what the hell?

People should stop asking why I close down my facebook.
First of all, there's more to life than facebook ok?
Secondly, why cannot? I happy what! It's not like I closed down my blog, closed down my facebook, closed down my twitter.

wait.. i did, didn't i?


Anyways.. "why linda close down facebook ah?" will be the last GOSSIP you gossipers will get from me, (i hope), OK? Now, shut up already! It's no big deal right, everybody goes through emo phase what. Don't need to tell everyone everything one ok? where i go. where i am now (seriously can't understand. In the toilet doing business also wanna tell the whole world?!) what i eat. what i'm doing. you wanna know ask me lah! my life is not for you entertainment and specially not for you to spread rumours around and gossip about ok?

i mean, except my parents.. whom i know are genuinely concerned about how i am. other than that, fuck off lah! don't act like you give a shit about me cos' all of you disappeared ok! 


ugh. these people..
i mean, if you think i'm talking about you, than u must be guilty right? but nah.. don't worry, it's just a very small group of people i'm referring to, who don't even visit my blog i think. well, not like i care. so..

Bah!


but since i'm already in this topic... i don't think i will be re-activating my facebook very soon, or at least not until i graduate.

ok here's my 101 reasons (just a figure of speech).

1.  It is really time-consuming. 
2. I really should be dealing with more important stuffs. 
3. and it kinda made me obsessive/stalkerish!
4. I shouldn't have to stalk my friends. 
5. and people stalking me. Super-hate. 
6. especially people whom i don't wanna see, using other people's account and look me up. 
7. super stalker can! 
8. and creepy.
    
9. which brings me to, who i should add. because obviously i can't trust that person anymore if she just gives up her account to someone i hate to stalk on me. right?
10. I have to constantly update if not people will gossip.
11. but if you update too much, also gossip.
12. photos? gossip. 
13. video? gossip. 
14. birthday? gossip. 
15. "what are you thinking"? gossip
16. comments? gossip.
17. add friends? gossip.
18. i think you get the idea. people and everyone, gossip.
     
19. and weird people adding me.
20. i don't add people i don't know. 
21. 2rd degree friend is the maximum i can go.
22. which makes people think i am being very snobbish. 
23. but, your mother never teach you "don't talk to strangers" meh?
24. people who anyhow add friends are just desperate lor. desperate for attention. 
25. ok that will give me more haters. and i don't like haters. 
26. so going onto facebook will get me random haters. for what sia?
    
    
27. Getting super mega lots of notifications whenever I comment from the people commenting after me. 
28. I want my notifications, but they are really annoying! 
29. they spam my inbox! then must read through all of them and filter filter filter. 
30. And people tagging me random objects. i know you guys are trying to be nice, but i just feel crappy sometimes because, 
31. it just reminds me that i am not there, even though you must know how much i want to. 
32. plus, i am not a napkin, or a chair. at least tag me something pretty, like purple stuffs.
33. i hate it when people don't reply me.  even on facebook, wtf.
    it takes some effort to try and communicate with you ok? so, forget it. you can never find me on facebook again.
34. i am starting to hate seeing my world come together. it's a small world, i kinda get it already. people know people, who know me, who know people, who know your friend, who is your friends ex-girlfriend, who is a friend of yours, whom now I know. yep, enough already. ignorance is bliss, and less is better.
35. ex-boyfriends.
    seriously, you break up on facebook, (real or not real), it travels faster than whatever fastest thing u think it is.
36. hordes of people consoling you, 
37. say they feel for you, 
38. scold your ex-girlfriend on your wall,
39. congratulate you on being single. *WTF!* guys should stop all these nonsense.
40. then they congratulate you if you get attached again. 
41. or say you're a dumbass 
42. delete you from ur friend list. 
43. ugh. see? you get what i mean, such nonsense.
44. then we go to pictures. it's like a competition! at least that's what i think. it's no longer a place where people share photos, share about a place they've been and how they feel. 
45. but a place where people compete who have more life through these photos. AGREE?!
46. and if you're feeling sour, you give snide remarks. 
47. or don't comment at all to show your 'support'
48. There are some faces, some names i don't wish to see in my life. 
49. that's why i delete. because blocking them just won't do. well, not their fault.
50. i just don't want to be reminded, because i want them out of my life, because they are already part of my past and i can't do anything to change my past already right?
51. Communication! i feel that communication, or the feeling is lost everytime i talk on my wall, because must filter to suit whoever random people viewing my profile. (see how stupid it sounds when you say talking to your wall?)
    
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52. Annoying games. Sorry if I this might offend you, but I've disabled all games notifications from my wall. So no matter what awesome high score you have and wanna show, I really don't give a damn.
53. And there are sooooo so so many applications!
54. Especially annoying apps that ask for your permission 
55. they just keep posting up your results and whatever shit whenever they like. Hello? Why would i be posting something like this at 5am or 6am?!
56. And they have SOOOOOOOOO many invitations! blocked. not that there's any diff.
     
57. Un-glam photos. I don't like when my face appears in other people's camera. No photoshop, no editing. I ish not photogenic can? 
58. tag tag tag. very fun ah? 
59. So yah, i don' t like to be taken pictures of. 
60. Though I like to take pictures of others. But I only only post em' up when they ask for it one lor.
61. Or if I feel it's very artsy. and you're my model. haha.
62. Especially baby/primary school/secondary school old photos. Let's save that for montage next time can? Not the best student, not even good. not the prettiest, not even worth looking at. So why do people like to bring them up?!
63. Sometimes I really don't know how to reply certain type of comments.
64. especially those wu ar boh eh (有的没的).
65. and especially those from people i don't really like. 
66. i don't reply one hor. very obvious one. don't like means get out of my life.
     
67. But sometimes I really very tired/lazy. 
68. then if I never reply, some people will think too much again
69. or worse, complain and say why I never reply. 
70. cannot satisfy everyone one.
    
71. And and and.. Parents on facebook. 
72. Cannot be too emo, later they worry. 
73. Cannot be too happy, later they think i am playing around here and never study.
74. cannot post nice stuffs, later they think i wasting money
75. cannot be too pda, later they embarrass. 
76. and sure comment one! 
77. then i will be embarrassed.
78. if i complain too much, they will scold the person for me.
79. actually, i think they will scold me and ask me to change my character to suit the world.
80. ON MY WALL
81. Though I love my daddy mummy, but... some things, i just can't tell them. :(
82. Or at least not on facebook.
83. And not everything can be up on facebook. 
84. Not everything can be shared.
85. But what you think doesn't seem to matter. 
86. Super-ultra-mega plagiarism.
87. but nobody cares!
88. nobody knows.
89. And frankly, you can't trust everything, or anything you see on facebook. 
90. People aren't as happy as they say they are
91. people aren't really thinking what they say they are thinking
92. people aren't really truthful about where they are or what they are doing.
93. so it's quite pointless right?
94. isn't it just a waste waste of time? 
95. FB is just a platform for people to find entertainment and spice up their "news", seriously!

that's not exactly 101 reasons. But gosh, I am so anti-facebook. so yep. i think facebook is  really bad.  Hmm.

(and the next thing you know i re-activate my account.. haha.. NO! that's not gonna happen!!)



Any-anyways... WTH. Avril's new song! This song is still very teenage punk I feel. Makes me feel oh-so-much younger. *heart!* love her voice. ftw~



i should stop blogging right?
my stuffs are not very cheery.
in a bad mood now.
someone just said i every small little thing also angry.
and they someone isn't just anyone.
too bad!

see? another last reason why facebook is bad.
cannot complain, be too specific. later sure comment until like forum like that.
geez...