idiotic housemates

I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF LIVING WITH SELFISH INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE.
SERIOUSLY WHAT'S UP WITH THIS WORLD MAN!
FUCKING ASSHOLES. 
I SWEAR HE LOOKED NORMAL,
TURNS OUT HE'S HE'S SUCH A FUCKING SOCIAL RETARD. 
NOTHING ABOUT HIM MAKES SENSE TO ANYONE.
SERIOUSLY!






I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO MOVING OUT!

what the hell?

People should stop asking why I close down my facebook.
First of all, there's more to life than facebook ok?
Secondly, why cannot? I happy what! It's not like I closed down my blog, closed down my facebook, closed down my twitter.

wait.. i did, didn't i?


Anyways.. "why linda close down facebook ah?" will be the last GOSSIP you gossipers will get from me, (i hope), OK? Now, shut up already! It's no big deal right, everybody goes through emo phase what. Don't need to tell everyone everything one ok? where i go. where i am now (seriously can't understand. In the toilet doing business also wanna tell the whole world?!) what i eat. what i'm doing. you wanna know ask me lah! my life is not for you entertainment and specially not for you to spread rumours around and gossip about ok?

i mean, except my parents.. whom i know are genuinely concerned about how i am. other than that, fuck off lah! don't act like you give a shit about me cos' all of you disappeared ok! 


ugh. these people..
i mean, if you think i'm talking about you, than u must be guilty right? but nah.. don't worry, it's just a very small group of people i'm referring to, who don't even visit my blog i think. well, not like i care. so..

Bah!


but since i'm already in this topic... i don't think i will be re-activating my facebook very soon, or at least not until i graduate.

ok here's my 101 reasons (just a figure of speech).

1.  It is really time-consuming. 
2. I really should be dealing with more important stuffs. 
3. and it kinda made me obsessive/stalkerish!
4. I shouldn't have to stalk my friends. 
5. and people stalking me. Super-hate. 
6. especially people whom i don't wanna see, using other people's account and look me up. 
7. super stalker can! 
8. and creepy.
    
9. which brings me to, who i should add. because obviously i can't trust that person anymore if she just gives up her account to someone i hate to stalk on me. right?
10. I have to constantly update if not people will gossip.
11. but if you update too much, also gossip.
12. photos? gossip. 
13. video? gossip. 
14. birthday? gossip. 
15. "what are you thinking"? gossip
16. comments? gossip.
17. add friends? gossip.
18. i think you get the idea. people and everyone, gossip.
     
19. and weird people adding me.
20. i don't add people i don't know. 
21. 2rd degree friend is the maximum i can go.
22. which makes people think i am being very snobbish. 
23. but, your mother never teach you "don't talk to strangers" meh?
24. people who anyhow add friends are just desperate lor. desperate for attention. 
25. ok that will give me more haters. and i don't like haters. 
26. so going onto facebook will get me random haters. for what sia?
    
    
27. Getting super mega lots of notifications whenever I comment from the people commenting after me. 
28. I want my notifications, but they are really annoying! 
29. they spam my inbox! then must read through all of them and filter filter filter. 
30. And people tagging me random objects. i know you guys are trying to be nice, but i just feel crappy sometimes because, 
31. it just reminds me that i am not there, even though you must know how much i want to. 
32. plus, i am not a napkin, or a chair. at least tag me something pretty, like purple stuffs.
33. i hate it when people don't reply me.  even on facebook, wtf.
    it takes some effort to try and communicate with you ok? so, forget it. you can never find me on facebook again.
34. i am starting to hate seeing my world come together. it's a small world, i kinda get it already. people know people, who know me, who know people, who know your friend, who is your friends ex-girlfriend, who is a friend of yours, whom now I know. yep, enough already. ignorance is bliss, and less is better.
35. ex-boyfriends.
    seriously, you break up on facebook, (real or not real), it travels faster than whatever fastest thing u think it is.
36. hordes of people consoling you, 
37. say they feel for you, 
38. scold your ex-girlfriend on your wall,
39. congratulate you on being single. *WTF!* guys should stop all these nonsense.
40. then they congratulate you if you get attached again. 
41. or say you're a dumbass 
42. delete you from ur friend list. 
43. ugh. see? you get what i mean, such nonsense.
44. then we go to pictures. it's like a competition! at least that's what i think. it's no longer a place where people share photos, share about a place they've been and how they feel. 
45. but a place where people compete who have more life through these photos. AGREE?!
46. and if you're feeling sour, you give snide remarks. 
47. or don't comment at all to show your 'support'
48. There are some faces, some names i don't wish to see in my life. 
49. that's why i delete. because blocking them just won't do. well, not their fault.
50. i just don't want to be reminded, because i want them out of my life, because they are already part of my past and i can't do anything to change my past already right?
51. Communication! i feel that communication, or the feeling is lost everytime i talk on my wall, because must filter to suit whoever random people viewing my profile. (see how stupid it sounds when you say talking to your wall?)
    
