damn day

i'm like scoldin everyday lately,
which is bad.


it was such a pissed-off day and i don't know why.
bag was super damn heavy to begin with, and so is the morning crowd in the buses, crowd in the interchange, crowd on escalators, crowd in the trains and stations.

I THINK,
80% of singaporeans live the same lifestyle man!

everyone is at the SAME PLACE, same time, doing the same thing, as you!

grrr...

i'm pissed off knowing that out of like 100 people, i'm one of the VERY FEW PEOPLE who didn't get an A for ITP! and i think those who didn't get A had got a B+ lor!

i'm a B.

grrrrrr...
wa lao.

and then together with my super duper heavy bag, this idiotic malay girl must PUSHHHHHHH me up the bus. and this idiotic brainless cow infront keep staring at me for TOUCHING her bag accidentally when i got pushed to her.

and idiotic uncles and aunties who simply love RUNNING to the door of the bus and pretending they had a super hard run for the bus and CUTS THE QUEUE as if they have the rights to cuz "I RAN FOR THE BUS YOU KNOW~~~".

wah lao eh!
wth is wrong with singaporeans huh?


they should just totally erase the word "UNCLE" and "AUNTY" from the dictionary and just say: refer to IDIOTS and MORONS. such people can be seen cutting queues all around singapore. People who cut ur queue? that's them.


i so hate them.
i had a really really bad day and they made it so.
UGH!-

7 weeks

i don't want to sound like an old record but, really, how time flies.

i seriously don't know what i've exactly done for my attachment. it felt more like a "mingle-with-society" kinda thing. How to get along with people etc.

and to be honest, i didn't really enjoy my life for the past 7 weeks there.

i feel like i'm being imprisoned or something. =/


they asked so what have you all learnt?
learnt how to organise and arrange labs;
make solutions lor..

it was more like a funny statement.


and when they realised it's our last day tmr, rosalind actually ordered sushi delivery for us tmr, and she paid them already! and the other two will be treating us to Oishi pizza tmr as well.

emily says we're very xing fu (幸福） and i really think so too.

which makes me so guilty thinking about how i used to hate them :( maybe they are really nice people? I don't know, cuz sushi and pizza can't really say much. =/

alright, i had a hard time getting a Thank You card for them.
I think it's definitely more hardwork than just using money to buy a farewell.


--

And ahems*
i've decided maybe it's time i just forgive my poly friends and just stop hating them. =X

but it's not like i'm going out often with them like with liting they all lah, but i figured i should just stop disliking them and hating them.

reason being.. it's our last year and i don't wanna leave hating anyone. especially when i used to be quite close with them and bcuz of some issues i blocked them off completely. =/

perhaps i've learnt from my attachment that there are more bad people than good ones in this world and you really can't possibly just hate them all. which of course i wouldn't very much like to befriend them though.. :(

what am i saying. ugh-
can someone please understand me.

:(
oh nvm..

.
seems like all my oitp classmates are back.
i'm about to embark on my FYP soon.
i'm pretty freaked out,
but.
just trying to be tough and you know,
just do it-



there we go again.

last day of work, HOORAY.

buggies.

heh heh.. i know.

i look like i'm trying to archive song lyrics in my blog yea..?
is it bugging you?

zippit*
i don't care. :)


work has been sooo fine lately.
so fine that i'm beginning to enjoy my time there.
so fine that i've got nothing to write in my log book.

but anyway,
last week is LAST.
i haven't bought my thank you card,
as well as my farewell gift?

and well..
i'm quite broke.

ahaha...

maybe i'll just buy them some erm..
biscuits?
cookies?

they are so fussy.
i initially wanted to buy famous amos cookies for them.
you know, the zip-lock one sold in supermarkets?

i thought wah... FAMOUS AMOS, shld be can lah.

and then the other day while shopping at some co-op shop after our lunch, they say that the famous amos cookies in packed form are so dry and heaty. not nice not nice...


wanna buy old chang kee for them, think they said before that Old chang kee very heaty, oily, over-priced.

??!


and yes, i wanted to buy ferrera roche for them,
and one of them says she hates ROCHE.

omg, some one acutally HATES ROCHE.



i have decided,
budget $8 for them.
considering the fact that i am left with only $16 for this week, i think i'm rather generous actually.

might consider buying biscuits for them at just $2!
that'll be better. *Grins*

---


i'm blabberingg. stop.
---

i need to talk.
but i've got no one to talk to and i'm quite sad.

but. i figured it's not really important actually.
:)

---

and oh ya.
finally, the day which i have been anticipating since the day i was born perhaps?

HE is finally going to serve his national service.


