damn. i'm old.

was just celebrating my friend's 21st birthday, and wtf i feel super old. can't remember when was the last time i had a decent birthday, but i still feel 'aged'. with or w/o birthday, still old!  like tmd adult feeling. ugh ugh ugh. hate birthdays. think i would most probably jump off the window when i hit 30.




ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!


anyway, it was super fun. I guess that's what birthday's supposed to be, it should be your happiest day of the year~! of course, sometimes i do feel that celebrating seems to be more fun than being celebrated. at least u get to throw cake at someone instead of being thrown at. :P

one more month and i'm 22.
fml?!

Overwhelmed. Lethargic.

The month of libra has ended. Haha. seems like I'm counting my months based on horoscope now. Month of Scorpio now.. Libra just came and went like that, so fast! I didn't even get to enjoy the month of my star sign yet and now it's over~ :(

My birthday month was... not as exciting as I hoped. Turned 21 this year but, really not excited or whatever. I can't say for all, but all the people I've asked, their favourite month is their birthday month, which is really the normal thing. Except... I kinda really hate October in the past.. Now, not so.. mostly because I have a super October-Lover that I see everyday in my lab who refuse to let me be unhappy during Libra month. haha. but still not my top few fav month.. My fav month is actually.... SECRET.

hahahaha.



BLEH!





Anyway, since it's long over, and it's really long over... thought I'd just post up all the cards i received for my bday this year :)  A bit hao lian la, if you wanna think that way, go ahead? haha.. er... see if i care?


Love all those pretty cardsss! :)

From my beloved lynette sister. :) very cute hor! haha. Plasticine rubbery rubbery one. haha.. cute that there's 3 of us in a gym room! =o)

And I couldn't watch R21 only until recently.. hhahaha.

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From the poly peeps! heee.. these girls can't wait for me and kiong's wedding! Especially Sandra.. "Happy Marriage (In advance)" She says. haha. can't help but feel abit um-chio *SHY* :P

I dunno what's that she's drawing.. think some chemist thingy??? i realy dunno. But it's so..-sandra. =P

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And of course from my very very darling nicole ningxin!
And alvin too. hehe.

The very gorgeous, hand-made, pop-up, 21st birthday card! Extremely professional. When I saw the card it was totally, oh-my-goodness! kind of exclamation.! It was really really very nice.. the balloons just stands up when I open up the card. Alot of purple.. the front was neat and nice, with the cloth border thingy and all the shiny cards.. not messy at all. So prettyyyy!

And of course, alot of substance.
Hahaha..

It was actually quite nice, hangover at my house (& alvin's), beancurd and you tiao at 5AM in the morning... Crazy sister drinking in the living room with her frens.. and we just.. woke up for the real breakfast at 11am. and went home. haha

Hang over is LOVE~ ^.^
But getting old for that soon..
Recovery time is getting longer and longer~
hahaha..
But still...
i like their company :)

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and the most touched one... awww....

lots of hardwork!! so touched.. all the photos and msges.. and effort! Spent so much time making this card.. the stickerss...and the "L" can actually spin. haha. there's the cute sticker with water in it too. like so old-school which makes me feel so nostalgic. So touched!

Even though it's in chinese, i will still read it.... just takes longer. haha. :)

The creator.
haha.

Thanks so much! :)

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Birthday girl.
21 candles.
Special birthday cake!
:) from lichang they all.
which marks the end of my bday 'celebrations' this year..


It feels like my shoulders are just suddenly heavier when i turn 21.
=/
I think it's called responsibility.
and responsibility usually equates to boring stuffs.
so sad!

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Been feeling verrrryy tired lately! monday is HATE. grrr.. went for cme talk today. Out of no where, i just felt like going. Walked under the scorching sun. almost died.

I dunno what's wrong with myself either.
Sometimes I just can't forget all my lessons learnt.
it's supposed to be good not to forget right?

Some how it feels like amnesia is better this time round..

?? no idea.

Oh well. Guess I don't blog anymore :/

Hmmm.. Lots of stuffs happened during my leave, my leave, after my leave, after i went back to work, on MC and my life over the past few days. But I just can't find the drive to blog about my life. It seems.. pretty mundane sometimes. Must be having my pms, but when am i ever not having pms. huh!


