sigh.

damn sian ah.

first week, ulcer.
second week, sore throat.
third week, flu..

damn sian.
how to enjoy u tell me?

***

went back to familiar old place.
met familiar old faces (no pun intended).
walked the familiar old road.
took the familiar old bus.
chat with familiar peeps.
chat about familiar old peeps.
laugh with the familiar old peeps. 

has it really been one year already,
where things did not took for the worse turn,
where things were still, fun?

haha. it's still fun, with the correct peeps, apparantly :)
maybe one day i will return,
when i've mustered up enough courage,
ignore everything that they have done,
再次回到鬼屋, 参观参观一下...

maybe one day i can. maybe one day i would want.

the babies are out!

YEEPPPP!!
three small teeny weeny babies!

But then... =( not very happy to see Donut all saggy and bald though =(( Very poor thing.. T.T I'm never ever ever gonna mate her again, so very heartpain to see her in this state :( my poor Donut~~ :(

very small and tiny!!  can't wait to see what they'll all grow up to be.. :)


Alright, gotta head for bed now.. work at 7.45AM tomorrow~! having slight fever.. =( yet another infection... :( I've just disfigured my face, boo hooo....


kambate!!!

So sick

I'm so weak. Getting sick so easily. And I just can't get better. :( since Monday? and i almost died at the clinic today.

i registered at 1150am with my high fever and there's only 4 person in front of my queue number. okay right? but i dunno what's wrong with this doctor/clinic, i waited outside for a whole one hour! By the time it was my turn I was shivering like mad and is feeling so sore from the fever and all the waiting.

And he said.."drink more water".

yea, i could have died at that instant. how ridiculous can tt be? 4 patients for 1 hour. and my consultation is only less than 5 mins. ahhhh~~~ I'm a very suay person.. :(

That aside, my brother did something so cute, i can't believe it. Sometimes, i don't know why my family has this heck care attitude and don't give much thought for everything. I haven't given much thought about it until lately, and.. everything will be so different with him not around. He's someone i can always look up to if i want, haha. But then, nothing stays forever. So maybe changes are for the better. :)

Oh, one thing learnt from the F1 race? Nothing is for sure until the end, anything can happen. :)

hehe.

i hope my head would stop throbbing.

Photos from ms yee's wedding

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大家，我又生病了....
好惨哦
:(

刚刚看了红星大奖
都不好看的

没有漂亮的晚装
没有漂亮的头发
也再也没有喜爱的演员了

因为只有小朋友才会喜欢看本地节目了吧

我也再也没有像小时候“我喜欢看电视”的那种感觉了


不是吗？



长大了...
好怀念...

going up the surface to catch my breath

I'm having a bad sore throat! :( It's damn sickening. I can't believe I had 6 strepsil lozenges in just that one hour or so.. ewwwwwyy. I feel like throwing up my throat. It's not even phlegm or what, just pain, burning, and totally ear-blocking.

I feel awful.
:(

And I haven't been updating cause this week was horrendously busy with those nonsensical stuffs.

Ah. and I think I screwed up big time for my Molecular modelling quiz, which is suppose to be a damn easy quiz if not for that really careless and stupid MISTAKE I made which might have cost me 15 marks at least I think. =(


E-Learning is here.
i'm going to rest my throat for the rest of the day.
More internet haha!

One week of extermely busy break ahead, Boohoo.. come to think of it, today was really a very efficient day. Reached school at 8am, discussed and planned on our idiotic role-play, and then after that was the roleplay itself (I really hate that teacher too! she is very very very very naggy and really an old maid I tell ya')

And then, we finished washing the 16tanks within the break, had 1hr of lesson, went to grind up my fish (with motar and pestle not with grinder leh! omg right), and then after that we stayed back and finished doing the powerpoint slides for our presentation (for that old main again! she is really oblivious to our rants one. tsk tsk!)


Reached home, dead and tired :(

Everyone's so stressed up lately. And the things that happened today made me really think that things don't need to nice and lovely. cos' in an instant everything changed, just like that. Which makes me feel, nothing lasts forever.. I mean, how such a word exist. Forever? It is like Santa Clause, like a smart blonde, like a perfect man, like tooth fairy, like cinderella! They freaking don't exist and it's just for children, the innocent and everything-also-dunno people isn't it?


BleaAh.


I need some fresh air.
Agitated.
:(



I don't even know if it's dawn or dusk anymore.

Day 6 of being sick

I finally decided to see a doctor on Monday cause it has been bothering me for so long and I'm still not well. I actually wasted my weekends (not studying, not doing anything) and slept through it, and I am still sick.


It was really a terrible sleep I had on Sunday night. Woke up every two hours to cough and breathe. And finally Monday morning came and I went to see the doctor immediately.


Not much of a surprise, doctor says my asthma is back and I have difficulty breathing. I can actually hear my alveolar (or rather my whole lungs) wheezing and hee-ing when I breathe, so I know my lungs got problem already lor.


I told her I had sore throat and cough, and she asked if I had asthma. So I told her I had asthma when I was a child, very young. She said she will have to give me nebuliser so I could breathe easier and cure my "lung-problem".


Damn is this nostalgic. I had this flashback thing going through my mind once again, I could see myself. I was sitting on a clinic chair, or rather a kid's chair, with a mask across my face. I thought it was an oxygen mask then. I could smell the medication and the air rushing through my nose. My maid sitting beside me, and the door was not closed and stangers from outside tried to peek in and look at me, the little freak.


I hated that thing ever since.


