the babies are out!

YEEPPPP!!
three small teeny weeny babies!

But then... =( not very happy to see Donut all saggy and bald though =(( Very poor thing.. T.T I'm never ever ever gonna mate her again, so very heartpain to see her in this state :( my poor Donut~~ :(

very small and tiny!!  can't wait to see what they'll all grow up to be.. :)


Alright, gotta head for bed now.. work at 7.45AM tomorrow~! having slight fever.. =( yet another infection... :( I've just disfigured my face, boo hooo....


kambate!!!

of only the happy stuffs :)

talking and blogging about happy stuffs, makes me very happy too!




pretty biscuits from Brunei... :)
not just pretty but very yummilicious too! finished in 3 days. whole of it. hehe.




And.. yeap, for those who still didn't know... i had a hair cut.
trying to live with it now. nothing i can do about it right?


during huiling's birthday party on sunday :)



and after that was the smashing guinea pig party!! haha.
okay not smashing, but.. very very very x10^10000000 cool and exciting!
with nicole, peiqi and charlotte.
her house is soo bigg! i mean her cage. haha.
mine is like an apartment only and i just brought them to a bungalow or smth.



introducing cookies (son), and donut (mummy!)




watching them run and play around for whole 1 - 2 hours.. yet simply not enough still!





and... before i end off... donut's hair was so pretty last time!
i found her 'younger' photos and she looks so.. fluffy! see what pregnancy did to her! tsk tsk..




And she used to be so tiny.. -.-" so smalll lehhh!

just some more dates to remember

Rexy: 1st May 2006 (brought home date)
Donut: 8th Jan 2008 (brought home date)
Baby piggies: 21st Jul 2008 (actual birthday!)

wow.. my rexy is already 3 years old.. *sniff sniff*
and the babies are already 11mths old.. *sniff sniff* refer to "grandmama"

life is full of unexpected

I came home, wanting to blog about how I was finally able to run with heels, feeling really proud about it actually, ran to catch my bus. But apparently I'm still blogging about this but it isn't the main point anymore. So anyway, and then I reached home, and saw dot com dying listless at one corner of the cage. so soo dead.

I felt sad because, I never really paid much attention to it as much as my piggies. He was always hiding inside his favourite box, coming out only to eat, climb around.. And when he died, he actually came out, laid at one corner, and just died, for me to know, for me to see.

So sad right?

I can't figure out how he died. He's already almost 2 yrs old which is probably about time. And his crippled leg.. maybe there were more injuries to the leg and his life was shortened by that few months.. I don't know. But he was just so hammy like. Always wanting to climb out, chew things. And one day, he got himself a broken leg, and he can't do any of those anymore. Maybe it was better that he can go somewhere where he can run on the wheels again perhaps? He can eat better, he can stand on his hind legs again. Maybe it's a good thing?


But really, anyway, it's not my hammy, it's Thomas'. Mine died when I passed it to him, and now, his died when he passed it back to me. Howwwwww ironic.

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Oh, somehow it seems like so many people actually knew how many umbrellas i have!! haha. surprises everyday. And some how i think there are actually uninvited people reading my blog.


but i'll pretend i don't know.


So bye! on leave tomorrow. yaaaay~

:(

i am troubled. sometimes i find it easier to give other people advice than to heed my own advice.


i should start listening to myself.

contemplating whether or not to eat the cup noodles infront on my table.. I'm not hungry.. just feeling so empty! :( in quite a depressed mood lately, sigh. Was it just one week ago that i was on paradise island? And now i'm back to reality. :(

next month, few weeks, gonna be... horrible I guess. unexplainable. just sad. Beginning to like doing plating all over again. i seriously don't mind if there's no time constrain. It's makes my mind dizzy and my arm weak, writing and plating for 8 hrs straight. :( and my stomach empty! But.. today's the last day. Next few weeks gonna be disastrous sigh~

what's with work lately? Feeling so pissed off and sian and irritated. Is it really not possible to have work and fun together? hmm..



Anyway, today is the first of May, MAYDAY!! :):) It's lyn's birthday, and it's rexy's 3rd birthday! hehe. exactly 3 years ago we bought and brought him back you know, it has already been 3 years! :) Donut is already more than a year old. gosh~ my piggiess... ^.^

happy holidays everyone! exams over! audit's over too hehehehe :D

distracted. and very random.

