2.15

今天很伤心
i also dunno why.
but maybe i do know why.

现在有一点累
and i don't feel like sleeping.
but maybe i do want to sleep.




I feel very sad, I feel vey tired. Maybe it's pms, maybe it's not. I'm unhappy, I'm depressed. I want to have fun everyday, every single minute in my life and I am not. But it's always so hard to achieve the simplest things. Why do people enjoy going for difficult things in life, only to realise they can't get even the basic and simple things. Why do people want to study so hard, and they cannot even cook a decent meal for themselves. Why do people do so much to get promoted in jobs, but can't even look after thier own room or apartment properly. Why do people want to sing before they can talk, do before they learn, speak before they think?


Everyone strives and looks far ahead. so let's say a stone is infront of them and they just trip and fall cos' they are too smart to see a stone infront.



I seriously don't know what nonsense I have been talking, so I am going to sleep now. Humans are indeed the most fascinating things to observe. 1million people, 1 million personalities. How many personalities do you think you've met??? Ok ok ok ok ok okaiiieee.... good night. Will update again, next week.

take care everyone.