berry berry bad mood!

I was busy solving this stupid blogger problem and now that I'm finally done resolving it, I'm so not interested to blog anymore... =(

Anyway.. this entry is loongg longg overdue..! :(

Initial plan was to update last week, so bf knows what I have been doing.. turns our we've changed our Internet modem into the mio TV modem thingy and all the settings were reset and blogger went haywired and I wasn't able to upload any photos at all. Thought it would 'go away' after a few days, how foolish come to think about it!

Thus..no posts.
And then, kiong's finally back and I just don't wanna blog la. Haha.

So yep. Me presenting.. July 2009.
After ling's birthday party,
and after kiong went off, of course.. :(



12th July 2009, Sunday
@ TopOne KTV + Supper

pause, janice, linda.

She wanna take picture with her Stefanie Sun.

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me still looking very 'black' from the diving trip :(
the two acting very romantic at the song by tanya and stef.

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Guess who's that crazy photographer who wants to take a photo of an 'imaginary friend' sitting beside me and janice... -.-
walao so scary can.....

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Supper at some toast and dessert place.
that woman is drinking eeewy "ba bao cha"...

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Erm.. our take 1-10.
we actually did this two times can.. haha.

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19th July 2009, Sunday
@Sentosa and fish&co. glasshouse

haha yeap. she's more afraid of heights then me :P

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Her and her DSLR...

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Ben & Jerry's!! =))
Too sweet.
hehe.

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Micro power~

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erm.. btw i dyed my hair red..
2 wks alrd. :X
I'm lovin' it haha.
Well, just thought you should know? :P

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The food.... Not really fantastic..
If it looks good here, it's just the photography skill haha.

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Many many layers of tedious wrapping.
Our style!

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ok, cheese!

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25-26 July 2009, Sat - Sun
@ Batam

It's very hard for us to get to go out together cos' one of us is definitely working.
So.. it's good that we managed to do this! :)

Our first photo of the trip! :))

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At the ferry terminal.
The ferry ride was so exciting haha.
smth like the ride up-and-down near JE you know?

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the not very nice seafood. but we were all tired and hungry,
and so we ended up finishing the not very nice seafood =X

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Breakfast time!
Check out the man sitting behind me,
smoking infront of a no smoking sign.
ridiculous.

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Hahah. I know.. too many pictures so i compiled them into one.
too many into one. :X

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Massage was really not bad. Cheaper definitely.
You can choose the usual normal ones, or with aromatherapy or scrub.
And I chose the scrub. ^.^

Felt so clean after than hahaha.

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Skipping the whole shopping trip,
we were all tired at the end of it after all the walking around.
Still had a lot of cash so i ended up buying J.Co.. haha.
It's abit cheaper there.

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And the final shot. Scenic view.. on the way back to the ferry..

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So.. weekends of July were spent with Pause, obviously, look all the photos! Anyway, I think.. it's just very sweet of her to spend time with me when bf is not around. When some people just don't know or don't care, when some people just avoid me, when some people just took me for granted and think that 'there will always be a next time', she spent all her 3 weekends of July with me cos' she knows that I won't be free once kiong is back. and because she wants to go out with me (hahaha).

And that's not even including the Sunday for ling's bday, which means to say, I've been seeing her everyday, without missing a single day, for 4 weeks, ie. one whole month!


And.. Even though she can be so sickening at times.. trying to irritate me and testing the limit to my patience at work.. and infuriate me till death sometimes i think.. I know that, 你是好人啦！don't say don't have.

Sometimes you feel that good people are all around, but when you really try to find, it's actually not all around. Right?

So.. she's a nice friend, after all the nonsense she gives, and I take. all the tantrums i give, and she took. haha. Just wanna say a big THANK YOU! for accompanying and entertaining me for the month of July.. :))


errrr...
i hope you're not crying.


Let's just keep it at July jiu hao k? ok.
haha.
And.. I'm sure there will be other weekends we'll get to hang out again ;)


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So, back to today..
today was.. a black tuesday I think.
For me at least.
Anything bad that could have happened, happened I think.

Can be so happy at one moment and then in an instant, shock, anger, embarrassment, distress. And thereafter was just feeling pissed off.

It was ana's last day today, and I don't feel anything. Not nothing, but just I can't feel much about it... I was more upset when willie left a year ago, if i remembered correctly.. Maybe I will feel the depression tomorrow... I'm getting slower at things these days, maybe feelings wise too, boo-hoo.

I hope she's better there anyway, anywhere is better than here.