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Busy busy busy as a bee~

Work was so tiring. But yeah, it's work. Work is not supposed to be a very fun thing. Time really just went by so fast. Been working for 7 months already! Still felt so new over there..

Bro's big day coming up in just 6 days! But just felt that everything is still so messed up over in my room. And.. I know I won't be the at my best mood that day. (yeah.. i'm not the main focus that day anyway.. i know.)

i'm feeling so pms-ed =/


Sis would be going over to europe for 2 weeks and i'll have the room all for myself! heh heh. Not a bad thing, but not a very good thing either.. =/


soon my cousins's baby would be arriving.


soon it'll be christmas.


soon i'll be 2009.


soon we'll be celebrating our anniversary..

soon..
all so soon.


sometimes i wish for time to slow down. let me catch all the precious moments in life.

sometimes, i just can't wait to see what the future brings for us..


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Went to alter our dresses today.. and headed to meet friends at top one to satisfy our singing addiction. And surprise surprise! no bubble teas today at all. wwahaha.


I hope she can fulfil her amibition, do what she always wanted to do.
and we'll be your supporters!
yao jia you oh! :):)

siyan's wedding

Yesterday was a damn shiok day!
But just few hours after i woke up today, I know the shiok-ness definitely did not continue today :(


Was my cousin's wedding yesterday, woke up early to doll up first before heading for my aunt's house to wait for the bride. I wore the red dress, maybe toooo red haha. Not bad what, can wear for next year's chinese new year too, must plan ahead! =))


The whole event only ended at 4pm exactly including the photo taking sessions. So we got home at about 5pm, all feeling tired and drunk (DAD). Maybe not drunk but "heavily intoxicated" as Thomas would say. Tsk tsk.. Long time since he had so much fun, so we just let him be. But 10 glasses of red wine...

Maybe one day I should head for some alcohol too and see if I have inherited his "drinking" genes! =)) It will be so cool if I can drink 10 glasses of red wine at the age of 20 next year wahahhaa.. So if anyone tries to make me drunk on my 21st birthday I would be all prepared!


At aunt's house with nothing to do cause the bride went home to change already and we're all waiting for the bus to drive us to the hotel.


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Group photo at aunt's house. Mum & dad went home to change shoes, so Jermaine Ellis and I are "representatives". hahaha.

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Bride and groom serving tea to Ah ma. that auntie is my mum, so filial one..she went to spray her hair PURPLE you know!! so hip lor. Cannot believe that's my mum when I saw her ystd.

And the man wearing the polo-tee at the back is thee photographer. Think he was quite angry with me cause I just stood down there to take this photo ignoring his presence on many occasions.

Anyway, pretty dress ey? =))

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Rocher's again! Told you their house got tonne of chocolates~

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The wedding cupcakes. =) Really pretty and cute. Pink one is chocolate flavoured while the red one is vanila flavoured. But mum says it is not a good wedding door gift cause it is hard-to-eat. I think she's just pissed cause her lipstick was gone after eating this. Just apply again lor.. =/


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While waiting for lynette and thomas to arrive. My dad is so stern, but he is not lah. he is quite a funny dad actually. He says alot of little funny funny things that makes you go "huh?!! like that also can?"
=)

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Can spot the odd one out right? haha.
Me, Jermaine, Lyn's boyfriend (the recessive genes), Lynette.

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Family portrait.

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We're never 偷拍 "tou pai" a stranger hor. This pretty lady in white dress is my cousin! =) I almost almost wore a tube dress too you know, =P

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Have a happy and blissful marriage siyan jie jie! :)




Yea. so I reached home at about 5pm, bathed and I went to bed straight without waiting for my hair to dry. And I slept all the way until this morning!! Shiok man! it is like 14 hours of sleep? Cause I woke up at 7 or 8am, can't rmb. Just very happy knowing I slept so much =P


But it wasn't very shiok after that la. So many things undone because I spent the remaining evening sleeping and morning blogging here. An I woke up this morning with a BIG SWOLLEN right eye X.X

FYP presentation on Wednesday! Can't wait for it to be over. :(



Good luck to my dear! Having his driving test today hehe.. Good luck good luck! I love you :)

RUSH HOURSsss

REALLY! I was really rushing from place to place today. My legs are actually quite tired and numb now :(

But I finally got my dress today! Will see if I can find any proper shoes for that day, if not it would be disastrous having to walk around top bottom every where not properly coordinated and then people will start yaking at how badly I dress.

