Weighing me down

There's nothing much to talk about lately isn't it?

Christmas is over.
December is ending.
Everyone is waiting for the year to end,
and then 2008 arrives..
and holidays would be over.


but there's still kiong's birthday..
and then meeting up with nic before the school starts again.
I like our tradition..
There are so much more to life in school than just RESULTS ey?
;)


But other than those, DULL.
:(


I still haven't really start on revisions or the reports.
First week was spent out with besties... and just replenishing my sleep.
And second week, still replenishing sleep and maybe storing some for future use la.. The body works in mysterious ways.. HAHA. (bullshit.)


Oh, and I started playing SIMS 2. Pretty outdated already, but SIMS is just quite addictive in its own ways. I haven't really started playing cause I am still building my house haha. Bungalow to be exact. WAHAHA.. if you can't get it in real life, get it virtually. My big swimming pool, exercise room, fire place (really cosy!), plasma built in TV, game room (with bowling alley!), back yard, swing, BBQ area, big kitchen, fantasy bathrooms, outdoor Jacuzzi.. WOOOO!


I mean, its not real but it gets really fun building those stuffs.
haha. Will snap some pictures when I'm done. Come on... there's a kid in everyone! :D

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Alot of my guppies died suddenly. And I didn't really bothered to find the reasons to their death. So I just file it under natural death la, since I don't know why they died.

And.. I bought two new fishes!


Meet mai da..
买大 >>



and mai xiao
买小 >>



and the both of them..




Pardon the names.
A bit impromptu.

买大 is the big one and 买小 is the smaller one la. 买大 is eating so so sooo much, look at his stomach, it is round! I think he'll over eat and die la.. but, hope not.


PUFFERS ARE SOOOOO CUTE!!!!
i like them. :D


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Very randome but...

It just occurred to me how many people are bothered by weight issues recently. Dieting.. not eating.. all the protein, carbo, fruits and veggie talk. I never said much bout this before but I really really cannot understand my weight at all too!

you know i graduated primary school with UNDERWEIGHT in my report book? and I was just 33kg in Sec 1. And that STOOOOOOOOOOOOPID school made me gain 12 kg in that 4 years! Still acceptable but, 45kg.


And I am so stuck-ed.


Chinese new year came and relatives will always ALWAYS ALWAYS say that I became fat already... mum will say that I look like her (as fat as her) and laughing bout it.. Lynette will say I am fat, my face is round...

And when people start asking I'll just have to say I am 45 lah.


I started eating lesser and lesser, not deliberately I think. but just that depression cause you to eat less I think!


So one fine day Nicole suddenly exclaimed at how thin I became. Like bones and everything, but I don't think it's so exaggerated. however I know I became thinner. And I just told her I am still 45kg... Which was the truth :(


I really really really don't know why but after soooo long I only manage to shed 1 or 2 kilos at most. Ok la, sometimes in the morning it is 42kg with empty stomach. but I am still around 44kg, or 45kg.


I mean, Nicole and Lynette are like wayy way taller than me and they weigh about there too, which they should. and jermaine who is about my height too, weighs like 37kg?! And now people start telling me err... quite heavy right? I am XX kg , like a bit more than you only leh.. nonsense. And mum will now start nagging at how thin I am. how ugly I look cause I am too thin for the clothes (total nonsense. I can still wear my ugly clothes.) But I AM STILL 45KG what.


I want to look like I am 35kg, AND BE 35KG.


And then I think it's my bones that is giving me the problems. And the genes come from my mama la... haha


The other day I was with her and there was this small booth for calcium pills for women. So I was afraid that my mum will have weak bones and rheumatism cause she don't take milk and cheese and basically calcium products except coffee.


And so I persuaded her to take the test, partly because it is free also la =P (LOL).


And to my utmost horror. her calcium level is above normal.

I'm not angry or what but i was just amazed at my mum.
and yea.. she didn't need those calcium pills haha.


So I told her that maybe she is taking too little calcium and that all the calcium she every consumed is retained in her bones that's why her calcium level was high. A little gibberish but with some sense in it haha.


And then a few days later she came back to me and told me that she saw another booth selling calcium pills at Boon lay centre (or i dunno where) that gave her the same results. ANd she further added that she actually took the test before which also showed similar results!


And so I have decided to stop taking calcium products.
Not very sure, but highly because of that.
It was the bones all along.

:(

Wa lao.. I am quite a fan for milk products and now I am so scared that I have Calcification. And all along people, mum... dad.. nutritionists.. kept telling us to drink more milk drink more milk....



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Oh, and I missed the student feedback thing. DAMMIT MAN. I really want to grade down some lecturers, and i missed the chance! :( should have done it on the first day, should have.

OH oh, and the exam timetable is out. Hehe. two papers this semester (WOOOPIE!), last one on the 29th Jan! X))




okay, enough.
Hope you guys enjoyed the holidays!
The next december is still quite a long... long... way.. :(


I am pretty afraid lately..
I don't know what will the new year be like.