coming alone, and leaving alone

it's really true isn't it? You come to this world alone, you'll leave alone. One fine day you'll have to leave everything and everyone behind, for good, to a "better place".

Nothing lasts forever.
(I'm sorry I can't be perfect~)

Lots of hiccups in work lately. I remember I used to label the plate wrongly all the time, and I had to re-do the specimens because, what's the point of knowing the results and don't know who it belongs to.

And Willie would say.. "It's okay, don't worry. We're only human, humans make mistakes!" And for that week I was called super-human because I make super lots of mistakes.




I know I won't be staying there for long, as much as I want to cause I've learnt tons over there in just 5 months as compared to hmm.. 3 years in poly? Of course that's a different thing because I have great friends in poly to spend time with.

It's just... so hard working with bad colleagues. Like they make your life miserable for no apparent reasons. They can just not speak to you and you'll feel miserable already like you've done something wrong to offend her.

Or is it just, woman.


That cert for greater prospects is so tempting.
But I can't study for shit.
I miss my friends though.
That's what made life in poly enjoyable.

Had an attachment student from SP this week, and we were gossiping bout the lecturers as usual la. haha. lecturers are always nice to gossip about. What I've learnt... gossips travel from generation, to generation to generation. From ITP, to friends to relatives. You meet new people, they tell their experiences. The best way to stop you dirty secrets from spreading is to keep your toes clean (what an extremely weird way to say it), cause rumours spread duh!

Your biasness, your prejudice, your unjust, your kindness your leniency your understading, you think your students are blind and deaf? They can see, they can hear they can think for themselves what kind of a person you are. And I will not even try and hide the names and the things they've done. I think kind lecturers deserve only the best treatment and bad lecturers deserve nothing less than shit.

I know I can speak quite... ruthless at times. But I only speak the truth.. Wahahhaa.. And I'm so happy I'm spreading the rumours cause I want him, them to be condemned for generations cause they so deserve it! I feel I've got my revenge somehow. Because.. it's only one student this week, and for the next 5 weeks I'll have more students coming in. which means to say... mUAha.ha.ha.ha..

While, they say you can learn alot from attachments, they're right you know. It's life experiences hor...

I think I can really jump from one topic to another topic, haha~

tata. ;)
I'm smiling as I type the last paragraph down, like the evil smile. hahahhaa. A little 'kindness' goes a long way. bad things, goes a long way too. =)



PS. I just saw this email and I just lost my entire entire appitite for sashimis and japanese food. WALAOO!!!