so many things to blog about, mundane stuffs though (hmmm.. don't ask me why perhaps my life is really dull lately. or rather most of the time)
And I realised,
As I get older ah.. the more and more I hate my birthday. Not as in the date but I just hate when my birthday comes. It's like there's nothing I can do.
Last year was already kinda dreading, this year was worse and I really had no mood. I forgot that it was my birthday that day and I was still busy doing my fish stuffs and those practicals were really exhausting :(
I don't know, somehow... I just don't feel like it is my birthday and it was just like any other day. Haha. I don't know why, but I got a feeling it's going to get worse over the years. SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME, but I don't give a damn.
Was really depressed for a few days before. And I just couldn't get myself to be happy. smiling was just for the sake of smiling.. which is quite, hai.. sad I guess.
But thanks for those who sent me the birthday smses! (:
made my day when I saw them. (:
谢谢你们! (:
and the dinner with family was really warm, and cosy... the feeling was really different and I felt really nice around them then. So.. nice =)
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oh, and my baby passed his final theory test! I hate mcqs la, mcqs are like damn super hard for me =X i think i'll prolly have to take 5 times before i can pass the test. (sigh) and he just took it once! PROUD PROUD. wahahaha.
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And about fyp, it was totally saddening today. Heart really pinch.
98 fishes died. (OMFG)
and I don't know why the hell they die!
They just died.
like tsunami.
like disease spread
or what?
And the teacher lagi best la.
MIA one week.
miss call him 999 times also no use.
I feel like slapping him once again.
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And it is weekend now!
enjoy ur weekend.
meeting my lovelies on Sunday. looking forward. =D
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