FOR OVER 18 years.... i cringe and swear for this day to come.

and no doubt, we have stopped speaking to each other for several years and even though it had been 2 weeks since he announced that he is going army on Friday 13th April, up till now, i still had no feelings whatsoever about it and i can't actually be bothered with him.

Oh yes, maybe the only feeling i have is hmm, slight relieve and content??


i know it is bad lah.. brother going army, very poor thing, and i still say such things.

What?!
really no impact in my life what.

i didn't ask him to bully me when we were young did i?
i remember everything...
and i might rmb it for life.

so well, too bad.
my whole family might be going to Redang island around his birthday this year and most probably without him, cause' he's in army!!

:(


i think i'm evil.
but then actually i might not be going also.
while... it's my final year already.

=P


tatz-


one more assignment for this week and i'm going to receive my grade for ITP. *fingers-crossed* I WANT MY second A in SP.

my love at first sight

i just love it to core.
but i'm just going to wait.
hehe.


saw a very pretty adidas purple box bag at the sports outlet. soo pretty!
but i'm just going to wait for the smaller version to come out.

and i hope it comes out.

:)


couldn't get the picture anywhere, so i'll just buy it and take lots of photo of it. :P


actually it's just a simple bag.

i'm just exaggerating.

bahaahah.

--


Anyway, i was at MJ today and was quite shocked to see that they've compiled Stef Sun's album and (OPPS!) it's selling at $16.90 for her first 4 albums altogether.

wow.


she really lost it.

i remember buying her first album at $18.90

and now it's 4 for $16.90!

dammit.



i mean, i used to love her songs so much that it's kinda sad to see this happening to her. Wonder what will she do if she don't sing. hor? =/

Anyway, her songs are really not up to standard and i'm disappointed with her works.

oh well.

--

half way through attachment already, :)

i'm supposed to get my pay for Feb, although it's only from 26-28.
but the letter says i'm getting $47+ only.

and i think they cheating my money.

$440 a month.

they actually divide it by 28 days = $15.7/day



wtf?!


do i work on weekends? NONONONONO!!
fuck shit.
they dunno how to calculate meh?
1 month= 20 working days!


what the hell lah!
think i'm going to complain to them tmr.
I WILL.
ARGH.


--

i'm still quite sad and angry over some things.
i dunno if i should when they don't seem to care.

sleep better.
sigh.

haii yo yo.

as usual lah.
whatever she does go wrong.

tsk tsk.


hope that prof koh will not give me a C for attachment becuz of this.


UNORGANISED?!


first time in the lab i'm hearing this.

sigh, i'm having a bad feeling.



i logged into blogger with something in mind to talk about, and yeah, have totally no idea what it is now.


whatever it is.. the photo we took today. i'm actually attending a course opened by our centre for the teachers. 3-day course.

yeah, kinda sucks cuz of her.


and everyone else.
=/







me is an unhappy girl!! =/
i wanna become a saint.
UGH -

work -

made a huge mistake today.

HUGE HUGE.

i threw away the plasmid sample meant for plasmid experiment.
:(

they always say 不知者无罪,
ignorance is forgiven.

don't seem like the case leh,
i should know,
i should read the lab manual.

should listen to the briefing and stop answering susan's useless and endless repeated questions.

sigh-

what to do for tmr's expt leh.... =(

-


kiong kiong got his psp already.
silver one.

which i then promised to buy one for myself to play with him. Or actually, he wants to buy one for me... =^.^=

so in the end we promised to split the cost.
i dunno why i made that promise,
i have doubts on me buying a psp.


so, a promise.. is a promise.
so either the champaigne gold or pink psp for me!

let's hope the gold one can down grade or smth.
we'll see.

dalalala...

what a sad sad dday.
=/

ITP - day 6

I really think I'm a nuisance there.
I think I like to ask alot of questions.
I like to make sure.
I think I'm irritating.

- If only I can irritate my dear dear everyday?
hahas. I mean it in a sweet way, =P -

Today was spent cleaning up their fish tank and changing their water.
Four hours just to change that tank!
I don't know why either *shrugs*

Did some plate streaking of some plasmid or bacteria, not too sure either. And there's this lady who came today. She's a primary school teacher who volunteered to be attached to our centre.

Her name is Staffy.
Sammy?
Sussie? Susan?

Hmmmm..... =/


Anyway, she was even more inquisitive than me, asking wayyy too much questions and acting know-it-all. Everyone was really teasing her behind her back and kinda at a loss about her. =X

I was writing my log book sometime before I knock off work in our room, basically just stuffs which I did today for my ITP, when she walked past.

And the most ridiculous thing u can only get from a Primary school teacher,

"Oh! You need to write reflections everyday is it?"

