what can i do with a B....

this must be the first time i cried, ALOT, because my results sucks big time. i just close my eyes and go to sleep, hoping that when I finally open my eyes I would have let go of the whole damn thing. And hours and hours passed.. news just got worse. even the CMI people with their shitty presentations and lousy character got A. why are we put below them after all the hardwork, after spending tons of hours editing our presentation and report to the perfect. why did they make it seem as if we are of the same level as those lousy pieces of shit.



if we're bad students (and this is so subjective), they are no better either. why us?
so much unjust.
and people don't really care bout it.



whatever happens i swear i am never going to be like those assholes. or rather, that asshole who gave me that results.. i've never liked him. but i didn't do him any wrong. WE didn't do him any wrong. in fact we gave him that little respect that he did not deserve at all and this is what still happens in the end. It's not even a misunderstanding, it's an obvious biasness against people he likes and people who are not useful to him. if he ever sees this, i just want to tell him that the people he gave an A to mixed two different kinds of feed of different proportion, different quantities and of different nutritional value to his project fishes. People can be so amusing sometimes. oh-so-helpful!




anyhow, I just feel that it is something that we deserve and did not get. and don't even give me that two-faced look (i dunno how it looks like but..) and think that but you really don't deserve A what. what are you whining about! you're such a loser!

you don't know the shit we've been through so I don't need your comments.



and the feeling is back. that the whole world got it except me.