I wanted to write down all my angst I had with the business people at work until I went friendster and saw the horrific picture that diverted my whole attention.

FUCK.

oh, i mean FUG-ly picture.






























It was taken just a few hours ago lor! I was rushing here and there to end my work and she just snapped this horrendous fugly picture of me with my constipated look. Ok la, at least I looked really pissed off with work which I was.


And then I dunno why all my picture look constipated. Maybe I really do have a constipated and shitty face.
haha. actually this was because I forcefully refrained myself from opening my mouth to smile. Self taken not bad hor?!


SIGH~~~ I'll never let my face land on other people's camera again. I know I'm not pretty, also no need to show to whole world what~~ =( I'm really affected!!!

OK, nvm. HMMMF.


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Work was really hectic this week. God knows why. And I got a taste of how people really have nothing better to do and they'll find trouble and stir it up. The whole incident just reminds me of Just Follow Law where they CC here.. CC there. It's just a small matter and even the general manager knows.

You know why?

because this kuku macnugget have nothing better to do and can't mind her own business and CC the whole incident to General Manager, operations manager, business marketing manager, Lab managers, and maybe even to the HR manager. BUT not to my own head of department.

It's like she have really nothing better to do and she have to FIND something to document and write something to make herself look useful and suck up to everyone. UGH! And the thing is I don't even know how the person who stabbed me look like. SICKENING!!

And then bo bian lab manager have to hold meeting with us for like SOOOO long and dreadful. I was just complaining to him that they have made so many mistakes and hindered our work but we don't COMPLAIN AND CC TO EVERYONE over simple and small matters. Even those huge issues sometimes they just covered it up to clean their own backsides. And we don't complain! because we UNDERSTAND that they didn't mean to make those mistakes.

And they are really so.... NOTHING BETTER TO DO! I dunno any other appropriate words to use already. It's like they enjoy stirring things up to their own mood and for no apparent reasons. I was so nervous and pent up I swear I was choking on my words when talking to the manager and everyone just turned to see because they thought I was crying.


Next time.. you all must document these things.. you know, write it down.. then we can see the statistics and see if it's the same person making the mistake then we can take action.


LIKE HOW?!?!!! take photos of every wrongly labelled and barcoded samples?! They can just delete and clean out the evidence everytime we write it in the system how to have evidence???


And I think business people and science people really cannot work together. One only think about money, another only think about results. MONEY MONEY MONEY. MONEY BIG AH! dunno save so much money for what. tmr car bang and then die you can't even bring money to your graves what.


GRRRR... mad mad mad. Actually I'm just mad at the people who stir things up. Because everyone (other than the business side people) knows that it's a small matter brought attention to EVIL people and blown up to even more evil people.


ok that's all.
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Hai ya the piggies are all so big now! 3 weeks old and they are no longer small and vulnerable. they're irritating (still cute) and refusing to let me carry them anymore. I have to catch them lor. THey're so cute... those little rascals. They be gone soon though to better homes haha!

And I think different people have different impresssion on how I got my guinea pigs. LOL.



And here is the ORIGINAL true story of my guinea pigs:

One day...
on our 100th day anniversary on the 1st May 2006,
we bought Rexy and Cherry (male & female) from Farmart.

Cherry died a few months shortly after we brought her home.
And Rexy was left alone for about a year and a half.
We both thought he turned gay because he only like guys (ie jer's bf and kiong)
Like he turned eunuch already

So on one fine day, a few few days after our final final FINAL papers of our final year,
we decided to buy a baby for rexy to cure his boredom.
And so we bought DONUT from the pet shop at jurong point,
together with a new and BIGGER cage.

The second part of the story is correct though.
about how we thought both was male
and then one fine day I realised her tummy was big and
POP! POP! POP!
the babies came out and I became the "granny"


Haha. so yep. Two will be going to vic's cosy home.
LOVELY owners leh! unlike irresponsible me.
and one to jer's friend.

and i might need to seperate donut and rexy in case they decide to pop something out again. hai.. cannot live together. =X

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and horror of horror.
My choya is almost finished! I really dunno who, or how. But... I guess it's a good thing. I can eat the plums already. haha. And the taste is actually much heavier at towards the end.. more sour.. NICE! :):)



BBQ on National Day! wooopie. I like BBQs! All the nice food and fun. But preparations are very sucky. And all the homosapiens are terrifying. :(


Oh and I'll need to train for my marathon ah... die die..


