can't wait.

I'm going to jurong bird park tomorrow!! :D but to help out with project not for leisure :X but still, i'm excited! i hope I'll get to see some interesting stuffs still, or maybe I'll just be too busy and then no time to go see see already :X *prays hard*

and we've finalised our redang trip, finally~~ maybe diving (and driving) lessons will be soon i hope? :) don't wanna bring my expectations too high for the trip, i'm so scared i will be disappointed or what. But anyways, I just need that week to fully unwind, relax, and let the wind blow all the troubles away, even if just for that week. I must fully enjoy that week! :) :)

it seems so so near, and yet so far.

before i can get to my fantasy island, there's this idiotic auditing going on in my lab. there's a serious big problem in my lab i think, I hope the auditors can really help. we keep having missing samples here and there, though i can say there's a high chance it didn't go missing at our part, but then, what? we've resort to just thinking that there's some ghost or something residing in our beloved corner in our department, stealing our stools, our swabs, our everything.

So yeap, i got a bad feeling that they are going to probe on our missing specimens, but I just hope I'm not the one they're asking, or any other questions. you know la, these high-oh-mighty people just like to ask questions and bombard me with big terms like SERVICE REPORTS, CALIBRATION ERROR, etc.. like i know wtf are those, and where they are for that matter.

that's for the auditing, one week.

and then there's the holiday-cum-cleaning period. bosstress won't be around but we're expected to do "house-keeping" and get ready for the audit the following week, while she spends one week at Hokkaido and then just coming back to appear for the audit. Fabulous.

and before that, Alvin's bday party! Kinda excited, except, i gotta work that day and it's at Yio Chu Kang. confirm plus chop late, but then again, i'm always late.. probably gotta change my schedult again :X

And then, before that, good friday! don't know what i'm gonna do that day, probably spend it with kiong if he's around. :( Sigh, i think he'll be going brunei/taiwan/australia, or all three!, soon and it will be monthsss before i get to see him. life is and will be so shitty. :(:( can't imagine, argh.


and then yep comes next week! no stories i hope. and then.. tmr there's this datuk from m'sia visiting my lab, scary. boss will once again be tending to our visitor while we slog away, what's new. Hmm... you know what they say about bosses right?


okay i'm damn emo now.
shan't say more, bye.
tell me why am i writing my whole months schedule again?
right, i can't wait to get away from here.

HORMONES

so irritating. like you just cannot control them can you?? i just feel like crying, and crying and crying, but i can only find silly reasons for them. and when i think about it, I feel so sian of those stupid hormones, so irritated with them, that i just moved on.


But it's so so... grrrah~


do you have this feeling too??
i feel like drowning myself, somewhere!

haha.
work sucks big BIG time today, ended work at midnight, hmm... i think it's normal for everyone to hate their boss right?? oh-so-natural~ natural for them to be bossy. maybe that's where the word came from anyway. -.-||


ok la ok la ok la.
for that brief few hours of lamenting about my boss inside my head while working, you know i found a new career prospect!! hahaha. i wanna be an AUDITOR!!!


she'll be so *toooooot-tooot-ttooooot* scared of me next time. everyone is afraid of auditors! like some indian lecturer i know of too. he/they are so so so gonna die under my hands!! I'm going to give them that super high and mighty face. I'm going to write non-conformance for every single LITTLE THINGS!!! no XS gloves, dustsssssss, no labels, inaccessibility, no C-Fold towels, floors too wet, signature too ugly, muahaha. muahaha. muahahahhaa....


okay, just fantasizing.... :) feeeels better, haha! being delusional helps, lol.