    (continued)
    
     
52. Annoying games. Sorry if I this might offend you, but I've disabled all games notifications from my wall. So no matter what awesome high score you have and wanna show, I really don't give a damn.
53. And there are sooooo so so many applications!
54. Especially annoying apps that ask for your permission 
55. they just keep posting up your results and whatever shit whenever they like. Hello? Why would i be posting something like this at 5am or 6am?!
56. And they have SOOOOOOOOO many invitations! blocked. not that there's any diff.
     
57. Un-glam photos. I don't like when my face appears in other people's camera. No photoshop, no editing. I ish not photogenic can? 
58. tag tag tag. very fun ah? 
59. So yah, i don' t like to be taken pictures of. 
60. Though I like to take pictures of others. But I only only post em' up when they ask for it one lor.
61. Or if I feel it's very artsy. and you're my model. haha.
62. Especially baby/primary school/secondary school old photos. Let's save that for montage next time can? Not the best student, not even good. not the prettiest, not even worth looking at. So why do people like to bring them up?!
63. Sometimes I really don't know how to reply certain type of comments.
64. especially those wu ar boh eh (有的没的).
65. and especially those from people i don't really like. 
66. i don't reply one hor. very obvious one. don't like means get out of my life.
     
67. But sometimes I really very tired/lazy. 
68. then if I never reply, some people will think too much again
69. or worse, complain and say why I never reply. 
70. cannot satisfy everyone one.
    
71. And and and.. Parents on facebook. 
72. Cannot be too emo, later they worry. 
73. Cannot be too happy, later they think i am playing around here and never study.
74. cannot post nice stuffs, later they think i wasting money
75. cannot be too pda, later they embarrass. 
76. and sure comment one! 
77. then i will be embarrassed.
78. if i complain too much, they will scold the person for me.
79. actually, i think they will scold me and ask me to change my character to suit the world.
80. ON MY WALL
81. Though I love my daddy mummy, but... some things, i just can't tell them. :(
82. Or at least not on facebook.
83. And not everything can be up on facebook. 
84. Not everything can be shared.
85. But what you think doesn't seem to matter. 
86. Super-ultra-mega plagiarism.
87. but nobody cares!
88. nobody knows.
89. And frankly, you can't trust everything, or anything you see on facebook. 
90. People aren't as happy as they say they are
91. people aren't really thinking what they say they are thinking
92. people aren't really truthful about where they are or what they are doing.
93. so it's quite pointless right?
94. isn't it just a waste waste of time? 
95. FB is just a platform for people to find entertainment and spice up their "news", seriously!

that's not exactly 101 reasons. But gosh, I am so anti-facebook. so yep. i think facebook is  really bad.  Hmm.

(and the next thing you know i re-activate my account.. haha.. NO! that's not gonna happen!!)



