P.

i am the greatest procrastinator of all.

i can't believe i procrastinate my marketing assignment from xiucheng's birthday, until my bday.

that's two weeks.
i'm quite screwed.
cos i just saw my exam timetable and it's only one month away.
and i've still got 2 major proposal untouched.

siao.


just two weeks ago i was planning on a getaway for monday. or sunday.
say.. i planned on going this far away. hypothetically.
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i've almost finished planning 80% of it. how to get there, how to get back.
i even checked all the timings of the trains and buses.


then just 2 days(or 3 days) ago, i figured i probably should go somewhere nearer instead.
faster, easier, safer..
so it became
<----------------->
this far.


and just 2 hours ago, i think i would probably just end up in the city or smth on monday.
how am i suppose to go so 'far away', and relax, knowing that i have this huge pile of assignments which i'm suppose to complete..?!

this far now
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:/

omfg.

full of hates and anger

I am starting to hate working up late at night. I hate Thursdays. Thursdays are usually spent rushing up reports and working up till 3am and waking up for an early class on friday. In fact, Sundays too. And it is especially maddening to do up the parts for other people. IRRITATING LA. I am tired, and what were you doing huh?!

i'm just generally angry about what's happening to things now, not just because of the reports la. Can't wait for holidays to come and enjoy a lil' bit before mugging out the 3 tests , one presentation and 4 reports due after it.

Maybe I can do it, yea? haha.

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My animal farm at home has had new members!

Recently brought back the guppies from my school and the females actually gave birth to a few already :) Saw the little one swimming near the "caves" but it was really hard to find them.

Anyway, guppies are live bearer fishes! I didn't know actually.. thought all fishes are egg-layer one haha. =X SO many are pregnant now, wahaha... big bellies.. hohoho..


And I just found out that I actually have 2 clown loach in my tank. GOODNESS! I don't know since when they've been here but they definitely scared the hell out of me when I took out all the caves to clean and they appeared. two big fishes hiding in the caves their entire life that all of us have forgotten their existance. Must ask Thomas bout it man. Scary . I thought there were lizards in my aquarium, which is so silly of me. UGH. can't stand my stupidity and bimboticness, an ugly one (HAHA), sometimes..


-.-

minutes to midnight (LOL)

Just came back from Noreen's house. Looking at the photos, so many times we've been there, one of it I can't even rmb I went! Anyway it was fun gathering at her house. Hee hee..

All along, before I met kiong, before I went to SP, I thought I was a punctual person you know? Kinda silly, but during primary secondary school days when I meet my friends out I would always be quite excited and is always at least 15mins early. LOL. at least.

All until kiong started telling me that I am always late, why does he always have to wait for me. Then I realised I actually cannot manage my time well lah. =( Haha. don't know why also.. he is always waiting for me. and i am always late. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY.


Oh and today liting was telling me bout the video from xx's blog.. And then I suddenly remembered this. It is way funnier I think! haha.. Woot I'm coming.. Mutton goes YAY...GIRLY MANN!!!!!



Oh and hello, this is not racist okay! At least somebody is trying hard to learn some Tamil here right. "woot i'm coming.. mutton go yay!"




Agh.. loads of work left to do within the next 12 hours. Study for my quiz, SIX CHAPTERS TO GO, do up drE's assignment, hybridoma assignment, and my beauty sleep! bleahh.. Can't wait to play this game. HEHE. I just got it. seems damn cute, and i love cute games. =D It's a PC game btw, I'm not really a PSP/DSlite person. =X



Going to play Sims 2 when semester ends. SO MANY THINGS AWAITING ME and I just can't wait! I really miss the sweet times where me and kiong can do soooo soo much things whenever we want, whatever we want. I miss staying over at the freezing airport when we can't go home, miss the walks home hand in hand, miss slurping of cold drinks at starbucks, miss listening to his ipod in the during the long journey to the airport. Haiii... I just miss them!