So.. guess I'll start slow.. Hmm.. work was pretty tiring lately. I forgot my primary password after so many days of leave. I think my memory is failing :(

I somehow hated how suay I can get when it comes to the number of specimens. But it's still manageable. Can only blame myself for bad luck right?  Probably because I'm feeling a bit crappy these days, lots of stuffs on my mind, just recovered from a throat inflammation, really really a lot of stuffs buggin' me' and I don't feel like talking to anyone about it or entertaining anyone. It's so bad lah, but I really can't be bothered. =/

I forgotten how it was like to be a student. Young, studious, non-working, scrimp and save. It feels really different when you work and meet new people. You have different ideas, different mentality, you learn new things, you realize old things that happened a long time ago. Sigh.


I think birthdays are really emo period huh.

I just feel like I need time to be alone, to think, to see things more clearly. Sometimes when you get older, you don't see things very well, you don't understand things as well. Do things become more unbelievable and complicated as you grow older? Or am i really just more blind and more dumb.


Okay lah! I know i'm not that old to talk about such stuffs; but not very young either. haha.


life is full of drama you have no time for re-runs.
and i just pray mine would be too mundane for a drama to happen.
yup.

I began this entry wanting to talk about work, ended up talking about.. life? haha. or so it may seem.

Janice bought me a birthday gift! Oh my tian, she's so thoughtful! Hehe. shall upload the photo one day to 'save' the memory. So gonna miss her when she's gone! T.T

and to side track a lil.. I realise, after a few incidents, it's really hard to buy a present for some one you really don't know. Not hard to buy, but more like hard to think of what to buy. The closer you are to that person, the easier it is to think of what to get right? :)

So.. all the presents I received, I'm truly grateful! Cuz it's all about the time and effort spent in thinking, buying, and spending on the present for your friend. Every step in buying a gift is difficult! I especially pay more attention to the wrapping when I give a gift. I will wraaaappp until very sui sui and then I'll be sooo satisfied.  and the card when I receive. Hehe. Love cards! :))

Hmm.. still trying to accept that I'm 21.
I know I'll get by..
I rmb it was harder during the transition to the biggie 20. It was quite a nightmare, I think, last year. I really felt the phobia.

But this year.. seems like any other ordinary year! (except last year's)
Sooner or later i'm going to give up 'celebrating' my bday.
:(

Okay, gotta go catch up on my beauty sleep. Haha. very vain lately. :P
Good night!

Missing my biibii alot too.

berry berry bad mood!

I was busy solving this stupid blogger problem and now that I'm finally done resolving it, I'm so not interested to blog anymore... =(

Anyway.. this entry is loongg longg overdue..! :(

Initial plan was to update last week, so bf knows what I have been doing.. turns our we've changed our Internet modem into the mio TV modem thingy and all the settings were reset and blogger went haywired and I wasn't able to upload any photos at all. Thought it would 'go away' after a few days, how foolish come to think about it!

Thus..no posts.
And then, kiong's finally back and I just don't wanna blog la. Haha.

So yep. Me presenting.. July 2009.
After ling's birthday party,
and after kiong went off, of course.. :(



12th July 2009, Sunday
@ TopOne KTV + Supper

pause, janice, linda.

She wanna take picture with her Stefanie Sun.

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me still looking very 'black' from the diving trip :(
the two acting very romantic at the song by tanya and stef.

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Guess who's that crazy photographer who wants to take a photo of an 'imaginary friend' sitting beside me and janice... -.-
walao so scary can.....

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Supper at some toast and dessert place.
that woman is drinking eeewy "ba bao cha"...

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Erm.. our take 1-10.
we actually did this two times can.. haha.

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19th July 2009, Sunday
@Sentosa and fish&co. glasshouse

haha yeap. she's more afraid of heights then me :P

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Her and her DSLR...

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Ben & Jerry's!! =))
Too sweet.
hehe.

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Micro power~

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erm.. btw i dyed my hair red..
2 wks alrd. :X
I'm lovin' it haha.
Well, just thought you should know? :P

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The food.... Not really fantastic..
If it looks good here, it's just the photography skill haha.

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Many many layers of tedious wrapping.
Our style!

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ok, cheese!

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25-26 July 2009, Sat - Sun
@ Batam

It's very hard for us to get to go out together cos' one of us is definitely working.
So.. it's good that we managed to do this! :)

Our first photo of the trip! :))

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At the ferry terminal.
The ferry ride was so exciting haha.
smth like the ride up-and-down near JE you know?