But it made better. I never thought I would use that thing again. Now I know that thing is called a nebuliser and not an oxgen mask, ha!


So just to give you a picture on what is it about, tada :

So once again, after ten long years, I used the nebuliser again. Same smell, I think it's the same medication.

Anyway, it is actually a medication in the form of vapour. There is actually a little tube of chemical which vapourises and I had to breathe in as per normal. It is used to open up my alveoli and make it less tight.


So I was sitting down there, almost like this kid, doing the same action, hand holding the mask close to my face, and breathe...... for like 15 minutes?


I felt better, immediately. But I'm back to when I was a kid again. No cold drinks, no ice creams. And no bubble tea!! :(


I rested on Monday as well, and started studying for ACC only yesterday, of which the exam is today lah... =/


I would say, it's not that I don't know how to do, but sometimes I feel that teachers should put themselves in our shoes and understand that we, teachers and students, have this thing called the language barrier and I really can not understand what they are asking or where the question came from.


So hopefully I answered what they wanted, more or less. I was too tired to even write. Bleahs..


Talking about teachers, I am really getting sick of my FYP lecturer who does nothing but keep hinting that we're lazy and we're not doing our stuffs when he IS the one who didn't tell us what to do.


I asked when we need to feed the fish?
He say must quarantine for 1 week.
Ok, so don't need to feed.

One week later, another batch of fishes came.
so he say must quarantine for 2 weeks.
OK lor, don't need to feed again lor.


Ask him again, WHEN WE START feeding the fishes?!
He say he'll tell us.


I ask the other group whether the teacher told them when we can start feeding the fishes, they say "Don't know leh.. He say he'll call and tell us again".


And then now, the other group called us and say the teacher want us to call him. (like wtf he don't know our number cannot call us meh? why must call other group to tell us.)


And then he started saying things like, "where are you?! why you not here, why you haven't feed your fishes? the other group knows! how come you're not here?! the fishes are here, what are you waiting for, blahhhhhhhh blahhhhhhhhh blahhhhhhhhhhh. "


I shut my ears.


Seriously, ENOUGH .
You're just biased and you just ignored this fact that you actually told the other group and not us.

FULLSTOP.

Booo hooo...

I slept at 6am. Couldn't sleep cause everytime I lie on my bed, mucous starts accumulating and I kept coughing. So I had to keep straight.

I am coughing so much that my abdomen is aching, really aching. Of course, 3 days of coughing and this is what you'll get.

Now I cannot cough, cause' my abdominal muscles are cramped. And it is really painful when I cough.


You know such simple things. I cannot cough when I want to. Really irritating. :(

It's still unopened. I wish I can take some.
=/

hot hot hot

I know that's alot of photos for a movie.
But this movie is really nice! :)
I thought he was schizo and the girl didn't exist at all.
But the ending turned out to be such a fairytale :)

Best of all, he enjoyed the show too.


Lately, I am having trouble talking to him.
Everytime he tells me something, I would go 是哦?!! in a really astonished way. And then he would reply 是 lei..

Kind of funny, and cute.
haha.


Having fever. Think I got infection from my sore throat. Had been sleeping the whole day. Didn't study at all. But I'm still having fever, think I should go back and sleep. I still have my M&Ms chocolates in my bag........ =(

When i woke up..

hot hot hot.

1023am,

didn't go for work today.
cuz i'm sick sick sick.


having fever,
T.T


cry~
cuz it's such a terrible feeling being sick.
pheahz~


my bones and muscles are all feeling so sore.
and the only reason that could bring a sick person to the computer desk is GEMS.



Me intends to take The World is at my Finger Tips together with kiong kiong.
his appoinment is at 9am, so he already got it.
so hope i get it too.

haha. in short, the module is called WFT.

wooo..



updates-

yes i got the GEM i wanted, :)
and i went to see the doctor and he gave me 2 days of MC.

i never had so much days of MC before =X


and last of all...
THANKS BABY FOR TAKING MC WITH ME and taking care of me!

i love you
*blushes*
:)

i am so unhappy now

cuz i am sick.
why sick.
why today?
:(

slept so early yesterday and didn't get to countdown for our anniversary together.
and he just countdown for me, leaving all the smses till i wake up and see.

and i am so sad when i woke up at 4AM just now and saw all the messages

sad because i couldn't sleep cuz i was coughing and sneezing and wheezing and before I know it, it was 5.30am already and i haven't slept a wink since then. :(



i feel like sleeping in today,
but no!!
i must recover within 5hrs.
i love my dear dear alot.

hehe.
=D


Happy anniversary baby!
(:



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Oh and i just found this picture.
haha.

that's exactly what i said to kiongkiong when he got sick the other time. =X
OPPPS.

love ya baby.
(:

p/s: happy birthday shermin!! (:

i think i am having flu

don't say i'm stupid cos i went to swim knowin that flu is impending
and i got flu

usual symptoms:
eyes cannot open,
super tired,
keep exhaling.
and i keep having a feeling that my nose is BIG.
hahas

first time going to the new Jurongwest sports complex
swam with liting,
PLAY,
with the small kids,
water.

i'm healthY!
so hope i'm rid of flu by tmr.
but if i'm healthy, i won't even have flu right.
=/

anyway
small sickness is good,
can rest?

hope everything is fine.
hope everything will be fine.. =/

I still cannot believe that 2006 is ending.
i'm kinda stucked at WOW IT'S 2006 already!

just when i started getting used to 2006,
2007 is coming!

so is christmas ^.^
so is his birthday ^.^
so is our anniversary.
hahas.. =]

and so is Valentine's..
oh no? =S