- um chio... -


hahaha.
reflections?

i just nodded. yeah, and burst out laughing with my devil and angel secretly? hahahha. But of course, primary school teachers are really nice people. For sure, I don't have the patience a PRIMARY school teacher needs.

I'd prolly throw the naughty kid outside the class while I teach. Or maybe tape up their mouth, put UHU glue on their hands and they can fiddle with it all they want and don't disturb my class.

aha.
-

Met my adorable kiong kiong at jurong east for dinner, and... i'm home, trying to do up my weekly assignment. sigh-


and history repeats itself tmr...
.tata.

the beginning of a new month!

i'm sleeping soon.
have work tmr.

ican't believe i used to be able to sleep at 2am and wake up at 6am during secondary school days.


now i'm so tired when i actually get to sleep 7hrs.

haha.


work is.. fine.

i'm more like a hindrance and EXTRA down there.

since we're working for only 7weeks, we didn't really get to touch on the important stuffs i guess.

or maybe we will, in the future, and now is not the time.
so.. back to cleaning up the labs and washing beakers.
i'm pretty good at it already, tee hee =D

and i didn't realise how easy autoclaving is lah.. easy to use i mean.

this place is not bad lah, i will get used to it.


i'm missing out on kiongkiong's life terribly.
sigh-
look what ITP has done to us.
actually, nothing much, cuz until now, we've been meeting up after work for dinner.

hm.. not bad ey?

just that, no more lovey dovey cuz we're very tired out and need LOTS OF SLEEP.


so bye bye.


=)

total defence!!

hehe. exactly 12.05pm.

went to my industrial attachment place today for a quick tour with ms yee.
kinda unexpected at what i'll be doing.

i've never liked DNA/RNA thingy
no bad feelings about them,
just no feelings for them.
hahaa

but too bad.
maybe i'll love them after this
:)

-----------------

valentine's day was sweet. =)
we decided to just rot at his house and watch movies, eat the forbidden new year goodies..
AND PLAY MONOPOLY!!!

wahhahaa.
we're tycoons already lor.
we actually won with 55 mil of properties and 30 mil cash.
wooo hooo.

no cheating.

it was damn fun to win.
even though it's fake money,
at least better than supermario (i suck at this game)

me is a happy girl,
again.

second entry for second jan. stupid.

oh.
i'll be working at NIE for attachment.
nice :)


i mean not bad,
cuz..

$440/month.
sucky.

-
A few days ago, kionggie's daddy brought back a dog from his company.
He is very big,
and very pretty!!

we brought him downstairs for a walk, and then to marine parade to walk too.
very fun actually, sitting with the dog in the van.
hehe. .

I am uploading the photos into my shutterfly now, see it tmr! :)

This is one of my favourites.

Swim against the current, don't swim along with it.

blogging late at night is not what i want

吹着前奏 望着天空 我想起花瓣试着掉落

为你翘课的那一天 花落的那一天 教室的那一间 我怎么看不见 消失的下雨天 我好想再淋一遍 没想到失去的勇气我还留着 ~



all becuz of this report
arghh!!
i want to slp alrd!
my fault?
yes.
just my luck for it manz.

anyway,
looking on the bright side of things
while waiting for that slow ass to send me his part
(freaking 2 hrs already)
i started blog hopping again
as well as friendster-hopping

kinda miss those blogging days
everyone blogging,
and i'll be reading all of my friends' blog
stalk on them!
haha.

now..
maybe i'll just read up the archives yeah?
interesting stuffs down there too.
=P

i just sent an email saying tt i'm interested in the thailand project.
so..
see whether i'll be accepted or not.
or maybe tt australia uni shld start replying before i get interested in thailand.

problem #1 in Thailand,
may not have internet??
there goes my greatest entertainment.

or maybe..
my results too lousy,
not accepted
then too bad lor.
=/


feel like watching Mr. & Mrs. Smith.
seems like a good show.
maybe i'll rent it over the weekends again.

arghh~
maybe i shld just study for my molbio while waiting for that slowass.
grrrr..

I cannot believe december is coming

decided to write a long title,
and it'll get longer in time.
:)

this week, i watched The Covenant and Casino Royale.
Covenant with kiongkiong
Casino with sisters.

i'll give both,
2.5 stars;
barely pass.
not that great shows lately.

SAW III is coming out on 30th November!
most probably going to watch it
probably...


having attachment soon.
might be going for the overseas one
either to Thailand,
or hopefully,
australia.

should i fight for it?
=/
then i can't see you people for abt 2mths,
and of course,
can't see him either.

:(

anyway,
i better start on my reports again,
as well as my intro letter
that's the most impt shit right now