新年快樂

cny gets so troublesome as you grow older. and i'm not really a great fan of house visiting, even though there's only two places which I usually need to go aunties and uncles piss the hell outta me, pun intented.

(and now i need to go kiong's house too! which I really realy like them, cause their house is always so quiet and peaceful and fun to be at. so peaceful =D.)

and i think my family is cursed during cny because every year there's bound to have something bad stuffs going on, people fall down etc. and our family is famous for the quarrel - don't go - pull long face for everyone and make everyone unhappy stunt and making cny such a sensitive time of the year and i always have to think like 1000 times on what I am going to say.

it's quite scary thinking bout it sometimes, and over the years i really dread it. so you only talk to like thomas cause he's never petty bout small stuffs and always the same everytime. stupid mood swings huh?

dad.. it's always dad... and it's so sad sometimes.
i said 新年快樂, what's wrong?