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Was so excited for nini on her first day of school. I can't rmb what the feeling was like. Cos I'm already blocked out to any love for studying. Or school. But I like the fact I'll get to see her on and off haha~

And the sound of Biostatistics and metabolic chemistry scares the hell outta me. WAHHH~~!!!!!

grandmama...

Let's start with Monday..
21st July 2008

While, it's another 21st. The day that marks our two-and-a-half years together. We kinda forgot the whole thing until past midnight and then it just occurred to me that OH MY it's the twenty first of the month already! This is like.. the number thirty times. And then it'll come to a time where we'll forget bout the whole thing altogether haha. Two years seems..long. sometimes. But it's so short a time as compared to a lifetime (unless of course if I die tmr then things will be different).

And introducing my new toy from kiong.....! (the day before)

Left is the old one that I got a few few fewwww months back. Right is the new 5x5 cube. of which you can see my hardest attempt to do up the first 3 rows. Which I stopped there and eventually went to check up the Internet to complete it .

You know I must really thank PeiQi for teaching me how to complete the 3x3 second row and thereafter inspiring me the interest in Rubik's. Truth is, I forgot the whole last row thing when I went home that day so I went up to Internet to search for the algorithms to the last row. And just kept playing with it even though I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR EXAMS. you know.. some... erhm... play time in between my studies haha.

Things went faster and faster. Me teaching kiong to solve it... and we can just play it for the whole day during those days. the whole day! and then both of us trying to complete it within 5 minutes.. 3 minutes.. 2.5mins.. and now his record is like 49 seconds! wa lao. my record is still about 2 mins, and even that was because of sheer luck since I didn't really have to do up the last row.

And so he decided to buy me the 5x5 cube to keep me occupied while I get pissed at him for doing the 3x3 so fast all the time so much so that i don't want to play anymore.

OK, that's only what I think in my opinion. HAHA. maybe... he just wants to buy the 5x5 for fun. And anyway! The 5x5 is really so difficult to solve if you dunno how to do it the proper way. Like which one to fix up first, which side. There's only like 2 new formulae one of which is pretty similar to the old one anyway. AH! nvm.. I re-read my whole 5 paragraphs and I sound so insane. And the whole point is... 5x5 is so fun! hehehe.

so next-

And in addition to it being our second-and-half anniversary, anothing (another thing) for celebration is the birth of our babies' babies (ie me is grandmama liao lor). I know I know, I mentioned that ETA was next month! exactly 4 weeks difference. I'm such a bad guesser. But I was correct bout it being a triplets. So, maybe not that bad afterall la.


So I was working on Monday, and then during my break I saw a missed call and then an sms that Jer left, telling me bout how she saw three "things" running around the cage when she got home from work. SO EXCITED I called her immediately which I never did so enthusiastically before. Then I called kiong, and we were all so excited to go back and see them. Like machiam our real babies lor! Everyone was so excited including mama and papa!


I was actually quite depressed during the second call to jer because she told me that the babies are not very cute and that Donut-Rexy are the cutest piggies ever.


And then I went home and I wondered "wwhhaaat happppeeennnedd?!?!!!"



If you still don't get what I mean after the picture, I SHALL explain. Mama pig (DONUT) is white. PAPA pig (REXY) is also white. Baby piggies are not white leh.

MAMA and PAPA piggy both have black patch at right ear. Baby piggies all have black patch at left ear!

Like, why huh?! Have been trying to figure out with Alvin and nic today until I reach my work place also dunno why. All the dominant/co-dominant/recessive/etc. whatever.. why??

I still think they're cute tho. I wanted to buy a black guinea pig (instead of Donut) initially, but Donut was so irresistible. Now the young ones are black (partially) it's quite... cute. that i got half of what i wanted initially. haha. I hope they have long fluffy furs like Mama Donut!


And introducing them (Got names already hor!)
(left to right): Mama Donut, baby Zigzag, baby KLK (pronounced as "CLICK" very fast) and baby Skippy!
KLK becausee..... make a guess! haha. (think black)



mama donut..




papa rexy..




Two days before delivery, we cleaned up her cage (fortunately). And I got to snap this fantastic picture. AWwwwwwww!


