paranoia. feeling evil and happy

long overdue photos for my birthday. Birthday photos are at my shutterfly album already. blea. didn't even bother to name the photos and write captions anymore. I feel tired. of everything.


PHOTOS-

Happy people and the yummy-li-cious Green tea ice cream!
*weird. I uploaded these two photos and blogger photo service went down after that. So can't upload more photos here. I tried like 5 times! haha. Later then, too bad. Blogger likes kailin's photos! =D *



The very nice CHEEEEEEEEESSSY scallop mushroom hotplate!
yummy yumyum.


we went McCafe to slack after marina square. and I saw this very cute car parked one slot beside siyi's car at jp. cute right! wow.

Birthday present from my 五个好朋友! A bit big, cannot close properly I scared spoil =X But, thanks a bunch, I can find my wallet now! =D

And from the one who knows I am a Body Shop fan. thanks pauling!haha And kenneth, who apparantly don't know what present he paid for till now I think.



yes.. and my new mp3 player Creative Zen VPlus..

you dunno how much i've said and screamed I DON'T WANT I DON'T WANT!!! when i found out he was going to buy me this.. I got angry with him over this too and didn't talked to him. cause every single gadget that he got for me either goes missing or cannot be found. Which is basically the same meaning lah. :( And I am such a bad owner for things, that's why I like to buy my own things. no responsibilty, no guilt.

And I think either he really really hates listening to what I say, or he just wants to make me happy.. so in the end we went to the Creative centre with intention to buy the pink limited edition one. But I think it's all the same.


And it's all so worth it I think?
cause it made me happy.
made him super broke, but happy too I think? =I
cause' he bought a pair of this,
for the both of us.
:)

now we got matching mp3 players.
Black and white.
so sweet i think.
happy.
:)


I really hope I don't lose this one.
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sometimes it is like whatever I do, no one cares.
and every time, I really just thought someone will.
every banana time.

But of course you know.
no one does
anyway.


It's hard. To care for someone. and know that it would never be returned.
sincerely returned. And it hurts too.

You know. stuffs like that, should be mutual.
And when one day you feel like I've stopped caring for you,
you should know why.


And since I am on the topic of karma (I'm like the greatest fan of it), it just happened on my fyp teacher! HAHAHA. Someone switched-off his -20deg freezer in the lab and everything inside was spoilt and the frozen fishes were rotting.

Anyway, on that exact morning, he actually locked up the doors when he is having his practical lesson for the other class. simply because he didn't want to let the late students in. Lock them out, make them wait outside the banana ulu lab. no shelter. don't care if it the sun is freaking big or if it will rain. make them wait and wait, sit beside the drain and smell the rubbish that has been uncleared for weeks. until like one hour later then let them in.. and smile.... wickedly.


you see?!


Hai.. His retribution for being such a bad person I think. But then, we kinda got accused of being the people who switched the freezer off. But do I look like I BANANA care?!

no.
=)