mixed up.

had a strange feeling the moment i woke up today.
of course, i woke up to pee
and went back to sleep.

it was a weird feeling waking up today.
and everything was wweeird.
feels weird, looks weird, smells weird?

sigh-


somehow my computer managed to resurrect from the dead and i got back my files and fave links.

seems like the disk drive connection wasn't connected thus we thought we lost our files. and since we got back our old files, we lost our recent ones.

Ahhh.. i don't want to say anymore.
very frustrating..
not sure if i shld be happy that i got back my files,
or sad/angry that i lost my recent files.

?!

went to Essential Brews with friends yesterday night.
what a long long time since I've been there.

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remember promising kiong that we would go there someday, but some how we always didn't. I don't know why either. would love to go there with him someday, sit at the window seats, drink some stuffs, and enjoy? haha. =P

so, essential brews didn't become our place after all. i thought it might..
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alright, back to yesterday,
it was really a day worth remembering.

after all, we didn't have THAT much class gathering what.
this could be the first class gathering we had?
seriously. =/

though not much people,
but still- (:

for what ever reasons i still don't understand,
it was a sad sad night, crying myself to sleep once again.
Maybe i was tired and want to sleep desperately.
maybe?

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mummy's company is in some sort of lawsuit now,
and so mummy is kinda involved in some way too.
not really INVOLVED, but rather, helping out and providing information about the suit.

I just hope everything is alright, I'm not too sure about what's happening either.

I'm in a really blur state lately,
:(

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anyway, sometimes i think the windows media player have some kind of psychic power. I just look at one song from the list of songs, i didn't even click it! and the next song it plays is the song i was LOOKING at!

how amazing.

anyway, one song i wanna share.
old but, still works ;)




There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
Is gonna bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You'll never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
(Don't tell me who I should be)
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say is gonna
Bring me down

Bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You won't bring me down
Bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You won't bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up