Cold.
Indeed, there are different kinds of weather for human as well. Cold and bitter.
AH.
Whatever!
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Remember at the beginning of the year where they say Dragons will have a bad year ahead?
:)
you don't?
anyway, you must be an/a (fill in the blank) , if you don't.
IT IS.
Okay, so maybe I got myself a nice-caring fantastic boyfriend, I passed my exams and got into year 2, I was happy spending quality time with my friends despite our busy life, I bought so many many stuffs, I had the most adorable guineapigs and lost one of them. and yeah, some which i didn't mention, (HA!).
I was happy, but of course, who will ever forget the sad times. yes, I lost one of my pig, it died. i am sad. i lost my freedom. duh, i am sad. i lost my place in school, in class. Yes, actually i am sad.
I lost my place at home. lost my family. sad sad sad.we quarelled over and over again. i was very sad. i lost myself. kind of. I dunno. and I thought I lost everyone. maybe?
Bottomline: you should always have some room to believe in fortune telling.
and so christmas is over. i didn't busk into the heavy human traffic durin christmas eve this time.coincidence is always more fun and interesting. if not for the work at TAKA last year, i don't think i would ever step into orchard during christmas! who would? maybe working with ningxin was also a planned coincidence? resolved the disputes i had with her. maybe whatever happened this year was meant to be.
everything just showed me more about people, the humans. supposedly the intellegent ones and just an inch away from those chimpanzees. maybe too complicated.
Definitely learnt a lot this year, and there's so so so much more to do and learn. And yes, people do change. Time will tell everything. and whatever happens, at least i still got him. and i still have myself.
hehe.
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