Tuesday, July 10, 2007

my condolences

When you live, it's all the expectations people have for you. And when you leave, it is all the respect people have for you.

Everything was just so sudden. And death comes knocking on your door.

How unpredictable life is.

He didn't even know it was coming and everyone was brought to such distraught upon his departure. It's not just how fragile life is, how much you should cherish you life. It is actually how god is making fun of people's life. So much whys, what ifs, and really no answers to any of your doubts.


The last time I went to a funeral was 12 years ago. Twelve. That's 6 years of primary education, 4 years of secondary, and 2 years of tertiary education. But everything just seem so vivid and clear even after so long. It is definitely not an experience you would want to have, and it's no joking matter. I was at a loss over there. There wasn't much crying when I came, but to tell you the truth, one look and you know everyone's just too tired to cry anymore and what's left to cry for?

My deepest sympathy to them. I can't fully empathize but I just hope they would still continue to lead their lives to the fullest, I hope everyone would, and in remembrance of their wonderful dad, wonderful brother and uncle.. We'll miss him..


So, life wasn't too great after all. I just screwed up my bioprocess mcq quiz (50/100), as well as my speech essay. And to add on, reports are piling up higher than ever, with projects and quizes all coming at the same time.

Ah... I know life can't be that hard.

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