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the not very nice seafood. but we were all tired and hungry,
and so we ended up finishing the not very nice seafood =X

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Breakfast time!
Check out the man sitting behind me,
smoking infront of a no smoking sign.
ridiculous.

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Hahah. I know.. too many pictures so i compiled them into one.
too many into one. :X

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Massage was really not bad. Cheaper definitely.
You can choose the usual normal ones, or with aromatherapy or scrub.
And I chose the scrub. ^.^

Felt so clean after than hahaha.

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Skipping the whole shopping trip,
we were all tired at the end of it after all the walking around.
Still had a lot of cash so i ended up buying J.Co.. haha.
It's abit cheaper there.

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And the final shot. Scenic view.. on the way back to the ferry..

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So.. weekends of July were spent with Pause, obviously, look all the photos! Anyway, I think.. it's just very sweet of her to spend time with me when bf is not around. When some people just don't know or don't care, when some people just avoid me, when some people just took me for granted and think that 'there will always be a next time', she spent all her 3 weekends of July with me cos' she knows that I won't be free once kiong is back. and because she wants to go out with me (hahaha).

And that's not even including the Sunday for ling's bday, which means to say, I've been seeing her everyday, without missing a single day, for 4 weeks, ie. one whole month!


And.. Even though she can be so sickening at times.. trying to irritate me and testing the limit to my patience at work.. and infuriate me till death sometimes i think.. I know that, 你是好人啦！don't say don't have.

Sometimes you feel that good people are all around, but when you really try to find, it's actually not all around. Right?

So.. she's a nice friend, after all the nonsense she gives, and I take. all the tantrums i give, and she took. haha. Just wanna say a big THANK YOU! for accompanying and entertaining me for the month of July.. :))


errrr...
i hope you're not crying.


Let's just keep it at July jiu hao k? ok.
haha.
And.. I'm sure there will be other weekends we'll get to hang out again ;)


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So, back to today..
today was.. a black tuesday I think.
For me at least.
Anything bad that could have happened, happened I think.

Can be so happy at one moment and then in an instant, shock, anger, embarrassment, distress. And thereafter was just feeling pissed off.

It was ana's last day today, and I don't feel anything. Not nothing, but just I can't feel much about it... I was more upset when willie left a year ago, if i remembered correctly.. Maybe I will feel the depression tomorrow... I'm getting slower at things these days, maybe feelings wise too, boo-hoo.

I hope she's better there anyway, anywhere is better than here.

in love with mini pearls! :D

Eerm.. this post supposed to be dated on the 12/04 heh heh. exactly 5 days ago :X distracted distracted :P

my piggies are such a disappointment! :( the other day i was walking at ntuc and thought maybe i should get some cucumbers for them, heard they are suckers for cucumbers. and then it's 30cents only haha.

but they don't like them! at all. worse still, they actually shun away from it whenever i put it in front of their faces. Apparently only carrots are good enough for them, no variation from that. hmmmmf.

now i have to use the cucumbers for my eyes instead. not bad. :P


what did i want to blog in the first place?! shit shit shit. always got so much things to blog when i'm walking, riding a bus. but when i sit infront of the comp, __________________. blank! :(


ooookie.. i can't rmb la. haha. ohoh! next week is the audit! so exciting. :P

i'm still having this dilemma on whether i should just quit my job and resign now and within that one month, i will be soo motivated and kanjiong to find another job. I think i need a change. but i'm tempted to wait till i finish up the morning bench on reading the IDs and antibiotics stuffies. then i'll be considered microbiology TRAINED. wahaha. tempted, but it's probably another 10 months before i finish my training, plus,it's not as tempting as leaving. :( it's a good job, but just.. the whole thing now? i need a change? too bad it's my first job :( or i should just take up a huge loan and go study a random degree for the sake of a degree? and in the end, i'm back to square one. does it even matter what i do to my life?


you're at the crossroad of your life, there are many paths laid out infront of you now..


sigh.
so many options, so many difficulties too right?
:(


sometimes when i see how some people are so blinded, i wonder whether i look the same, as blind to them as well? blind to see things beyond, blind to see the flaws, blind to see all the implications and there afters. maybe everyone is blinded in their own way huh? i don't think i'll see much differences when i realize it one day, since i'm already half blind right? haha.


