Tears.

are meant for people who are worth it.

I thought I will be okay with it, we will survive. But tears just rolled as we turned our backs, away from each other.

天阿！好不容易过了两年， 又来了两年。
开心的两年和伤心孤独的两年
相比起来真是天与地的感觉

可是...
我不会难过
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂


just alot of missing
and lonely walks
and probably no one to laugh at my nonsense anymore. hai..


nothing la.
2 weeks.
will see him then..
and then... i'll be so happy.
he'll be so happy :)
oh...well.
=/

At least we've spent 3 Mid Autumn together already.
And it has so much meaning to it then it appears.
But Hou Yi is like.. a bad guy. So... maybe guys won't understand.
To have someone you love beside you under the round moon.
Laughing with your family...
Lovely.
All so romantic.




And so we caught Mamma mia! on Sunday night.

funny loh! what a perfect movie to just laugh and crap at behind our 舍不得s. haha. But seriously, it's a pretty good show to catch. Unless you have like totally zero musical sense in you then.. it will still be a good show for you to laugh at their drama.


It has got so much meaning behind those songs and the story just fits into the songs so well, or the other way round. And I guess very much so, it's the first time for so many people to actually realise the lyrics and meaning behind those songs.


It's really not bad at all!
Not forgetting you'll get to see Pierce Brosnan in another light. :) I thought it was awkward though. Maybe it's better he go back to being james bond or go for more advertisements and commercials. Hmm..


Anyway...
our favourite song is....

hahaha.
nvm la. you'll geddit when you watch it. Right now i'm just having one of those dizzy moments and I'll just type so randomly.


I dunno what will happen tmr.
He's leaving tmr. And I'll just head back for work.
maybe have our last chat.
haha.
ok la.
I can't believe I have to go back to work already.
It became such a chore to work lately.


why am i making it sound like it's such a big deal.
it's not like anything will change.
just.. alot of missing. like i said. Hmm..
yea. we'll see how.

BLEAH!

明天起....
人生又将会有了大大改变咯....

love you.