exam results

if these two words doesn't have any effect on you anymore, then I hate you! good for you!

i used to be so zai, and would sleep till 12noon on the day of my results release. give a nonchalent look at my results, and go "oh, i passed". And then lie back in bed/go out. Just like that, semester by semester, until the day i graduated from poly. i've always wondered how i survived those times.

But ever since i went to uni, I've became super paranoid!
crazy crazy worried paranoid.

ugh!


I can already foresee sleepless nights when they release the results at the end of the year. Confirm cannot sleep for a weeks one lor!


they are going to release part of my results in a few more hours, and next monday.
damn scary
:(

so scary

in a few hours.. or minutes, i'm getting my results!


and i am so worried for my fyp. :(


*gulps* :S

quickie

hey i got my results!
I'm going into the my last semester already, SOUNDS simply greeaatt.


I was actually quite glad when I got my results,
maybe hmmm...
i wasn't expecting much?

So I was happy when I saw a 2.39,
which is pretty bad a result actually.
Probably the lowest in class?
But I don't care,
do you?


I then we happen to meet some of my classmates in the lab, and they were checking on their results too. I don't know, I feel so sour when I saw that four DISTs and like another 3 As.. (whereas I was just happy that I didn't get a D this semester).

It scares the hell out of me cause' at that point I really feel miserable. I feel that maybe I'm just not cut out in science and that I have just wasted my whole 13 years of education and not knowing what I am good at still.

Bleahh.. I really don't know what I am good at. Maybe bitching about people... being spiteful is my forte.