隐瞒

while.. this week had been a pretty weird week, in a way. starting to miss ana! somehow, emoing alone at my bench. have too much alone time I guess, and alone time makes me think sooo much. way too much. Especially when I can't see him for the week. :/ I get edgy when I know I can't see him soon. sucks. and i know i'm being super disgusting sometimes. bleahh..


sometimes, the words just slip out.. unintentionally..
and sometimes, intentionally, the words are kept inside.


disappointment sets in again.
when you got what you didn't expect
when you didn't get what you expect
from the people around you.

why can't people just be frank.
what's with "because you didn't ask"
how do you ask when i don't even know it happened.
geez...


so.. i believe that as you grow older...
there are more things you can't say
and many more things that you must learn to say
to the correct person.
and decide who are the ones who are just not worth your time.


i tend to say alot of random things when i'm worried.
very worried.
cos these are the stuffs that pretty much happened some time back and not at the moment
which means to say, i'm very worried!


i think it is partly due to the aura during the 7th month festival.
Very depressing atmosphere don't you think??


If only all the pieces fall into the right places.
if only.
i can only hope.