Many things happened on the 21st actually. I got my first AFB positive smear (Finally. like after sooo many smears I've done. not that it's a good thing actually), did my first slide mount, first time my samples hit over 200, got a popiah treat from chewbee(I wanted to write CB which I realised was so wrong haha! oppps.), got an Oreo ice blended treat (because she don't want me to pay her back leh) from another colleague.


I don't know, I just feel so happy that day after the news and everything at work became.. happy. DESPITE MY PMS LEH!

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22nd July Tuesday

My day OFF. so shiok la! OT OT OT... finally got off. for a day. Wanted to go for walks and play with the babies but me and kiong just stayed in, watched our tv shows and movies (great shows all of a sudden), have our MacDonald's, Rubik's cubes.. haha. I think I just miss a day of slacking around. Don't have to think about all the other troublesome stuffs..just a day to rest.


23rd July Wednesday

Was out with Alvin and nic for breakfast at noon. irony. everyone was going for their lunch break. talked, laughed, joked around. precious 3hrs. To think my nini will be so near me in two weeks time hehe. =D


I got my confirmation letter from the company. Kinda inefficient because it's already 12 days past my 3mth probation. But still, I'm waiting for my hsbc card, waiting for my horrendous lab coats, and waiting for my beautiful paid leaves.


And...I've decided to run the 5km marathon. and then maybe the 10k for the stanchart one after tt. I think i got inspired after Jer ran the marathon last Sunday. But then again.. maybe not her.

Bless me. I hate running, why I agreed to it was because I was half asleep at that time. And I hate to break stuffs. future in-law leh. and i like her somemore.


But... I haven't been exercising, haven't been going for my swims, haven't been going for my aerobics and yoga sessions. my back is starting to ache like a typical working adult. muscles are getting stiff. arms are listless day by day. I sound like I'm dying!!!


So... I NEED A RUN.

Donut was this small??!!!

And i finally changed the photo on top. like after all these months i swallowed up looking at all the duplicated layouts.

And yea!!! I thought this song match the change right now. Pictures of you... PICTURES OF ME~~~

To live for happiness

Is your life determined by fate? or by yourself?

Fate has got so much to do in your life. Like they always say, fate decides who you meet in life, but only you yourself decide who remains. Is it true? Isn't it also fate that will decide who will remain true by your side as well?


To describe what kind of life I want in general, I would say.. a happy one. While, who doesn't? But you know the thing about life, it's UNPREDICTABLE. You'll be surprised to hear that there are people who are leading a life of wealth, a life of power and control, a life of luxury, a carefree life...and some people just wants to live to live, to just keep going on and not even knowing that they're going no where. To keep earning and saving money to be buried into their graves?!


Of course happiness is so...subjective. And people who live for money would of course be happy living for money. But to live for money...to live in this world because you want to make, not just enough, but to keep making (earn, steal, rob, cheat, crimp and save)money until the day you die, you feel that you've lead a good life because you've made enough money(...to bury in your graves..)


But because different people have different perspective of happiness, it kind of saddens me. Why is people always seeking for happiness in circles and circles throughout their lives, never contented with what they have, never cherishing whatever they have. It's something that we always have but we always thought we'll never find our happiness. Why??

Why is life so full of contradictions. So full of uncertainties. So full of queries and guesses. So full of blames. so full of misunderstandings. so full of miscommunication. So full of squabbles. So full of so many bad things and so little of the good things. And there I go, being sooo super unhappy with the world.


Why can't everyone just live happily together? Why can't people with different goals in life live together? Different roads? Accommodate. 迁就. But how far can we give in to a person?


And in case you're wondering my definition of happiness, what I mean by a happy life... I guess I need my other half by my side, a hearty family, dependable friends, a roof over all our heads, a nice meal on a round table with everyone, nice TV shows to watch together, nice places to hang out together..nice food to eat over our conversations.. honest feelings, honest thoughts. that's about everything. so much! but, it's quite a simple dream I think.


Maybe I watch too much TV or what, but it's true what they say sometimes.. It's easier to handle a ghost than to handle a person. Not just 女人，but 人的心 海底针。。。


I'm being an emo kia once again.


So let me just announce a damn happy news I have in my life. My donut.... is pregnant! :) :) :) Actually it's not really confirmed but her butt (confirm it's a HER and not a HE if can be pregnant right) is kinda pumped up and the fat bum just gives me (and kiong) a feeling that she's pregnant. And you know what, I just thought of this. I'm going to bring a few pregnancy test strips from my lab and see if it works on animals. DON'T TELL ANYBODY (ELSE) about it! hehehe.


