?? no idea.

Oh well. Guess I don't blog anymore :/

Hmmm.. Lots of stuffs happened during my leave, my leave, after my leave, after i went back to work, on MC and my life over the past few days. But I just can't find the drive to blog about my life. It seems.. pretty mundane sometimes. Must be having my pms, but when am i ever not having pms. huh!


So.. guess I'll start slow.. Hmm.. work was pretty tiring lately. I forgot my primary password after so many days of leave. I think my memory is failing :(

I somehow hated how suay I can get when it comes to the number of specimens. But it's still manageable. Can only blame myself for bad luck right?  Probably because I'm feeling a bit crappy these days, lots of stuffs on my mind, just recovered from a throat inflammation, really really a lot of stuffs buggin' me' and I don't feel like talking to anyone about it or entertaining anyone. It's so bad lah, but I really can't be bothered. =/

I forgotten how it was like to be a student. Young, studious, non-working, scrimp and save. It feels really different when you work and meet new people. You have different ideas, different mentality, you learn new things, you realize old things that happened a long time ago. Sigh.


I think birthdays are really emo period huh.

I just feel like I need time to be alone, to think, to see things more clearly. Sometimes when you get older, you don't see things very well, you don't understand things as well. Do things become more unbelievable and complicated as you grow older? Or am i really just more blind and more dumb.


Okay lah! I know i'm not that old to talk about such stuffs; but not very young either. haha.


life is full of drama you have no time for re-runs.
and i just pray mine would be too mundane for a drama to happen.
yup.

I began this entry wanting to talk about work, ended up talking about.. life? haha. or so it may seem.

Janice bought me a birthday gift! Oh my tian, she's so thoughtful! Hehe. shall upload the photo one day to 'save' the memory. So gonna miss her when she's gone! T.T

and to side track a lil.. I realise, after a few incidents, it's really hard to buy a present for some one you really don't know. Not hard to buy, but more like hard to think of what to buy. The closer you are to that person, the easier it is to think of what to get right? :)

So.. all the presents I received, I'm truly grateful! Cuz it's all about the time and effort spent in thinking, buying, and spending on the present for your friend. Every step in buying a gift is difficult! I especially pay more attention to the wrapping when I give a gift. I will wraaaappp until very sui sui and then I'll be sooo satisfied.  and the card when I receive. Hehe. Love cards! :))

Hmm.. still trying to accept that I'm 21.
I know I'll get by..
I rmb it was harder during the transition to the biggie 20. It was quite a nightmare, I think, last year. I really felt the phobia.

But this year.. seems like any other ordinary year! (except last year's)
Sooner or later i'm going to give up 'celebrating' my bday.
:(

Okay, gotta go catch up on my beauty sleep. Haha. very vain lately. :P
Good night!

Missing my biibii alot too.