OHOH. horrorness (lol for lousy self word invention), my sister actually has quite a few bikinis! and they are both laughing at me cause i have zero. fine. i'll get one tmr. and maybe keep it in the wardrobe :P

and speaking of wardrobe.... my clothes arrived! :D same excitement, i just ripped those plastics out haha. should get used to it erhm. and yeap, we really should get a new wardrobeeeee..... :X the other day i got a dress and a top from pasar malam. hahaha. cheap thrill man. $5 each, and it''s.. good enough for five bucks shirt, or actually better? the colour doesn't even run! (not like some skirts which the colour ran unexpectedly and got me scolded.) and it's not even uncomfortable or shrinking... just need to find the right, rare, occasion to wear them haha.


yep. wardrobe wardrobe..

you know i actually branded my lab coats with "L". hahaa. at the corner, see if i will catch anyone wearing my lab coat! if still unrecognisable, then i'll really go dye them pink in colour already.


anyways... 21st birthdays this year! it's beginning... i should get used to 21st birthdays huh? you never know the next phase will be the "wedding invitation" already. =X



alvin's..
supposed to be alter ego party but then, ya la, i went there as a chinese dance girl loh, whatever. haha. no one sticks with the theme anyway! :P i will find a more feasible one, if i have one.



so super star, suppose to be rocker lah.
i refused to stand beside him.
ahem. height issues. ahem.



and he wore the revealing 'singlet"(hahaha). show-off!

one bad thing about closing my fb is that i can't browse and "grab" photos anymore. ahha. sorry this is all i've got. :P

I like my chinese dance pants leh! hmmmfff!


p/s: totally forgot about my title! lol. mini pearls!! damn nice and chewy!!!! never too hard, like sago! :D and it's the same price $1.50. yes i'm still drinking bubble teas... once in a while... =X

祝我belated生日快乐

And so... i entered the twenties club, officially. Didn't knew it could be so traumatizing entering this club. It's not very nice when you're sick and down and you still have to turn 20. haha. ok la, that was nonsense. i love 20. yay! yay! yay!

just one more year and i'll be 21.

The day before my birthday was... really not a good day. work was really really bad, and i was so so mad at this person i was really breathing a lot to cool myself down and stop myself from crying. She's such a bad person! but then, maybe i was having pms that day plus i really hate her.

中D毒了！

haha. everytime i get mad at her, they will always say i "中D毒了".
and.. the small celebration really made my day at work end a lot happier than before.

it's nice to know that even tho we didn't know each other for a very long time and people still make the effort to make my birthday happy.

I didn't do much on my birthday. we had pastas. caught a movie at our favourite cinema. searched around for cute pens (haha, long story). we stayed home, watched Heroes and Prison Break. :) And smilling at each sms i received. thanks for all the smses! :) it's nice to know that people still rmb your birthday, after so long. Sometimes i think i'm very self centered because i want everyone to remember me. haha. but yeah.. too bad.

I guess i'm not the kinda girl who likes big birthdays and big parties and wants big surprises. why am i so boring? I am happy with what i have. I am happy that he could be here with me on my birthday and that's all I need, these days. haha. lucky? :)




and the movie we caught was House Bunny!!


It's really a very... blonde show. haha. She's really dumb and cute in the show, ie bimbotic. But it's a nice show to watch. haha.. Cinderella. (in shelley's voice)



I feel like watching Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. sounds like a sweet romantic movie. :)
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Jer was helping me do my fortune with tarot cards yesterday and like any other fortune telling thingy, you need to ask a question. say.. for family, health, mearriage, work, etc.


I didn't know.


So i just ask if you know.. if she can do a general one la..haha.
Can not.


So i thought for a very long time before I asked what I've always wanted to know. It was all very vague and yes, I agree with her that you already know all the answers, all the expectations and future and predictions, your feelings. You just want to know which one is it and which points to take note. So yeah, it's really quite accurate and quite fascinating. It's like a prophecy! haha. I wanted a second go, but i don't wnat her lifespan to shorten la, so i didn't.


But according to her.... even if you do the second time, the cards may not be exactly the same, but the prediction would be the same, if not more.


Interesting huh?

