Love is all around you, and so the feeling shows...
I don't know if it is me or is everyone around so blissfully happy lately? I didn't mean it in a bad way by the way.
It has been such a long time since I felt happy, and I know it. Like sometimes I'm happy but I just really don't know if I am really happy. Or sometimes when I should be happy, but I am not. Being happy, is really such a great feeling. Knowing that you're happy is even better. And knowing everyone else is happy too, is even even better. Isn't it? :)
You know sometimes life can suddenly be so heavenly at one moment, and shitty the next second. One of the seven sins - Envy (or rather, Jealousy)
Knowing others who are happier than you, richer than you, smarter than you, having more friends than you, having a better family than you. Sucks isn't it? sigh.
It is in one of the seven greatest sins for a reason. Jealousy destroys people's life, ey? But.. wouldn't it be nice to be the one people get jealous of? =/
aha. Even if I am the best in the world (I am not saying I am the best though I wish I am haha!), one can never be satisfied with what they have. Grass is always greener on the other side, always aim for the highest cause' height, is infinity.
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I don't know how I got to that, but thoughts just flowed through my mind at that moment. Anyway, I hope happy days will continue despite the exam stress. It's usually not the exams I hate, it is the stress and tension that comes with it which makes it loathsome.
Hm. alright, good day everyone:)
wish me luck for the lock-stealing case. I am going to be summoned for an interview by the disciplinary teachers soon. :S
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