Okay,I better do my work already.
But before that, one more video!
You know in america they always have such drive-throughs where you order from the speaker and get the food infront? :) this is the one from macdonald's!
watch, really hilarious. =D

I need a double cheeseburger and hold the lettuce
Don't be frontin' son no seeds on a bun
We be up in this drive thru
Order for two
I gots a craving for a number nine like my shoe
We need some chicken up in here
In this dizzle
For rizzle my mizzle
Extra salt on the frizzle
Dr. Pepper my brother
Another for your mother
Double double super size
And don't forget the FRIES...

okie. night!

going up the surface to catch my breath

I'm having a bad sore throat! :( It's damn sickening. I can't believe I had 6 strepsil lozenges in just that one hour or so.. ewwwwwyy. I feel like throwing up my throat. It's not even phlegm or what, just pain, burning, and totally ear-blocking.

I feel awful.
:(

And I haven't been updating cause this week was horrendously busy with those nonsensical stuffs.

Ah. and I think I screwed up big time for my Molecular modelling quiz, which is suppose to be a damn easy quiz if not for that really careless and stupid MISTAKE I made which might have cost me 15 marks at least I think. =(


E-Learning is here.
i'm going to rest my throat for the rest of the day.
More internet haha!

One week of extermely busy break ahead, Boohoo.. come to think of it, today was really a very efficient day. Reached school at 8am, discussed and planned on our idiotic role-play, and then after that was the roleplay itself (I really hate that teacher too! she is very very very very naggy and really an old maid I tell ya')

And then, we finished washing the 16tanks within the break, had 1hr of lesson, went to grind up my fish (with motar and pestle not with grinder leh! omg right), and then after that we stayed back and finished doing the powerpoint slides for our presentation (for that old main again! she is really oblivious to our rants one. tsk tsk!)


Reached home, dead and tired :(

Everyone's so stressed up lately. And the things that happened today made me really think that things don't need to nice and lovely. cos' in an instant everything changed, just like that. Which makes me feel, nothing lasts forever.. I mean, how such a word exist. Forever? It is like Santa Clause, like a smart blonde, like a perfect man, like tooth fairy, like cinderella! They freaking don't exist and it's just for children, the innocent and everything-also-dunno people isn't it?


BleaAh.


I need some fresh air.
Agitated.
:(



I don't even know if it's dawn or dusk anymore.

喜事

my married cousin is having her wedding dinner :)
second december.


when someone get married,
wedding dinners..
married couples..

just make me feel that life is just so blissful.
for them..


yea, I'm happy for her.
should get start sourcing for clothes for the dinner.
and my fyp presentation soon.


can you believe, my report submission is just less than 3 weeks away...

Diploma of Busy and Tired

My mid night oil.
a.k.a. coffee.


I didn't know I can see ghost until I saw the mirror.
zoombie - looking.



hah.. on the white board.
I was angry and sad that day, that's why.

爱，很简单

个屁。----

updates:
i have been fretting over my school work. again again. the cycle keeps repeating itself. And I'm drowned in all the datasheets and reports again and again. FYP teacher is still as sucky as before. He want to give us our analysis results only at week 6 when our report submisison is on week8. And week6 is he say one lah.. It would probably be week 7 when he give us our results. How incompetent is he you tell me.



mood:
不知道为什么
今天总觉得每个人都一直在利用我
当我没利用价值时就不理地把我推开
或许人就是这样的吧
你们不觉得吗？

好难过
因为连最亲的家人也时常只会利用人
也就是我
hai...

不说了
因为说了也没用
早点长大
离开
就没事了。



Plans:
I'm planning (and saving up) for a getaway this december holiday, anyone interested?! anytime between 15Dec to 1stJan. I know, peak period damn expensive, so must save now lor:( Hai.. not I want one also. ask why sp decide to put our holidays to clash with the decemeber holiday. Cheat our public holiday somemore.

Anyway, great time to catch up with my beloved friends. anyone interested tell me hor. i put up my cbox alrd =))


Looks good??



ciaoz.



p/s: I promise I will post up some pics, SOON. when I'm done with my work. Hmm... Wed?? =I

phew

and finally, while.. not really
i cleared up my room.


every thing except my table.

tomorrow.. tomorrow.



i'm going to get scolded if i tell mum i still haven't buy my cny clothes and have no intention to do so yet. i'm just so broke to celebrate cny. and it's such a compulsory thing - to celebrate.

i don't get it sometimes, but i feel so forced to go shopping with an empty wallet.

i kinda dislike chinese new year, already.
=/



and eventhough this really sound so weird,
i don't know how to go through my industrial attachment..
think i can only see him twice a week,
okay, big deal?

i'm going to miss seeing him 6times a week :(

i can't sleep thinking bout it.
ahhh!




