:(

i am troubled. sometimes i find it easier to give other people advice than to heed my own advice.


i should start listening to myself.

contemplating whether or not to eat the cup noodles infront on my table.. I'm not hungry.. just feeling so empty! :( in quite a depressed mood lately, sigh. Was it just one week ago that i was on paradise island? And now i'm back to reality. :(

next month, few weeks, gonna be... horrible I guess. unexplainable. just sad. Beginning to like doing plating all over again. i seriously don't mind if there's no time constrain. It's makes my mind dizzy and my arm weak, writing and plating for 8 hrs straight. :( and my stomach empty! But.. today's the last day. Next few weeks gonna be disastrous sigh~

what's with work lately? Feeling so pissed off and sian and irritated. Is it really not possible to have work and fun together? hmm..



Anyway, today is the first of May, MAYDAY!! :):) It's lyn's birthday, and it's rexy's 3rd birthday! hehe. exactly 3 years ago we bought and brought him back you know, it has already been 3 years! :) Donut is already more than a year old. gosh~ my piggiess... ^.^

happy holidays everyone! exams over! audit's over too hehehehe :D