零九一九

is our locker code in secondary school days. hahaha..

seems like ages ago since our fish & co. birthday dinner. we were only what, sec 3?? I guess our friendship really did go a long, long way. haha. But we're not yet old, so we can still afford to be happy on our birthdays... wahaha. Happy birthday to her!~~ :) Hope she had a wonderful day today, hehe. =))


I... have a secret. I wanna get married in 2014, first of March! wahaha. wanted to get married next year la, thought it would be nice for it to be 09/09/09, 长长久久...

But too early for me, so gotta make do with 01/03/14, 一生一世 leh! wahahha~ i thought of it for a long time, a long time ago. But maybe, everyone knows also bah..


Feeling so lethargic and disorientated lately. Don't really know what I'm doing and I get pissed off really easily. GAH! Because of ONE person, my whole working life is so terrible now. Or maybe I should just change my lifestyle. to make myself happier.


Marathon in one more month, and i haven't started running~ maybe tmr. PROCRASTINATE. and I don't know why I am like super super upset that itachi and jiraya died. It's just, a manga. And I was sooo upset!

Stupid hormones!


opps! Happy birthday to nini too!! Hope she LOVE the prezzie, and card. hahahaha.


I'm so... sad. and random. on and off. ah, watever lah..

外婆 75 咯！

Ah.. today was the first time I met seokhui. unexpected. And she's sooo pretty i think :) funny how she talked about our teachers and then reminded me of my school days hate for 华老师. Should have drawn the red prawns and put in her pigeon hole also. I still dislike her after so many years. HMMMMF! Secondary school days are so fun.

Minus the studying part.


everyone's growing up. Babies are almost one week old already. Eating, drinking like normal pigs. grandmama is another year older, but getting fitter and fitter day by day.


oh shit. forgot to register marathon. bye bye.


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[I THINK]

OH ya. I just read xx's blog and found out that there's really gonna be a lawsuit! WA LAO eh another idiotic meh meh sheep. She's just the kind of people who wants to cheat and then act pitiful after being caught. "BUT whyy~~~ can't you just let me off? other people are doing it too!! hmmmmmfff" in the ultimate teh-est voice. And who was the one saying "you of all people should know that stuffs on the internet are always fabricated etc." Like, hello? look who's talking.


Not like people are interested in it anymore. See people have already continued writing their entries, don't bother bout it because people can decide for themselves what they wanna believe what they think is bullshit. and she's still stuck there wimping away because people are bullying her. surgery then surgery la! if it's real no matter what she says it will be real. so now, what does it show?

ugh! sheeps. and those people who supports her are probably the people who.. hmm...likes wang xin ling? Can't sing, and definitely can't dance, not pretty (in my opinion). Really 靠脸混口饭. but hey, Third album already lor.. see? People are always paying for entertainment. She's just like a child. I think she should move on, whatever she's doing with her life that is.

21

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO SI YI!! :) :)

my 漂亮and心地善良的friend turns 21 today.

lucky 21.

So fast so fast...

love.

To my sweetest sweetest one and only.
forever and ever. =)
BIG BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Can't Be Bothered!

This is the first time I've seen so many new emails in my inbox. 43 new messages. Or rather 43 really random and junk mails. Emails are definitely easy to send out, which is why all of them are junk, too easy. Hmmm, don't think they invented the email system for junk mails.


Anyway.. wasn't busy lately, just tired and really really lazy. Can't believe that I didn't go to the net for a week! =/ I don't know what else I do except surfing the net, but apparently I can live without the net for a week. Amazing, i never knew.


December is always the most eventful month of the year isn't it? So beautiful, everything. wedding bells.. spending quality time with your loved ones.. choosing and buying gifts for your for them.. and the smile they will always have when they received that sincere gift. Warm.. fuzzy isn't it?


Nicole was great during her concert. Her passion for dance is undeniable and commendable. Perhaps one day she would have a sudden love for bollywood dancing and I really look forward to seeing her dance to the rhythm with whoever has that 11 syllable name (peesaravanmuthudoubledeckerbus), LOL. funny.



And December has always been so fun because of the two beloved birthdays! Liting's on the 22nd (just yesterday) and kiong's on the 30th (coming up soon!=D).

Had a great time, as always, yesterday spending with besties to celebrate Liting's 19th birthday. SO many things we do together huh? crap together. eat together. play together. shop together. grumble together. paint nails together. rest together. take photos together. ha ha. really random. nvm.