Yea, Jermaine and I are pretty excited about it. Thinking of bringing her to a vet for a check up. But that's being so unfair to rexy because he has been with us for more than 2 years already and hmmmm, I've never even thought of bringing him to a vet. Even after all the psychological trauma he must have had in his 2 years with us (muahahahha. it's like living with the two evil sisters. But I'm sure we did our best tho).


So anyway... I just wonder what the babies will look like. Long hair from donut or shorter hair from rexy.. But we're quite curious to find out if the babies will have the black patch on their right eye hahaha. Since both of them have it at the same place ma.. maybe offspring also like that.


It's such a happy thing knowing of the arrival of a new born (yah, animals and pets also). ETD (expected time of delivery hahahaha) would be 2nd week Aug, my guess. Kiong's guess is 2 babies, mine is 3!


I'm sure they'll all be so cute man. Can't... wait! :)


and it's so kind of Jermaine to buy choya back for me at the airport. I only told her once to buy for me if she has free 'slots' at duty free shop. It's a different kind, traditional honey one. Actually I've only tasted Choya once and it was so nice! Even tho it was just once but other than baileys and kahlua (all creamy kinds I'll like it I think), I like Choya the most I think. And it's not even very alcoholic so.. I like! :) :) Don't you find people who reeks of alcohol irritating and disgusting?!

packing up

Some photos which I took but really don't know where to post up as.. they are quite totally random and I just forgot bout them.. So I was packing up my photos cause my old phone (550i) got really cranky a few months ago and mum just gave me her new phone to use (sweet), and I was just transferring stuffs all over to the phone.


And yea. Time to upload the photos before I delete them away I guess.


So yea.. the new phone! slim and so stylo mylo..(exactly the same size as you see in the photo) SO metallic looking but it's all plastic! The numbers are super ultra hard to type as compared to my 550i.. and my thumbs were so sore after a few days using the phone :(

I am getting so used to this phone already, and then it was on the news that my area are having "unknown" problems with the network services after evening and many many many people were not able to make/receive calls. So.. maybe it wasn't my phone problem in the first place. haha.
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The other time when I learnt knitting :) I actually knit up a handphone pouch for kiong, but i forgot to knit the top to cover up. So the phone would just slip out, which defeats the purpose of a pouch then. :( so i threw the pouch away.
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The phone taken by the phone.
It's 2mp phone but photos are lousy as shit.
Sigh.
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We went to turn this pau-looking thing at Gek Poh. haha. love it cause it's damn funny looking. LOL. $1 leh...
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They say woman in mask is scarier than ghosts...
Quite true I guess, =P
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OH man, this is like taken before xmas'07 using my 550i phone. Jurong Point btw.. pretty huh? But 2006 decor was purple theme which was really really angelic I think... :)
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My KIONG-drawer, filled with all the impt stuffs.
Peacock feathers from kiong (Four of them!!)
my diaries from since young..
my seashells.
all the gifts..
I seldom open this drawer, haha.. cause' I don't need anything inside? and it's always so full I hate to open the drawer and everything falls over and I have to pack and pack. =X
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The other day I was walking home and I saw this pillar.
4E1..
four years.. it has been that long huh?
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Kiong's birthday presents! :)
there was actually this small mango cake.
And it was gone so fast I didn't even have the time to light the candle for him. :( Should put the candles up first before showing to him next time haha..
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Oh, and this.. It's all over Singapore! I thought it should be "stripes" instead of "strips". But I think since it's on the roads of Singapore, on GOVERNMENT roads, should be correct lah. =/

But I mean... strip.... ahaha.....
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yes. a few days before my FYP presentation (after sy's wedding) I got a really swollen swollen right eye. it subsided after one day, but then after that I got the allergy thing and bottom half of my face was swollen and itching all over.

YEA! and I went for my fyp presentation looking like an ugly piece of shit. :( (i dunno why I keep saying shit here and there either.)
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breakfast during ITP at NIE canteen.
My favourite Milo and chee chong fun breakfast.
don't think i would ever want to work there. =X
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The lizard we got from our hybridoma lab a few months back..
I felt so sorry for this lizard cause one of its leg was crushed and it couldn't move at all. And then this classmate of mine was like spinning this tube across the long table!

Hmm..... Until I found out from watching Heroes that Lizards can regenerate any part of its body (ie including the leg), and I was like very good already la. must have regenerated so many times.. die now also nvm.