Have not properly done up my FYP presentation speech, just practiced without timing myself. Doubt I can fit within that 4 mins, like wth 4 mins?! Walking from CLS to Dover also takes more than 4 mins you know. =/ So if I start from dover station, by the time I reach my block I should have finished my speech long ago! Wonder how they managed today, scary.


Oh, I really wish leekhim all the best in her recovery! Will visit her again someday :) Hope she's feeling better today, can go to a new environment tmr already yea?


Thomas is gg for the SCmarathon this sunday just before the wedding, hehe. COOL MAN! i cannot even run 2.4km. Haha. Running the SC marathon will be one of my long-term goals. ;) Wish him luck. HAHA. all the best la... 加油! ;)


tata.

BUZZ..

busy lah.

hate it when I have so much things to do, and then headache suddenly comes out of no where, making me feel so tired and sleepy. Nothing seems to be going well for everyone. Whole air around feels so suffocating and moody. Competitive smell, ahh....


Was in school early in the morning to continue the prac frm last thursday. Realised that one column of well was pretty much empty. Feels so screwed up when doing the prac, cause you might not get anything with nothing incubated. Of course, possibility that the solutions got dried up, but yeah... like a box of chocolates, you'll never know whatcha gonna get. sucks.


Was late for xu lesson.
one word : pissed.

hello? time table we arrange one is it? you think we like to be after 03 for ur lesson is it? you think we want you to repeat the whole lessson again for us it? you think we like it? is it is it is it!?
I mean, you have your own character problem, impatient, hot-tempered, don't make it sound like it's our job to accomodate you can? Not like it's our fault that you had to repeat the lesson again for us, so it doesn't help that you teach at a speed that no one can follow as though we have learnt it before but just because you taught the lesson to ANOTHER CLASS just before us. tmd, today damn pissed with him when i was constructing the molecules. amd then suddenly he just went off when nicole haven't even hand up the worksheet.

BRRoAAAH!!
our fault?!
tmd tmd tmd you..


and if you haven't learnt over the years, when a woman is angry and pissed, you should never ask for any favours or help ALRIGHT. maybe exceptions to of course people special to me la. But you should know man, linda is 六亲不认 when she's angry.


maybe i'm stressed up too.
hate it when i'm inefficient, can't work.
like i'm useless.


Hopefully a bath will work it's magic!

oh btw Enchanted is a pretty cute movie, =)
I know, busy and I still have time for movies right. But it has been ages since I stepped into a theatre leh. Always feel that pinch when I know I can watch it from *ahem*, some where else soon, hah.


tata.
takecare everyone.
;)

Diploma of Busy and Tired

My mid night oil.
a.k.a. coffee.


I didn't know I can see ghost until I saw the mirror.
zoombie - looking.



hah.. on the white board.
I was angry and sad that day, that's why.

life can be so unpredictable

Just got back from school..
Just weighed my fishes and made the feed for next week.


Feeling tired, down, pissed and sweating.


Was late for the first lesson which was supposed to be at 9AM and I thought it was 10AM instead. But the teacher was really nice, she gives a better first-impression compared to other lc lecturers. Me on the other hand, left her a bad impression of myself I guess.


Can you be mad at your friends?
Sometimes people get really angry, and I think to myself there are just reasons which you don't know and maybe people don't want to tell you.

There's a reason to every thing that has happened, obviously people don't like to do wrong things right? So I always thought there must always be a valid reason on the things he do (which he always do them wrongly of course).


But now I think, understanding may not be a good thing towards these kind of people. Give an inch and he'll take a foot (direct translation la.) I just hate it when people don't bother. Yes so what if people understand? You know it's wrong, you don't do it again. But because people understand, you think it's ok to do it again, wrongly.


You don't bother about school, you don't bother about your friends sacrificing things for you while you go play and get sick and don't do work. And when you're well you don't apologise and continue to play until you get SICK and still don't do work. You don't bother about other people's feelings, take it for granted the people that actually want you to do well.


It is disheartening to know this kind of people. And I am getting really sick of trying to tell everyone maybe he has his reasons. Put effort in the things you set out to do, honour your promises, take responsibility for your actions. Don't just whine like a baby and think everyone else IS YOUR MAID.


I think maybe it's the tapioca that's making me sick and groggy. I am feeling sick of the things I do for others. Sick of the people I see and sick of people treating me like dirt. The expectations and trust were there, and disappointment follows..



Sometimes I really don't know what I am doing, what I am supposed to do, what I should do, what I can do, what I want to do. So many thing which I want to say but didn't, and so many things which I didn't want to say but did.

Have you experienced these kind of feelings before? :(


First week of sch ends here.
And I'm already feeling sick.
Sick of the people that is.