Any-anyways... WTH. Avril's new song! This song is still very teenage punk I feel. Makes me feel oh-so-much younger. *heart!* love her voice. ftw~



i should stop blogging right?
my stuffs are not very cheery.
in a bad mood now.
someone just said i every small little thing also angry.
and they someone isn't just anyone.
too bad!

see? another last reason why facebook is bad.
cannot complain, be too specific. later sure comment until like forum like that.
geez...

drowning in music

sigh! what to do?
i was actually kinda happy this afternoon, when it started flooding.
then it got worse when it's night time.
life is so full of ups and downs.
so full of unexpected.
full disappointments.
life, huh?


hmm. okay, lemme think of some nice stuffs.
lab-wise..
is pretty good. though my experiments are failing at this point, but it wasn't because i did anything wrong during the process, but just that the failure is part of the research process. which makes me wonder if i can do this for life. it's not bad, really. it gets dull, but ultimately, u're a scientist, which beats not being one? :/ i can't remember being so actively working my brain until i was research. or maybe it's just the beginning. pretty stressed too cos' i'm still quite new to the research stuffs and my foundation is apparently lost together with my past... so, need to read up more..



hmmm.. oh yah, i was in the dean's list for last sem! mwahahaha! maybe cos' i've never had such kind of academic achievements since primary sch? but hmm.. isn't that big lah, i bet everyone i know can get in it if they study here.. so it's not really much of an achievement? :/


hmmm.. oh having a short break now. cos' of the flooding, sch's temporarily closed for a few days. flood's pretty bad, but hopefully my house will be fine. and so i can stay at home and watch my shows!


ohoh! i ish so happy watching the lastest episode of grey's anatomy! i dunno, i like this drama, lol. i find it so exciting and funny. heh heh. and himym.

hmm.. okay, those arnt even happy actually.maybe i'm having pms like he always say i am. i realize guys are not the same infront and behind us. they can do unexpected things without us knowing. but we never know, do we?

men.
really hate them when they act like assholes.
or maybe they just are.

fuck.
women may not be simple but at least, i dunno. maybe i'm just one of them and we are not like how the guys behave outside.

ugh.
okay, bad post, again!
wtf.

just another 2 months!

my boss says i can't get sick.

WTH??!

SEE?? fall sick also need to get permission!


Other people fall sick, can....
Linda fall sick? Don't think so.


WWWTTFFFFFff.


my thermometer spoil is it?
doctor's brain spoil is it?
you think two days MC so easy to fake ah?

other people can fall sick, I cannot fall sick meh??
I also want to know how come I keep falling sick ever since I joined your department okay?







ANGRYYYYYY...



BUT..
I always believe in karma. One day she's gonna get an infection, she's gonna get high fever, ten times worse.  and it's all because of her accumulated bad karma!


hmmmmf!

what the banana is wrong with singtel?!

I got charged for this like oraclevision music pack thingy for the past few months in my singtel bill. I have totally zero idea where it came from and I don't even know who to call to unsubscribe since it's a singtel provider and not from Singtel, or so they say. Hmmmmf.


so then i googled online, finally (damn i should not have procrastinated and i would have saved so much money over the months), and to my horror it's actually a music pack which comes free for 3months when I upgraded my singtel line and subsequently u have to pay.


it's like a TOTALLY USELESSSSS thing to pay for. Every few days or so they just send u an sms asking if u wanna download this song, or this song, for additional charges as well. And then u get used to the smses and when the 3 months is finally over, they send you an sms to ask if u wanna download this particular song, and then only ask if you wanna unsubscribe at the very end of that typical sms. and if you miss it, it's gone case.

and then, you have to start paying like $5 + GST monthly for them to continue asking if you wanna download this song.


scammer!


and so when i finally managed to get hold of how to unsubscribe (dial*1626), this was what happened: [it's all in smses]


Singtel: Pls reply with your option 1)Check upgrade availability.. .... ... 7) Unsubscribe Content services.. .. .. [and so I replied 7]

after 2 minutes..

Singtel: To terminate yr existing content pls reply reply with option 1)MP3 music pack, 2)etc... [and so I replied 1]

after 2 minutes..

Singtel: You have chosen to terminate "MP3 Music pack". To confirm pls reply "Y" [and so I replied Y!]

after 2 minutes..

Singtel: Sorry your request has been cancelled or your session has expired. Pls call *1626 again. [wtf???!!]


banana banana banana.


it's not even MY FAULT their stupid machine takes 2 minutes to reply each sms. what? how fast is their session man? I tried again after that and all three sms was done within a minute. so it IS THEIR problem.