Had Thai Express at City Link for Lunch. Food somehow I feel has deteriorated, but it's the people you eat with that really matters when you have bad food in front of you. So.. Lunch was actually pretty great, hehe.


Shopped a little at Marina.. I think Watson's is really nice to shop. I can spend quite a long time inside there whenever I see one (and maybe not buy anything at all whoops). heh heh.. tried on the mascara testers at John Little.. played with the make-ups... Eh... nvm.


Headed to Suntec where liting met up her bf for dinner. AND that two hours the five of us just slacked at the benches outside Starbucks to write that card for liting, and the card which really proved the two hours of hard work we put into that card.


But in between, me and lichang was putting up the nail polish we bought (at a rather cheap price!) =P


So... two hours or so spent slacking around. from one pathetic bench, to two.. three.. and finally the who row of seat for us. You should have seen. But don't worry, in case I can't rmb in the future (caught amnesia..or Alzheimer's or what), i will up load the photos that we took from lichang's camera when I have the time.


KFC for dinner (sinful... sinful ah... ).


met up liting again. crap crap crap. walk around. and finally decided to go to Settlers cafe at Clarke Quay. Haha. Had so much fun there. And we just played one round of 4 really different game. Reflexes.. how well you know your friends.. How fast your brain work at 1am.. and this really strategic game. Heard that it cost $70 for that board game but really worth it i think (if I'm rich that is).


Title of the game... I kept forgetting. haha. something bout building bridges and being the first to cross to the opposite side of the board. playing with friends were really so fun, cannot imagine playing with people who will just get angry if you remove his/her bridge and then scream and scream and whine and making a big scene out of it. :(


Okay. exaggerated. hahaha.....
but the game was really a chore in the beginning, but when the game finally ended, I feel that it was a really really fun game. :) All in all, it's the company that makes the whole thing fun. Food, didn't have any, drinks too sweet, sofa and seats a bit unhygienic, and everything was really overpriced with some of the cards (MINE ESPECIALLY) really torn up, like half the card is gone leh, really ridiculous. :( But the service was pretty good. Friendly people at 3AM in the morning, really not bad.


so the night ended at about 3.30am, and we all took 8N bus back, with MacDonald's breakfast in mind when we reach Pioneer Mall. But we were all too tired when the bus reached Jurong and I just headed home without mac breakfast..


Speaking of which, I was having a really bad tummy ache when I came out of Settlers cafe and I actually 忍 all the way from Clarke Quay to my house for about ONE HOUR PLUS to do my business (hahaha) cause there was no toilet near the bus stop..!


nightmare.
it was so painful... :'(


December is ending soon. Gonna make the best of the remaining days of December. Soon, it would be 2008 and 2007 would be "one-year-ago". which is pretty sad, knowing that today is going to be history and stuffs..


and i really can't be bothered with the reports and essays that I have to submit like on last Friday. =/ Shut up man, just shut those reports up.

updates

Kailin's 19th Birthday!

A BIG BIG Happy birthday my friend! =)) Hope you had fun that day, SURPRISE!! =D My tallest girlfriend, standing tall at 1.72m! Too bad, she not interested in any guys yet lar, her standard for boyfriend is as tall as her ;) Video is up at youtube! wahaha....missed the part where the guy insisted that he's taller than kailin. ahaha. Too bad.




Pictures are up on my shutterfly album too actually :)


We seem to have so much to talk that day, endless of topics.. and our new lichang oOOo~ siyi driving her new car.. from lame stuffs to ghost stories to SAW movies to Bourne Ultimatum, movies, TV shows, dentists, to weird stuffs like how people are kidnapped around the world, why is it dangerous to go into a changing room, to CCTVs near changing rooms, why guys are like that like that... GIRLS STUFFS! which makes everything so funny and entertaining. =) heh heh.. oh and lichang is becoming more and more narcissistic too! haha~ so fun! =P




after that day, I fell terribly sick. :(
must have been the chocolate ice, really no cold drinks. I mean, yar , really really really no cold drinks. no energy, didn't eat alot of meals:( SO i fell sick all the way until i woke up today. Getting sick so easily. Need my swim, swim, swim....


Going shopping for clothes with mum and sis tmr after their work. Hope I get my dress tmr! if not, panic! -.-"


okay, bye!

