Overwhelmed. Lethargic.

The month of libra has ended. Haha. seems like I'm counting my months based on horoscope now. Month of Scorpio now.. Libra just came and went like that, so fast! I didn't even get to enjoy the month of my star sign yet and now it's over~ :(

My birthday month was... not as exciting as I hoped. Turned 21 this year but, really not excited or whatever. I can't say for all, but all the people I've asked, their favourite month is their birthday month, which is really the normal thing. Except... I kinda really hate October in the past.. Now, not so.. mostly because I have a super October-Lover that I see everyday in my lab who refuse to let me be unhappy during Libra month. haha. but still not my top few fav month.. My fav month is actually.... SECRET.

hahahaha.



BLEH!





Anyway, since it's long over, and it's really long over... thought I'd just post up all the cards i received for my bday this year :)  A bit hao lian la, if you wanna think that way, go ahead? haha.. er... see if i care?


Love all those pretty cardsss! :)

From my beloved lynette sister. :) very cute hor! haha. Plasticine rubbery rubbery one. haha.. cute that there's 3 of us in a gym room! =o)

And I couldn't watch R21 only until recently.. hhahaha.

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From the poly peeps! heee.. these girls can't wait for me and kiong's wedding! Especially Sandra.. "Happy Marriage (In advance)" She says. haha. can't help but feel abit um-chio *SHY* :P

I dunno what's that she's drawing.. think some chemist thingy??? i realy dunno. But it's so..-sandra. =P

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And of course from my very very darling nicole ningxin!
And alvin too. hehe.

The very gorgeous, hand-made, pop-up, 21st birthday card! Extremely professional. When I saw the card it was totally, oh-my-goodness! kind of exclamation.! It was really really very nice.. the balloons just stands up when I open up the card. Alot of purple.. the front was neat and nice, with the cloth border thingy and all the shiny cards.. not messy at all. So prettyyyy!

And of course, alot of substance.
Hahaha..

It was actually quite nice, hangover at my house (& alvin's), beancurd and you tiao at 5AM in the morning... Crazy sister drinking in the living room with her frens.. and we just.. woke up for the real breakfast at 11am. and went home. haha

Hang over is LOVE~ ^.^
But getting old for that soon..
Recovery time is getting longer and longer~
hahaha..
But still...
i like their company :)

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and the most touched one... awww....

lots of hardwork!! so touched.. all the photos and msges.. and effort! Spent so much time making this card.. the stickerss...and the "L" can actually spin. haha. there's the cute sticker with water in it too. like so old-school which makes me feel so nostalgic. So touched!

Even though it's in chinese, i will still read it.... just takes longer. haha. :)

The creator.
haha.

Thanks so much! :)

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Birthday girl.
21 candles.
Special birthday cake!
:) from lichang they all.
which marks the end of my bday 'celebrations' this year..


It feels like my shoulders are just suddenly heavier when i turn 21.
=/
I think it's called responsibility.
and responsibility usually equates to boring stuffs.
so sad!

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Been feeling verrrryy tired lately! monday is HATE. grrr.. went for cme talk today. Out of no where, i just felt like going. Walked under the scorching sun. almost died.

I dunno what's wrong with myself either.
Sometimes I just can't forget all my lessons learnt.
it's supposed to be good not to forget right?

Some how it feels like amnesia is better this time round..