hate hate hate

don't you just hate it when you're in need of the toilet and you can't find the freakin' keyssss!!!


yea me too!
Hmmm..



Blogging just died down.
Inspiration died down.
Lost of words..
and I just can't pen down my thoughts like I used to anymore.


Life gets harder as you grow.
Decisions get harder,
situation gets difficult to handle,
and your heart slowly closes without you realising it.
I'm lost.


This whole week was gone faster than I've imagined.
Monday passed with blues..
Tuesday.. Wednesday.. Thursday.. hot and cold.
Friday was black.
and today's already Saturday.



Whatever that should happen happened, otherwise it's not meant to be.
So fast but yet so many things happened.
And many things did happen very fast.

Unpredictable weather;
天有不测风云, 人有旦夕祸福


Where have I gone, what I've done.
And maybe life will be like that from then on;
Work, rest, food, politics, television, family.. and now, bills!

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(and just to digress...)

Seriously, coming home with 3 letters on your table.

First one, DBS bank. Okay... the stuffs which I've bought...

Second one, Singtel bill. (and then you just realised you have just donated $50 to the earthquake victims. FIFTY! It's totally amazing how much you can spend with a phone. You should guess how much the bill came up to.)


And then you'll just leave the third one on the desk for another day which you know will come one fine day.


goodness.
the stress you get with bills.
I shall be understanding towards my mum and her bills from now on.

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and then, you're alone in your room. And it will get so depressing.
and it's amazing how life must still goes on no matter what happens.
and you just wish it will wait for you for a while...


I'm so lost at the moment.
But I have someone with me to get lost with.
And I feel so happy to be lost with him.


It was never the stuffs he did that made me happy, the things he will buy, or the ice creams and candies and chocolates that he would feed me with. It's just.. the time that he was willing to spend on me, that he was willing to spend together with me that makes me a happy person.


Money can buy so much love, seriously!
But you just have 24hours each, FLAT.
Everybody has the same, fairness and equality! muahaha!!


Why waste your time on people who will never ever reciprocate or even appreciate the things you do for them? Why spend it on stuffs you'll regret later in your life?


Yea. spend it wisely! Can you imagine how much time people have wasted for me? Sinner.
(coughs *i'm sorry*)


Just watched Sex and the city movie, and it's such a nice, sweet, smart, cleverly funny movie. Though she was a bit "deh" for her age, but it's such a wonderful movie.


have you ever wondered why people want to cheat on their partners? I mean, both mentally and physically. For thrill? Fun? Curiosity? "test water"?


i think it's nonsense.

if you wanna cheat, either you make sure you don't get caught (or stupidly admit it). Seriously, somethings are better left not known. I prefer to be blind than to accept, while.. that's what i think, now. or you don't commit into any relationships la!



I can never be that forgiving, to have the courage to forgive, to forgive such a serious crime from someone so close. Half a year seem such a long time, but it'll take forever to heal that wound too, isn't it?


and the songs nowadays ah....
how am i supposed to breathe with no air no air no air..


as compared to all time classics 邓丽君's :
任时光匆匆流去我只在乎你.
心甘情愿感染你的气息.
人生几何能够得到知己.
失去生命的力量也不可惜

incomparable.