monday blues

and even though it looked like an interesting day in class, deep down i think i'm really having what they call the Monday blues.

first day of a new semester wasn't such a bad start off,
not a good one either.

i realised i complain alot
waayyyyyy too much.
so much that i think i'm irritating.


you see the title of my blog up there?
yes. i love my simple life-

and when things get really complicated and out of my SIMPLE life, i get really worked up and stressed. Things are kinda complicated now for me in class and i really sat down in my bathroom floor for sometime, showers on. and i just sat there for like 15minutes wasting water!

and i think it's not enough, i think i'm quite tired after a day in school handlin all the stress.


i really don't know who to trust..
everyone is hating everyone, and i don't even know if the person sitting beside my hates me or not when she's talking and smiling at me.

and all i can do is - hate everyone.

OMG.
i really hate my life man.
i really think i hate everyone.
but do i?


:"(


i sound so much like a whining bitch but hey, you're not in my shoes.. maybe u can try to help me if you understand? =/


sigh-

i feel like taking a break,
okay wait, my break just passed didn't it?
-.-