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from my bus stop..
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my Christmas present from kiong. =)
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Finally! my pets section haha.

Kiong actually bought a new cage for Rexy =) a much much bigger one, and he also bought a mini-rexy for him as company!

So, this is Rexy in his new cage. We actually had to saw this thick plank of wood to put inside the cage so that he can jump around and sit on it. He loves high grounds.. like lion king. -.-"


And this is mini-rexy/small-rexy.
We decided to call her Donut.
I wanted to call her mean stuffs like Fungus and Staphylococcus. But I saw donuts on the newspaper that i was using to wrap the wooden plank. Haha. Turns out to be a pretty good name since donuts remind me of small round cute stuffs.



Donut in the cage! Donut and Rexy can actually get along pretty well! Maybe because she look 90% like Rexy when he was young, with dark patch at the right ear. but Donut is actually dark brown and white, whereas Rexy is black and white. But you can't tell the difference even if its just a short distance away :)


And the size difference between an adult guinea pig and one that is just ~2 weeks old.
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Yea. That's about it.
January is actually half gone soon you know.. cause my exams are just round the corner already, new year is coming. But actually one of the reason why I'm so looking forward to January is because I miss my Prison Break and Heroes! I hope they start showing soooooN!!!

Hehe.




Today wasn't a good day at all actually. It was horribly terrible. We've been through so much to be quarreling over stuffs like this. and yea i know.. men just don't get it. How I wish they do.

Weighing me down

There's nothing much to talk about lately isn't it?

Christmas is over.
December is ending.
Everyone is waiting for the year to end,
and then 2008 arrives..
and holidays would be over.


but there's still kiong's birthday..
and then meeting up with nic before the school starts again.
I like our tradition..
There are so much more to life in school than just RESULTS ey?
;)


But other than those, DULL.
:(


I still haven't really start on revisions or the reports.
First week was spent out with besties... and just replenishing my sleep.
And second week, still replenishing sleep and maybe storing some for future use la.. The body works in mysterious ways.. HAHA. (bullshit.)


Oh, and I started playing SIMS 2. Pretty outdated already, but SIMS is just quite addictive in its own ways. I haven't really started playing cause I am still building my house haha. Bungalow to be exact. WAHAHA.. if you can't get it in real life, get it virtually. My big swimming pool, exercise room, fire place (really cosy!), plasma built in TV, game room (with bowling alley!), back yard, swing, BBQ area, big kitchen, fantasy bathrooms, outdoor Jacuzzi.. WOOOO!


I mean, its not real but it gets really fun building those stuffs.
haha. Will snap some pictures when I'm done. Come on... there's a kid in everyone! :D

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Alot of my guppies died suddenly. And I didn't really bothered to find the reasons to their death. So I just file it under natural death la, since I don't know why they died.

And.. I bought two new fishes!


Meet mai da..
买大 >>



and mai xiao
买小 >>



and the both of them..




Pardon the names.
A bit impromptu.

买大 is the big one and 买小 is the smaller one la. 买大 is eating so so sooo much, look at his stomach, it is round! I think he'll over eat and die la.. but, hope not.


PUFFERS ARE SOOOOO CUTE!!!!
i like them. :D


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Very randome but...

It just occurred to me how many people are bothered by weight issues recently. Dieting.. not eating.. all the protein, carbo, fruits and veggie talk. I never said much bout this before but I really really cannot understand my weight at all too!

you know i graduated primary school with UNDERWEIGHT in my report book? and I was just 33kg in Sec 1. And that STOOOOOOOOOOOOPID school made me gain 12 kg in that 4 years! Still acceptable but, 45kg.


And I am so stuck-ed.


Chinese new year came and relatives will always ALWAYS ALWAYS say that I became fat already... mum will say that I look like her (as fat as her) and laughing bout it.. Lynette will say I am fat, my face is round...

And when people start asking I'll just have to say I am 45 lah.


I started eating lesser and lesser, not deliberately I think. but just that depression cause you to eat less I think!


So one fine day Nicole suddenly exclaimed at how thin I became. Like bones and everything, but I don't think it's so exaggerated. however I know I became thinner. And I just told her I am still 45kg... Which was the truth :(


I really really really don't know why but after soooo long I only manage to shed 1 or 2 kilos at most. Ok la, sometimes in the morning it is 42kg with empty stomach. but I am still around 44kg, or 45kg.