It's not even about my wasted 6 smses. But singtel has been giving me problems ever since i've recontracted. like charging me value added servicessss such as Auto roaming ($10), voicemail ($5) and that idiotic MP3pack ($5) for montthssss, even though I've canceled them countless times and they still charge me the following month.

I called their customers service and was put on-hold for over ten minutes. And that woman said "i'm sorry it's not under your name i need to speak to Mr Tan before I can do anything. yes yes i know you're his daughter i still need to speak to him first."

I've proved everything! his IC his full name our telephone numbers our addresses, and still that woman hanged up my phone after less than 2 minutes! because i wasn't with my dad at that time.

And so when i finally called again, with my dad and demanding him to pass it back to me and not speak another additional word and just prove he's my dad (how hard can it be to prove he's my dad man! what they want, DNA reports?!!!), they refused to admit it was their wrong. saying that I was the one who wanted those services and their system didn't record that I've canceled those subscriptions.

you idiotic piece of shit it's your problem not mine, i want to know why too, and that's the whole point I'm calling.

and then when i finally THOUGHT i got over those value added services, insisting that they waive off whatever shit they charged otherwise I'm not gonna pay my bill and i'm gonna call for their superior and of course they relented. and yeap, my next month bill showed "$15 charged for early termination of Autoroaming service".


banana.


i'm telling you every month's bill from singtel is nightmare. it's unjust and frustrating that i have to call EVERY SINGLE MONTH. and for sure, i'm gonna change my subscriber after this plan ended. And i'm pretty sure they're going CHARGE me like another few $50s for changing subscriber shit. I don't wanna give a damn about their shit anymore. shitty pieces of shit.



argh.
I hate paying THEIR bills.

SUCKY TUESDAY!

I must admit, I'm quite repulsed with china-chinese already. They come to our city, take our jobs, take our money, disgrace us, make a mess, argue, rude, shameless, bully us some more! And still, more and more and MORE shops are being opened and operated by these people.


And I'm saying all these not just because I got CHASED OUT of this cafe by them even though my drink was only halfway through just so OTHER people can have my table (it's kind of, not kind of, it IS REALLY ridiculous to have people saying "Eh go away, can you leave, they want to sit here", RIGHT?!!!!), but because they are really driving up my nerves with all their rude and loud and irresponsible talk publicly as if they really OWN their rights here, as if they are al-so-mighty! PUI!~ look at who's walking naked down the streets? Singaporeans are not so free and full of nonsense to do this kind of bo liao and attention-seeking things. how atrocious! what makes them think they can just walk down OUR Singapore streets like that?!


they puke, they gamble, they harass our girls, take up our space, cheat our people, here there everywhere! talk about conquering the world! Hmmf.

Angry!


for one, with our government for allowing it to happen. two, with the useless group of people who can't seem to find their own seats by themselves and actually need that china woman to help them get seats, FROM ME. three, with myself for not screaming at that woman. Can't they just do some containment and put them all in their country. If we want them, we'll look for them there!


Hmmmmf.


So that was how my almost perfect day was ruined. And I'm so damn pissed for letting them do this to me. argh!


i think i'm most likely having my time-of-the-month again which makes me grouchy and even madder. But whatever, I've just realised it today, but better late than never. grrrr..



It's such a forrrtunate thing that everything else went great after that, work, friends. Unexpected Baileys! heh heh. but i bet tomorrow's gonna be so much worse. :( should never doubt women's intuition you know. it's in us and it's quite strong.

Sigh. dayss are so pathetic lately :( so emo i can just lie on my bed and whine my day off.

what the??

it's like you know... people organise something and then you're kinda obliged to go because you wanna give the person face, don't wanna disappoint him/her since it's only once in a while.

and so you'll go..

and then when you start asking this kind of people out, they will just refuse. All sorts of excuses you can think of, sometimes they don't even need an excuse and they just don't feel like going etcetera..blah bla bla..


It's okay when you're having a good mood and you'll really understand and understand. But when you're in a bad mood, wtf man.

and you really just wanna say "don't call me out next time! i won't give a *toot* about it!"

grrr.
and yea, it's really once in a while.
wtf man!


and it's not me la. I'm just feeling so angry for my friend. But we do get this kind of shit right? once in a while.

