it's the same

everyone has troubles of their own.
i shant say much.
me, you, parents, siblings.
maybe everyone's the same.

maybe we're not that different from each other
we all have to eat drink and shit everyday
all have troubles of their own
all have to work hard
chit chat
love.

so maybe tt's why it's interesting when u meet someone new.
maybe you thought she's different.
she's interesting.
but infact

everyone's the same!!
hahaha.

okay, a lil philosophical here.

anyway, i was feeling mad lately,
always pissed off and feeling grouchy.
I think it's extreme pre-menstrual-syndrome.
my beloved dear dear is suffering the most from me.

i'm feeling quite guilty bout it,
but can't seem to do much bout it at the same time.
i'll do my best to control it though.
but really, i think it's because everyone's pissing me off so much and making me mad.

i am a kind of people who really don't mind helping out my really good friends and providing a listening-ear. and i mean really good friends, VICE VERSA. i think i can be really nice if i want to lah. RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT?? if not, too bad for you. i don't think i'd lose out in anyway. you're just not worth it.

nice people are so hard to find.
not say i'm nice lah.
i believe i'm a bad girl actually.
but since i admit it,
i cant' be that bad right?
er. issit?

so, i was saying
nice people are hard to find,
really;
hard.


anyway,
happen to be at IMM ystd.
we were going up the escalator to the 2nd floor,
and gradually we heard louder and louder screams and cries from a child at the 2nd floor.
she was sitting on the floor,
crying non-stop.
extremely loud and irritating.
parents trying to pull her up to stand and persuading her.


yeah.
what would you do if you were her parents ?


i think most probably i would just carry her in my arm, CRY CRY CRY as much as she want until she have sore throat. and stop. pray and hope she will stop crying.

suay suay, if it's really terrible i think i would just leave her there and see if she wants to come along or not. maybe just watch her from the 3rd storey, smth like that.

i don't really like kids actually, i actually thought of just giving her a tight slap and ask her if this is how she should behave. but, i don't think this is what adults should behave too. haha.

deardear dislike people who scold and hit the child.
maybe i'll just leave the kids to him next time.
and i'll sit at home cook dinner, shake leg.
haha.
how irresponsible.
sigh...

sometimes i really hope i can have a break.
enough of school and them already..
i'm sick of pretending everyday.
i really hate them. everyone.

i want to go out with lt and lichang everyday
i want to go skating with sherm and chang again.
go to the zoo, play badminton, blade outside sy's hse
go shopping around singapore, try clothes and don't buy
play with Rexy everyday, buy new food and treats for him
tok nonsense with pau at msn, blog about rubbish everyday.
chit chat sing song eat pop corn lie down watch sky stars and you.

but,
SHIT.
life sucks to core
i know,
im repeating,
move on.

=(

problems problems problems.
so many things to do, so little time.
haiii.....

will update about my birthday soon.
need to get photos frm sy,
need to scan neoprints
edit the photos.

most importantly,
i have no time and is quite lazy
OBVIOUSLY.