I mean, Nicole and Lynette are like wayy way taller than me and they weigh about there too, which they should. and jermaine who is about my height too, weighs like 37kg?! And now people start telling me err... quite heavy right? I am XX kg , like a bit more than you only leh.. nonsense. And mum will now start nagging at how thin I am. how ugly I look cause I am too thin for the clothes (total nonsense. I can still wear my ugly clothes.) But I AM STILL 45KG what.


I want to look like I am 35kg, AND BE 35KG.


And then I think it's my bones that is giving me the problems. And the genes come from my mama la... haha


The other day I was with her and there was this small booth for calcium pills for women. So I was afraid that my mum will have weak bones and rheumatism cause she don't take milk and cheese and basically calcium products except coffee.


And so I persuaded her to take the test, partly because it is free also la =P (LOL).


And to my utmost horror. her calcium level is above normal.

I'm not angry or what but i was just amazed at my mum.
and yea.. she didn't need those calcium pills haha.


So I told her that maybe she is taking too little calcium and that all the calcium she every consumed is retained in her bones that's why her calcium level was high. A little gibberish but with some sense in it haha.


And then a few days later she came back to me and told me that she saw another booth selling calcium pills at Boon lay centre (or i dunno where) that gave her the same results. ANd she further added that she actually took the test before which also showed similar results!


And so I have decided to stop taking calcium products.
Not very sure, but highly because of that.
It was the bones all along.

:(

Wa lao.. I am quite a fan for milk products and now I am so scared that I have Calcification. And all along people, mum... dad.. nutritionists.. kept telling us to drink more milk drink more milk....



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Oh, and I missed the student feedback thing. DAMMIT MAN. I really want to grade down some lecturers, and i missed the chance! :( should have done it on the first day, should have.

OH oh, and the exam timetable is out. Hehe. two papers this semester (WOOOPIE!), last one on the 29th Jan! X))




okay, enough.
Hope you guys enjoyed the holidays!
The next december is still quite a long... long... way.. :(


I am pretty afraid lately..
I don't know what will the new year be like.

My Top 3 favourite dogs

It's really great to have pets around, they can really liven up your life (or make a complete mess as well), so nice to just have them around. :)

Having dogs in the future is really no surprise. The intention is there, but we have been discussing what kind of dogs to have next time,

he really likes big dogs. Hard to maintain leh, HDB also cannot keep Husky. Tsk, wasted. So the plan is that we'll probably have a husky if we live in private housing estate.

But being the always-so-practical and xian shi (realistic) kind of person, I prefer dogs that SURE CAN KEEP, ie small and pretty dogs.


It's just my preferance, I think they are really awesome. :)


Japanese Spitz

Big and fluffy!
A little like pomeranian, but more to the wolfish side yea?
Saw one at the pet shop at Jurong Point and she was so pretty!!!
Really look like one passionate dog isn't it? :)




Cavalier King Charles Spaniel


My top favourite.
Really expensive.
But look at how cute it is man, can melt your heart. hehe.
Big fat ears some more, so cuddly!
Just feel like ruffling his head brush his hair. lol.
Some how this breed always make me think it is male.
King.. Charles... Male. Right? Haha




and my all time favourite:
Shih Tzu


Don't need much explaination, I assume Shih Tzu is well known :)
Loved this dog since I was really really young, in primary school?
My uncle's neighbour had this dog and she was always so pretty.
A little irritating too I think, but can tame since young.




Yorkshire Terrier
I know I know, top 3 right?
Don't mind me including one more in, I just remembered.
Look at it and you'll know why I insist on putting him in.


ke ai ba!
(My computer is still spoilt, and Thomas' comp can't input chinese character. If not, I don't know how to . I don't even know how to on his speaker. His one.. a little cheem. So no music either. Hai...)

Alright, that's all.
Next time when I have a dog, it will be so lovely :)


Rexy's appetite is increasing. A little worried that he might be lonely, so I have intentions of buying a him a new company.


But Jermaine's boyfriend ah (apparantly he can speak to Rexy, and I can't) and Rexy told him that he doesn't want company and that he will fight with the new guinea pig.


I think so too actually. Buying a new cavy makes rexy look so old. Being the obnoxious owner like me, he probably got influenced by me and cannot stand it when he has to share his property, that he has owned for so long, with others.