-i feel like travelling.. some place. any where.. -

updates

it hasn't been a good week for me i guess.

the problem with having a boyfriend who showers you with all the gifts, and you love all of them and keeps them in safe condition. and it hurts so much when you STILL actually manage to lose one of them.

arrggh!
i'm so pissed off with myself.
:(

especially with all the exam stress going on,
i'm so disappointed with myself..

sigh..


and then my teacher all of a sudden email me and say i didn't hand up umy datasheet and report.
like wth?!

it was a group datasheet,
how come I was the only one who didn't submit?

and the report i still printed it out hor,
hand up to his room.
never hand up? shity.

and then i had to use the dumbass sp email system to send him my report,
and had to send like one hundred times before it got sent out.

wth?!



can't wait for exams to be over .
just one last paper to go!

but it also means that i have to settle all my debts and still buy my new year clothes before cny.

am i stressing myself too much?
=(

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Poseidon is not bad.
6/10 stars

i still prefer Umizaru, or best, titanic?


such a bad week.
:(
and i'm almost broke.
ugh!

ahhhhhhh!!

metbio quiz is finally over
and i'm still feeling all the adrenaline rush!

it's damn scary lah
i dunno why either!
i'm so stressed up
i think i almost broke down during the test.

and i'm still feeling so fidgitive and queasy all over.
:(

okay,
i'm just very scared,
and worried.

i really cannot take another metbio.
really.

DOT DOT DOTz.

spent one whole day doing this thing.
i've actually forgotten most part of webdesigning
sigh
sigh
sigh.

something's missing
:(

ah.

time to study for Metbio
very important shit.
must pass.
must pass!

tagbox

i've changed my blog,
just the colours.
haha.

it all started when the tagbox failed on me.
so i decided to use back cbox.

but apparantly cbox fixed the text colour for the form part as black.
so it doesn't suits my dark background since you wouldn't be able to see what you type.
and so i change the whole theme of my blog.

anyway,
stress stress stress.
stress before the holidays!
stress before the start of a new year
how bad luck,
i mean how unlucky. :(

i've done A&P, molbio
still left metbio and bia
and a full formal report undone.
HOW great.

long time since i've actually burn midnight oil
and i'm doing it today~ :)

persevere
persevere on!

do you know, i didn't know how to spell the word PERSEVERE until i came into juying.
cuz juying is SPECIAL, P for persevere =)

stop time stop

ahh!
i shall blog again when i finish all my work for this week
damn the datasheets
damn the group members.
damn the report

ahh!!!!!

there's got to be more to life right?!

ahhh!! school again.
so sick.
flu comes suddenly.
eyes pain like hell.
these are signs!
something bad is going to happen.

:(

i feel so stressed up everytime i look at that metabolic biochemistry note.
i feel so stressed up when i have to do that tutorial cuz i am clueless at what the qns are expecting from me.

Nothing.
expect nothing from me.
i dunno how to do any of them.
stupidity has proven itself once more.


do you know gorillas' dick is only 2inches LONG?

potato

i love potato :)
since young?

of course
it has to be cooked.
boiled,
fried,
meshed,
grilled,
steamed.

who eats uncooked potato anyway?
=/

BIA quiz over.
spent less than 4 hrs on it.
paper was easier than expected,
all i want is a pass.

expectation is only a pass cuz...
what do you expect out of 4 hrs study only?
when the whole quiz is based on 4 chps.
haha.
i'll be glad tt i can pass.

4 hours?
guess when i got them from,
this morning,
and during break.
haha
something i most probably won't do usually

i thought of droping out of sp yesterday,
find work,
earn money
come back and study again...

hmm,
but the thought of learning Biostatistics all over again,
puts me off
totally!!

alright,
just need to do up my report
start on my ITP introduction letter
start on BIA report
oh,
and study for test on friday'
AGAIN!!!

wtf.

i hate my life...