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spent friday with nicole after school.
though not girls' night out at clubs or what la..
i don't club anyway.

it was just pure shopping and eating and talking and shopping and walking.


i came home feeling so dejected and depressed over everything we talked about. how sucky our lives, our class, our friends, our course, our lifestyle, everything, are.


maybe i was just tired but, i was/am really still depressed. especially when we couldn't find a solution or anything we can do to make it right.


things don't always happen the way you want it to; what should u do then?
whine, groan. we did. but we just dunno what to do anymore.


everyone parted feeling so lamely pissed at our lives, that i just wanna puke.
bluack.



why am i so emo.

i wanna stay at home and rot.
don't stop me.
=/