packing

Okie.. I think it's about time I let you guys know that I would be leaving soon. My flight would be on the 3rd day of CNY.

Yes, I'm leaving, I'm leaving, I'm finally leaving...!

I'm actually surprised that little people know my little dream of leaving Singapore and just living on my own. I guess this is a good start for me. Some day I hope I would be able to find a job out of Singapore and just stay in my own house (house okay, not apartment), have my own family... nice right? and make sure they stay far far away from Singapore. hahaha.


Not that Singapore is any bad, everyone's here.. everyone, everything.. my friends my family, my childhood, my favourite food! And I'm leaving all these behind. But I guess it's not really the lifestyle I want.. Not the lifestyle I would want for my kids in the future too. And I can't change the whole of singapore system right?


Ok lah, maybe I'll fully appreciate what I have here in Singapore when I come back.. Or maybe I'll like it there and never come back? haha.. who knows..


And of course now it's a little different from what I was expecting a few years ago.. Was really prepared a few months ago.. Now I'm pretty scared and not ready yet. And it's impending. And I'm scared.



So, I'm just starting to pack already. Packing and cleaning up for cny. Can't believe I wasted so much paper on those notes! 3 boxes of notes, geez. Still thinking if I should bring all those notes there, whether I'll even read them. Doubt so, so probably not. Still deciding. :/


Can't believe I'm going back to school. I still hate school. Phobia. It's going to be dread as usual, but what to do.. Last shot. And I'm still living my dream, right? Just maybe a slightly different one. Dreams will only be dreams. ha.

I don't think it's good over there or whatever, I'm pretty sure schooling is sucky anywhere. But wish me all the best nonetheless. Give me your blessings (no, not getting married), cause you know I'll miss all of you here my friends!

Wah, very emo. Okay. Bye. Take care everyone, and don't fall sick!