Facebook

When I first heard of the Facebook, I thought it was some face recognition network thing. And for so many reasons I refused to join until about a month ago. And this thing is so bloody addictive I tell you.


And then it is not those VERY FUN, WOW factor thing that is addictive. I think it is those applications, how you know what people actually think of you, doing those things that you can not do in the real world (ie. slap/haduuken/throw a cow at your friends).


The thing about facebook which got me hooked is actually the Likeness application and the Fluff friends!

Remember the time when you had to do those survey like what is ur name, what is your favourite food, if you can would you rather A or B kinda thing? And then you have to send the list to all ur contacts, or paste them at your blog, tag 5 people to do the survey too yea? And then remember Neopets??!! the most IN THING during our days/?

Yea man, now is like everything merged as one. And honestly, I feel quite sad when I realised my Likeness is TOP match with Aloysius for most of the it.. I mean, how can.. He is so... so.... Hai..... :(


And so, I think that's about it. I think I've tried most of the applications and the addiction is not that strong anymore. Though I still frequent there to accept some stuffs... do some checking on my Piggu.. describe some friends... Poke some friends... die, am i really not addicted?


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And I thought today was Saturday! Cause yesterday(which is really the Saturday) I was sick in bed, literally! I just stayed at home, moan and groan bout my throat and my lungs, hopping from my bed to Mum's and then back to my bed. Coughing and phlegming around (LOL).

I didn't eat anything but bread? rice and some oily sze chuan soup which almost made me puke cause my digestive system was really bad.

And then I had fever until 38.8degs.. my body was aching.. bathed hot water and stayed in the toilet without lights for like half an hour i think?


And suddenly I just want to see kiong so much. I dunno. sudden cravings for his stomach. HAHA. I just wanna put my face there. like smack right into his stomach and then he'll scream and shout in pain and then we'll both laugh and roll on the floor.

So I dragged myself out of bed and went to jurong east to meet him after his work. When you're sick, and having fever, you can feel even the slightest tiniest wind I think! I was really cold waiting for him at the platform even though I was in my full suit (jeans and jacket).




Haha. so yea. I felt so much better today:) I went home and sleep. AND TODAY IS SUNDAY already! Which brings me to my ah ma's birthday!!



OMG she is freaking 90 years old(!!) but still young-at-heart =D
I can not imagine how much she have gone through. like, hello? I still have another 71 years to go before I reach her age leh!

And right now at the age of 19 I am really so pissed with my life.

another few years I would have reached the peak of my life and still feeling so miserable.

At 30 I would be so busy that I would neglect all the important things in my life.

By 40 I would have kids and be yellow-faced, trying all means to look like what I am now.

And then by 50 I think I would just feel like dying cause of all the rise in pricing and everything I might as well die or get burnt by some random psychos. Rice would cost like $100 dollars and oxygen would be so depleted that everyone carries their own tank and plant so that the plants can photosynthesize for them cause nobody is saving the earth enough now.

You get my point right?


I have so much respect for her. She still have all her customs and old-fashioned mindset in her, but at the same time accepting and understanding all the new generation stuffs .



Happy Birthday AH MA!
万岁万岁万万岁！
WAN SUI WAN SUI WAN WAN SUI!!


My cute ahma twissss!!


p/s: look at the ferrero rochers behind. They have plenty of stocks of it, every time we come, they will have ALLLOOOOT of rochers, and our family would probably finish like 1 or 2 boxes for them hahaha.. ;)


Gonna be so busy this week. Tata! Take care my hao peng yous.. :)

saturday night

went to marina sq yesterday to celebrate nicole's birthday. Had dinner at waraku and after that we sat down at this chocolate place at the esplanade called the Max Brenner Chocolate Bar.



The drink was very sinful!
But it was really delicious, and it was something that I must try :)


Suckao -

You melt the chocolate into that bowl with the candle below, mix with some milk, and drink from the spoon! The metal spoon acts as a straw as well. =)



It was very concentrated chocolate and very sweeet. And my mistake for drinking water after that, water and chocolate don't go well together :(


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There were some postcards outside the Harry's bar or something. I thought this was the most interesthing one and I took it home.


Look at this and try to answer it honestly, would you?

My answer was an immediate NO.
And then you flip behind the postcard -











I know.. I was so guilty after reading it. But deep down, I know I still won't buy and eat from that stall. Which is very selfish of me is it?? :(