Okay, fine. Nevermind!

And maybe you meant it to turn out this way.
bah!


Somehow playing psp became a joy to me all of a sudden. My Sims Castaway (Chocolate Ice Cream & Vanilla Ice Cream) and my Harvest Moon (Mai Grain....)

Headache.
Am I such a bad person....?
:(


I know, everything is so jumbled up. And so is my life, right?
great..




有一天　我在想
我到底　算是個什么东西
还是我　会不会　根本就不算东西... ...


oh well, i guesss I AM PISSED, right?
i don't even know myself sometimes....

hana yori dango

it's 1.17AM and it feels like 11 instead.
did nothing. slept through the day, the WHOLE DAY.
still tired though.
gotta brush up my fyp report

i have just few days left before report submission, and that teacher happily just say that he don't have time and will only give us our analysis results on monday. WEEK 8 MONDAY hello?! I mean he bloody dragged the analysis results for 3 freaking weeks and intends to give us the results 4 days before submission date. which gives us just 3 days to include it in and do up our whole report.

and here i have some irritating people who keep telling me stuffs like "oh XXX told us to do this too.. not just dr.E... we have to do this this this... and she wants us to do exactly that that that. we have to do it TOO. oh and you know she also wanted us to [blahh blahh blahhh]"

what I think was the intended message:
"shut up and stop whining everybody is going through the same thing.


while. you don't have that FREAKING DR.E AS YOUR FYP SUPERVISOR DID YOU?! so shut up too.


We did our report since May and he only told us the report format in October and told us to CHANGE the whole lot. Obviously he is in the wrong. So since u started doing ur report, what? only last month?, and she pointed out ur mistakes only then, there's no wrong in it right?


Bleah. i don't expect anyone to understand what the three of us have to go through anyway. And the last thing we want is to have some people thinking that we're whining for the sake of whining. I seriously hope she get the same treatment as we have some day, then she'll know how we feel, HAH!


******

Happened to catch the last episode of Hana Yori Dango II (meteor garden) at scv just now. Have this urge to just grab my comics and re-read every single book. I think meteor garden is the ultimate fantasy-love story of the century man! cause everyone know what Japanese guys are right? definitely not like Domioji. tsk. i forgot the ending, and many many parts, shall read it again once I finish my exams next year. MG such a wonderful love story, so delicious! =D woooo!!~


And maybe kindaichi comics too. got new ones out, maybe go buy and read.. And all of a sudden I feel as if I'm some kind of a comic freak. I only have Meteor Garden and kindaichi what... =/




Oh, :( and I just read the email and got the news bout what happened to leekhim. I hope she pulls through the operation, 因为好人因该有好报..... 加油!

pms

yes yes yours truly is having the most difficult part of the month again. I am irritable, cranky, bitchy, pissed off, grouchy, rude, ill-tempered, sulky, grumpy, nasty, looking-for-trouble, quarrelsome, mean, spiteful, hateful, overbearing, hostile, antagonistic, obsessive compulsive.

But WHATEVER!.


sometimes i just keep wondering if i'll ever ever ever have pms when nothing happens. NOTHING. I don't meet people, people don't make me angry, don't do wrong things, don't say wrong things, i don't get pissed off, I FREAKING WON'T GET PMS RIGHT?!

like you'll ever understand.

:(

aren't you excited?!

Why today is a good day

1. It's weekend once again!


2. It's the end of our feeding trial!!

Finally.
Woo hoo.



But I'm starting to get so irritated by everyone lately. So inefficient. And all I can do is just sleep and wait for them. Literally. Frustrating. Argh.

And I didn't go for lessons today. Pissed. About some stuffs which happened yesterday. How much must you do to get me irritated, so irritated.


oKay bye.
the worse thing about today is that I still have to do my fyp stuffs. And then here comes the most irritating of all irritants - my project supervisor.


And then fyp.

And having no money doesn't help a single bit.
:(




okok, really. Bye.

what.

what must i do to make everyone happy.

tell me.