of lab coats and covered shoes. and rain (T.T)

nervous!
it's like first day of work all over again.
except now i learn to be less-friendly, less punctual, and maybe less spontaneous.
ai ya everything also less lah.
which i wonder if it's good or bad!
i mean it all sums up to 3 words, "what's the point"

some people don't deserve it, so i'm really sick of being nice and then feeling disappointed all the time from people i care and expected a lot. ermm. i'm guessing everyone have had at least this feelin' once in their life by now. everyone's unique in some ways you'll never fathom. so imma be selfish and i don't care!


it's really difficult not to care too also right? :/ which means it will all end up the same.
"just be as happy as you can and not let anyone bring you down, or define who you are. "

hmm. it's not me talking.
weird!
must be the rain.
it has been raining all week and it's making me so moody!  :/


it's just good that there are many Singaporeans around the lab. say... 70%? :X and everyone knows each other by some friend, or friend-of-friend connection kinda thing. haha. interesting.