotta change my schedult again :X

And then, before that, good friday! don't know what i'm gonna do that day, probably spend it with kiong if he's around. :( Sigh, i think he'll be going brunei/taiwan/australia, or all three!, soon and it will be monthsss before i get to see him. life is and will be so shitty. :(:( can't imagine, argh.


and then yep comes next week! no stories i hope. and then.. tmr there's this datuk from m'sia visiting my lab, scary. boss will once again be tending to our visitor while we slog away, what's new. Hmm... you know what they say about bosses right?


okay i'm damn emo now.
shan't say more, bye.
tell me why am i writing my whole months schedule again?
right, i can't wait to get away from here.

twenty-oh-eight.

How the year went.. it seems pretty long ago when it was January. it was indeed one long year. no longer the feeling i have that the year went by too fast. Because, so much happened this year, it's impossible that so many things could happen in a single year.



or probably, this was the way it should be and i that was living in a life-less life all along which made the year so damn fast.



haha.


This year, had my fair share of happiness, depression, anger, stress, loss. Nothing too much, though everyone wishes for happiness all the time. But I know without those hard times, I won't know how sweet the happiness are.


Watched lots of movies I would say. But don't think it was as much as previous years. we've... seen the light. haha. Read more books definitely. :) which is what I've always wanted. Problem finding a book that is decent enough. Maybe I should just switch to newspaper, lost touch of it since ages ago, woops. =X


I guess I've learnt alot this year? There's so much that we've brought from last year, and so much of this year to follow us on, and it goes on and on. Not much on academic knowledge, graduated from SP with much MUCH relief, and stepped into the working society, repaying the economy, TSK.


On people... I'm glad family is better and better, i suppose? :) More family gatherings this year which surprised me a lot. Glad that kiong and i survived yet another year haha! we do quarrel, of course, but just happy that we've past that stage and that I can't believe I trust him so much already. =X And of course, the people who stayed with me through difficult times you may not know, people who entered and coloured my life, and people who left their mark on their way out..


Hate it, when you know it's just "part and parcel of life" and you have to go through it. Wow. parcel from heaven.


And yea.. Have absolutely no idea why people are insisting I have my degree yada yada yada which I have totally no interest in. I will when I'm ready and that's until I have enough money to survive that degree. I'm almost at the start of repaying for my dip and I really need to start saving alot if i want or neeeeed my degree. haha.


yeah, that's another part. DEBT. And bills. Start contribution to the family. So adult right? hai...


Don't know what to expect from next year. More shoes, more facial products. Getting older and older each year increases my vanity. Sigh.. Oh, oh wow. Turning 21 next year! Not a good sign right? But I'd overcome birthday this year, stepped into "twenties" club, one year older doesn't make much difference i hope, :P


okie.
gotta head for work now. :)
Happy New Year everyone! hope we all have a great great year ahead!
Being generous when i said all hahaa.

holiday

oh yah. would be going to thailand with jermaine this december. probably. and maybe lynette too. will ask her later. =) if they can both get their leave hopefully~haha. should get this thing done soon. she mentioned something about airport tax. Expensive???


haha. spending this christmas season with my sisters sounds fantabulous. :)
somehow :)




won't be blogging soon. report due soon, quizzes next week, and need to spend the remaining time brushing up my fyp report for that bloody irritating teacher. hmmfh. life sucks for me.
But I still got my bf.
hah.

still...
:(

爱，很简单

个屁。----

updates:
i have been fretting over my school work. again again. the cycle keeps repeating itself. And I'm drowned in all the datasheets and reports again and again. FYP teacher is still as sucky as before. He want to give us our analysis results only at week 6 when our report submisison is on week8. And week6 is he say one lah.. It would probably be week 7 when he give us our results. How incompetent is he you tell me.



mood:
不知道为什么
今天总觉得每个人都一直在利用我
当我没利用价值时就不理地把我推开
或许人就是这样的吧
你们不觉得吗？

好难过
因为连最亲的家人也时常只会利用人
也就是我
hai...

不说了
因为说了也没用
早点长大
离开
就没事了。



Plans:
I'm planning (and saving up) for a getaway this december holiday, anyone interested?! anytime between 15Dec to 1stJan. I know, peak period damn expensive, so must save now lor:( Hai.. not I want one also. ask why sp decide to put our holidays to clash with the decemeber holiday. Cheat our public holiday somemore.

Anyway, great time to catch up with my beloved friends. anyone interested tell me hor. i put up my cbox alrd =))


Looks good??



ciaoz.



p/s: I promise I will post up some pics, SOON. when I'm done with my work. Hmm... Wed?? =I